Crazy Weather, Crazy Depression

October 18, 2011 at 10:26 AM

I hate it when I went to bed very late like at 5 am only to wake up 2 hours later. It sucks. It makes me sleepy later in the day and I have no mood to do anything.

I’ve been so very depressed lately. Mostly because I’ve been getting a lot of pressure from people I guess. Plus the weather has been crazy hot lately. Gosh. You can’t even be outside for 30 seconds without feeling like you’re being burned alive and I’m not exaggerating. What’s up with the crazy sun? Because of that each time I have to go out I’d end up having headache/migraine and each time I don’t have to go out I’d feel completely lazy and sleepy and I’ve been spending this past few days just sleeping. WTF.

However one thing to look forward to is – HALLOWEEN. Yes it’s the month of October so Halloween is coming up! No, being the pathetic person that I am, I have nowhere to go on Halloween and nowhere to party at. So I’ll just continue doing what I do every year for the past I don’t know how many years.. have a horror movie marathon!

i’m not sure what movies are good to watch this year. Horror movies suck nowadays. I’d have to hunt for some good horror movies to watch this Halloween. Before I go, I leave you with a picture of an AWESOME super realistic mad makeup effect skillz and totally gory looking for Halloween. Because it’s too gory, I’ll leave it hidden.

Selamat Hari Raya/ Happy Eid Mubarak 2011!

September 7, 2011 at 9:39 PM



I just wrote a long blog post and guess what? It posted BLANK! i don’t know how the hell it ended up blank.. so screw this. I’m too tired to reblog so I’ll write it later.

And the weird thing is that, the autosave didn’t even save it either. WTF.

My Birthday

February 26, 2011 at 2:12 AM

It’s still my birthday in some parts of the world so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

There was nothing special on my birthday. I woke up, went out with mom, bought stuff for my cats, met this interesting talkative and friendly girl at the bank, and ordered Domino’s pizza as birthday dinner and invited my uncle to come. I did receive quite a number of birthday wishes compared to last year so I’m happy πŸ™‚ Thank you for all the birthday wishes. I didn’t wanna really celebrate because it would just remind me that I’m getting old. Before I know it, I’m gonna be in my 30s, then 40s, then 50s.. and if I’m lucky enough 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s… (lol). I hate getting old. Getting old means your priorities change, you can’t have much fun, you stress all the time, your health will go bad, your young/good looks disappear, hair turn grey, eyesight go bad..wrinkly skin… ick.

I haven’t posted a blog post for about 10 days now and there’s a lot I need to blog about. I keep saying I’m gonna post them but I never got around to it. Well I’ll try to post more today. Well I’m gonna watch Glee’s Rocky Horror episode which is showing on TV right now then I’ll go to bed. Before I go, guess what?

I have Windows 7 on my iMac now! Yay. Finally. t3h aw3som3n3ss.

I wanted to install it ages ago but I keep hesitating but now I’m glad I finally did it. I can play windows games now. Civilization V is so much better and smoother now πŸ˜€

Salam Maulidur Rasul 2011

February 15, 2011 at 1:58 AM

It’s prophet Muhammad’s birthday today so it’s a public holiday. I’m going to Kuala Lumpur today at about 11 am because I need to pick up my books at Kinokuniya. I’ll be going alone so it’ll suck but at least I get to try new ets train! Mom wanted to go but I told her next time cuz I’ll be rushing for time as I’m making a day trip and I’m sure mom would be very tired later… plus there’ll be lots of long walk, from KL Central to LRT train station to KLCC and back. But damnit, I woke up at 1 am again! I feel asleep yesterday’s evening ..gah. I’ll be so tired tomorrow.

Well I have work to do now. I’m actually almost finishing one website project for beta testing so hopefully I can launch it this week, then finish my Glee project then finish my other projects. Back to work now.

