Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2015!

July 20, 2015 at 10:02 PM



It’s been a while since I wrote in this blog, huh? I’ve been very busy, preoccupying myself with things and then spent most of the days sleeping. This Raya has got to be the most boring Raya ever for me where I spent 3 Raya days sleeping instead and not inviting anyone to my place. Plus, I also have a very badly decayed and broken wisdom tooth that I need to deal with this week but I don’t have enough money. Haih.

Here’s the one and only Raya selfie that I took yesterday when I went to my relative’s house!

raya selfie

It was hard trying to take a proper selfie with food when the app didn’t have a timer. So I had to use my phone cam with a timer to take but the color is all shit. 🙂

Since I don’t have TV this year, so let’s put on a Raya song from youtube to get that Raya mood.

I need to write about Native Instruments but the page shows me nothing so I’m not sure what can I write about it. Now my laptop is also lagging badly, which is normal, so I have to reboot it. I miss my iMac, really. This bites.

First Post For 2015

January 2, 2015 at 7:18 AM


Glad 2014 is over. It’s been a really bad year that I don’t even want to remember. There’s not a single good thing that happened that year. Beginning of the year I lost some cats, mid of the year I lost some cats, end of the year I lost my dearest kitty unexpectedly. I also had the worst kind of sickness mid and almost end of the year. Even right now one kitty is sick.

Beginning of the year MH370 went missing, mid of the year MH17 was shot down, end of the year AirAsia QZ8501 crashed (technically not our flight but Indonesian but the brand is ours so it’s still related), plus massive flooding in some states that caused massive devastation.

My deepest sympathy and heartfelt condolences to the people affected by the tragedies mentioned above.

Then my iMac died, my TV died, my aicond died, my car died a day before Christmas, now my computer mouse died…

As for my life, eh. The only thing that’s worth remembering are the fun time I had when my friend came to Ipoh or went I went to KL to karaoke, I got myself a Kindle (FINALLY) after wishing for years, I went to Langkawi, I finally could drive my Myvi again after a few problems, celebrated Raya at my kampung for the first time in over a decade, and… that’s pretty much it.

Usually I’d write a post before new year and reminisce but don’t wanna remember anything. Didn’t even feel like celebrating, didn’t even watch the countdown. I can only hope things will change this year. I say that every new year but things never change for the better.

Oh well.

Happy Birthday To Me & My iMac Died Temporarily

February 27, 2014 at 1:40 AM

Happy birthday to me.

A year older.

Still single.


Thank you to everyone that left me birthday wishes on facebook on my birthday. Without facebook, nobody would even know it was my birthday. If you look at it positively, it’s great that facebook is there to remind people but on the negative side, it’s sad that without it, nobody would even care. That’s life.

Anyways. Didn’t do anything, didn’t get anything, it was just a normal day where I just sleep and fixed my iMac. Speaking of iMac, it temporarily died! You see, last week I went to Langkawi Island for a vacation. I will write about it soon. Shortly before I left, my iMac just wouldn’t boot up! I don’t know why, or what happened. It just hangs at the grey screen.

Then I found out it CAN actually boot up, if you wait like 30 minutes. Wtf. Everything lags. To move the mouse took minutes, when you try to do anything it lags for at least 5-10 minutes. It was HELL. So I googled and tried to fix the problem. Now, there’s another problem. I couldn’t boot up to the recovery disk cuz it won’t detect my bluetooth keyboard. So I had no choice but to wait and buy a standard wired keyboard.

After I came back from Langkawi, I bought the cheapest standard wired keyboard. Luckily I could find it for only RM17! And it worked great 😀 So then I could get into recovery disk AND my windows partition. I tried to fix the disk problem using disk utility but unfortunately it couldn’t repair it AND somehow screwed up the disk and it wouldn’t load at all. It just shows loading bar then it shuts down.

I tried everything and unfortunately I was left with no choice but to reformat and do a fresh and clean OS installation.

Luckily I could get in Windows, it was working fine and I could backup all my photos and documents. I couldn’t back up my iPhoto stuff but thank God I already have them backed up in my very old laptop. I was so worried 🙁 So I erased the HDD, and it was painful to see 700+ GB of stuff erased in just 10 seconds. All gone.

It took like 3 hours to download and install Mavericks OS. So now my iMac is working fine again and feels so clean, just like new! It also feels so empty. This is the time that I’m thankful I upgraded to 10 Mbps internet so I can download everything again quite fast compared to last time. Now I’ve learned my lesson and did another partition for my photos and videos and also installed Mavericks on that. In case I can’t boot my main partition, I have a backup partition. Wanted to do that before but it wouldn’t let me.

Other news, this past few days my beloved outdoor cat Kechik died and my kitten died. I’ve been depressed and devastated. And lonely.

Okay. I think that’s all I wanna blog about. I can’t stay long in this room, I’m being eaten alive by the damn mosquitos.

Happy Valentine’s Day 2014

February 14, 2014 at 7:02 AM

Happy Valentine's Day

Ahh, Valentine’s Day. You come again.

And it’s yet another year I’m going through the day as a single person. No relationship, no nothing.

It’s not like I don’t want to go out and search for a potential partner, it’s just that I’ve been so busy with my own personal problems, love in not in my list as a priority. I know I should find somebody. I’m getting older. Majority of my friends have kids by now, some even have kids that is going to grade school. Imagine how old I feel.

Oh well. If there’s somebody for me, I’ll find it sooner or later. Happy Valentine’s Day to all the happy couples out there.

On a side note, I was doing a project, hence why my blog has been a bit quiet. It was an unexpected and impossible project. The deadline is in 2 days and no, unfortunately I couldn’t finish it. I’m so bummed about it. I’ve been working hard..but I guess not hard enough. Hmmph.

Oh and my internet has been upgraded to 10 Mbps. Sometimes I feel the change, but most of the time I don’t. Wtf.

My iMac also won’t start up. I’m sad, panicking and pissed off. The story of my life. FML.

Bye 2013.. Hello 2014. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014!

January 5, 2014 at 10:06 PM


Hey… it’s new year!


This was supposed to be posted on new year’s day but I was preoccupied with other things, and then the next day I went to KL for 2 days so I didn’t get a chance to finish this. Since last year I barely blogged at all, so this is gonna be super long.

I can’t believe 2013 is gone now. As usual, all you would hear is ‘how time flies… where did my 2013 go?’. I’m sad. Sad that I’m a year older, and it’s a constant reminder how old I am now. It makes me depressed. Anyways.

I didn’t do anything on new year’s eve to celebrate except sit at home in front of the TV and wait for the countdown. I was depressed, about my problems and also that it was the last day, last minute that I would be in my twenties. Oh God. Moving on. Continue after the cut below.