Remembering #MH17

August 22, 2014 at 9:46 AM

Today is the day of mourning. Currently it’s about 9:30 am and the whole of Malaysia is waiting for the arrival of the flight bringing home 20 remains of the victims from flight #MH17 from Ukraine. It’s scheduled to arrive in about 15-30 minutes and the plane is already somewhere in Malaysia. They’ve finally reached home :’) The remaining is scheduled to be brought home on Sunday.

MH17 Malaysia Berkabung Mourning

The tragedy has affected me badly, as bad as the families. I always do get affected when a plane crash happen and it intensifies this time due to it being Malaysia Airlines. At least with #MH370, it disappeared but you can’t escape seeing the horror of #MH17.

I can’t imagine what the families are going through right now. My deepest and heartfelt condolences to the affected families.

I haven’t slept since yesterday and I don’t want to sleep and miss the ceremony. My migraine is pounding like mad in my head right now telling me I should go to bed.

Anyways, my internet account was disconnected last Monday (4 days ago) and finally I got it reconnected last night just in time to watch the ceremony today. Phew. They said they would disconnect it last week on Tuesday if I didn’t pay fricken RM356 overdue charge but luckily they delayed until the end of the week. Thank you.

Let the mourning start.

Welcome home, #MH17

Missing Malaysia Airlines MH370 Confirmed Lost in Indian Ocean

March 25, 2014 at 2:27 AM

This is such a devastating news that I have not yet been able to accept.

I would like to express my heartfelt condolences to the families of passengers and crew onboard the ill-fated Malaysia Airlines flight MH370. Our prime minister held a press conference tonight bearing the bad news that with latest research developments, they have concluded that the plane is lost in the Indian ocean and all passengers and crews on board perished together with it.

But part of me is still not believing it. I’m still praying and holding on to a hope that somehow, just somehow, the plane survived. I refuse to believe and accept this conclusion based on assumptions. I will believe once I’ve seen concrete evidence of their findings, confirming the plane did indeed, end its journey at where they said it did. I’m praying to God that they will find the black box and end this mystery once and for all. Give a closure to the families and the rest of the world.

My thoughts and prayers are with the families.
I don’t think I can sleep tonight.
I can’t imagine the devastation, the heartbreak, the sorrow, shock, anger, etc. the families must be feeling right now.
I am still hoping for a miracle.

Alfatihah to Muslim passengers and crews.
RIP to the rest of the passengers.

It’s a sad day for everyone. The whole world is mourning.



Hot Days, Sleepy Days

March 19, 2014 at 8:03 AM

I don’t know what it is, but I’m guessing it’s due to hot weather that I’ve been feeling really tired lately. All I’ve been doing is sleep. When I’m not sleeping, I feel so sleepy. Then after 2 months-ish, it finally rained a few days ago. When I mean rained, it was pouring. At night. Boy, did I have all the ideas suddenly flowing in. Mood to do work intensified. Then, no more rain. Zzz.

I desperately need a new domain so I could just write about anything. This is more of my personal domain and I’ve had this since I was in Japanese school, so 2006-ish? But the problem is I don’t know what name I should name my new domain. All the very generic names have been taken, duhr. I no longer want this domain to be in the ‘spotlight’. I still haven’t written my blogs about my vacation and all. God, I need to stop procrastinating! Ok, I’m done with reinstalling Windows and all that crap, installed Photoshop, so I’m good. I can really start blogging again now. Seriously, I’m so sick of reformatting and reinstalling Windows due to corrupted partition. It took me a long time to reinstall stuff, so I really hope no more corruption. I miss playing The Sims again, but argh, to install the game and all the expansion packs plus stuff packs plus worlds.. arghhhh.

Stress. So much stress right now.

MH370… seriously, where in the fucking world is it??
It’s day 11? or 12? I’ve stopped counting.
I stopped updating myself with the news because with international news, it’s all speculations & theories about this and that.. then with Malaysian news, it’s all denials and denials. So it’s like back and forth of nothingness. Everyday. It’s extremely tiring. If I’m tired, imagine the families. But the plane is still missing. They’ve been searching in such a wide area. Still nothing.

Everyday I pray that we will hear that the plane has safely returned… but you know, you have to keep it real. It’s been almost 2 weeks… but still, I’ll still pray for its safe return. Wherever you are. Please come back.

Ok back to doing stuff.



Jonti Roos, the Attention Seeking Whore?

March 12, 2014 at 8:45 AM

What. The. Hell. Is. This?

An obvious attention whore. How disrespectful and insensitive could she be to reveal this piece of information on A Current Affair? Why not just take this story to the authorities or MAS and let them handle it? This should have been private and investigated on, not revealed on TV on this piece of trash show and upset everyone, including his family. Fariq may have changed over the years. This news was 3 years ago. He was young and he made a mistake. We all made mistakes when we were young. So if this girl was genuine about sharing this piece of information, she wouldn’t have contacted this sleazy TV show. She obviously wanted attention and took opportunity from this tragic situation.

I would be ashamed if I was her friend.

Anyways, I don’t have any right to make any judgment on Fariq as I didn’t know him personally. What he wanted to do with his life, that was his own thing. I think the big mistake he did was befriending this slut. Show some respect to the families, woman. They’re still very upset and sad and depressed. This piece of information is not helping anyway, and they need to focus on finding the plane first, not about this. Some people say it can compromise the safety of the passengers and open up the possibilities to hijackers… well, I don’t think the pilots would invite guys into the cockpit? As guys are common hijackers.

MH370, where on earth are you?
And we are getting very tired of hearing nothing, false leads and speculations.

EDIT// Mar 23rd

So what do you have to say about this?

24 Hours and Malaysia Airlines MH370 is Still Missing

March 9, 2014 at 8:47 AM

MH370, where are you?
Please come back 🙁

It has been 24 hours and there’s still no news about the missing but lots of rumors and speculations. I feel sorry for the families as they’re waiting and waiting for news but so far there has been none.  But then I found this graphic:

It’s funny but it’s sad on how true it is. It shows the type of people Malaysians are when there are news or tragedy that happened. Like Harith Iskander in lawak Ke Der?, he mentioned that Malaysians love to play detective like in CSI. They like to spread rumors and speculate and make up story.

What I don’t like is that ‘Seniman’ part, which is an actual tweet from Zed Zaidi. I seriously don’t know wtf is wrong with that guy? Why does he like to gain bad publicity for himself and piss people off? Who does he think he is? He’s an embarrassment to Malaysian and artists. That was very insensitive. Even a politician also was being insensitive about this whole thing.

Please come back, MH370.