Oh yeah, for Valentine’s Day yesterday, I bought myself this rose, and the rose is actually like a ring box in shape of rose and it has a cute ring inside.. haha. Had to get it for myself.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! First post of 2011!

January 2, 2011 at 2:29 AM

GOODBYE 2010 and HELLO 2011!

My new year celebration was sooo lame haha however yesterday was one of the best days in a few months. I didn’t think I was gonna go celebrate NYE. Suddenly at 7.30 pm my friend texted me and asked me what I was doing for NYE. When I said nothing she asked me if I wanted to join her and her friends and since I didn’t wanna be at home and have another lame NYE like last year (I fell asleep before the countdown!) so I said yes, I’d join them even though I don’t know her friends. Then Claudia called from London! Yay. So that made my night πŸ™‚ Then I rushed to get ready because she was on the way, and I dressed like shit, not knowing that there would be boys joining also. Blergh. So we went to the MBI park and just relaxed at the food stall and the boys ordered SHISHA!

I miss it. But it was more fun when I had it with my friends in KL. Gosh I miss them. I still remember in 2009 in December we were having so much fun because we just finished with graduation showcase and stuff. And KL shisha taste better actually. Anyways. We were just freezing our asses of there because it was still way too early. So until about 11-ish pm, we walked to the park, sat there, camwhored and when midnight struck.. NOTHING. Can you believe that? There was NOTHING! There were a lot of people playing with this glow-in-the-dark kind of toy by throwing them up in the air so I saw a lot of glowing stuff, but no countdown, and no fireworks! There was 2 small firecrackers 5 minutes before midnight but that was it! How lame. So we waited there until like 1 am because there was a heavy traffic jam on the road.. and loads and loads of bikes.. urgh. They decided to go to the other park we call ‘Polo park’.

On the way there they stopped at a gas station, and we all needed to pee badly, haha but can you believe it? They toilet for the girl at the gas station was locked?? So everyone had to share one toilet? OMFG eww! So we decided to hold it in and wait in the car when this one car park next to us to pump tyres. The dude had funky clothes and was in a rush, looked like a cartoon actually haha. When he turned his face towards me that’s when I saw it was SATHIA! OMG.

He’s the popular Malaysian comedian and I’ve been a fan of him since I was little. It was awesome to see him next to the car window haha. He was wearing Indian costume so I’m guessing he was here doing a show? He smiled at us and then I just screamed ‘HAPPY NEW YEAR’ and he said thanks haha Awesome.

After that we just relaxed at the Polo park, I ate ‘laksa’ and went back home at like almost 3 am. One thing to note is that there was at least 3 or 4 road blocks that I saw and nearby my house, there was one road block and when we reached the road block, she slowed down then kept going but was stopped by the police seconds after.. and guess what? The police just yelled at her for not stopping! WHAT THE FUCK. It was an honest mistake and she said sorry! We all thought the police asked us to keep going because the first road block at Polo park was like that, and also because he didn’t show the slightest sign of asking us to stop and gosh, I was just sitting there, with my jaw dropped open at HOW RUDE THE FUCKING POLICE OFFICER WAS! We’re not fucking criminals, and give us a fucking break, it was NEW YEAR! It’s not like we go out late every night whoring. No need to be so fucking RUDE. Gosh. Reminds me when one police officer stopped me because one of my tail lights was broken but instead he was asking stupid questions and ‘scanning’ my body with a torchlight…which was so fucking creepy. Euuurgh *shudders* But I rather have flirty police officer than one who yells.. scares the fuck out of me.

Anyways, even though it sucked that there was no celebration whatsoever in Ipoh, at least I didn’t spend it alone at home, especially since I left my cable tv smartcard in KL so I can’t watch TV. Argh. Anyways, I’ve also received my Christmas present delivered yesterday so yay, it was an awesome last day of 2010. I will blog about my Christmas present tomorrow. Wow can’t believe it’s 2011 already. Gotta think about my new year’s resolution.