Welcome 2009

January 2, 2009 at 11:58 PM


It’s already 2009. Wow. 2008 was a so-so year.. it was bad, it was shitty, it was good. Hm. I didn’t celebrate 2009 cuz I’m in Ipoh — what fun could happen in Ipoh? And I’ve been sick for a week.. oh an obviously depressed.  I’m getting old. But this year, I have new resolutions.. some that I can remember are:

– Stop contemplating suicide
– Lose the damn weight
– Be more productive
– Make money
– Seduce a billionaire
– Buy a ferrari, a new house
– Marry a billionaire, kill him, inherit the fortune
– Be less depressed
– Find a new HOT billionaire and marry him and runs off to Acapulco and honeymoon-ing in Seychelle Island and go around the world in 80 days and live happily ever after (I think I played PRINCESS DEBUT on my Ds Lite too much)
– Get a life

That’s all I can remember.. then some other resolutions will remain as my secret.

This also means, my freedom is almost over. 2 more days then I have to start stressing about my internship. The past one month of holiday has been incredibly boring apart from hanging out with H or Sharina but when I’m at home, I’ve been so fucking bored I could kill myself. No one to talk to, nothing to do, I felt so bored.

I felt so pissed yesterday. Cable tv was showing this Indonesian horror movie called “Suster Ngesot Gentayangan“.. not sure how to translate that.. but yeah, it’s about this group of teens who sees ghost.. suster ngesot is a ghost of a nurse who was raped and murdered and the murderer cuts one of her legs or something.. so ‘ngesot’ in indonesian is like crawling on the floor or something cuz she’s missing one leg.

So anyways, I watched Suster Ngesot 1 and fuck, totally didn’t expect it to include all kind of ghost — including ‘pocong’, which is shrouded ghost that I fucking fear the most.. even at the sight of it. I don’t get scared easily unless it involves the ‘pocong’.. and fuck, I didn’t expect to see that ghost at 12 am.. luckily my mom was with me.. so the next night, they were showing “Suster Ngesot 2”.. I wanted to watch that badly but mom decided to go upstairs early and I SO DIDN’T WANT TO WATCH IT ALONE! I got so pissed at mom.  And I’m pissed I didn’t get to see that movie :\  Some Indonesian ghosts can be scary :\

The movie however wasn’t that good… I hate the effect, so cheesy and overused, that I’ve seen in EVERY modern Indonesian horror movies… that ‘speed-up’ effect.. why won’t they ever stop using that effect? Then the sound, the quality was very amateur-ish. Just the type of ghost scared the hell out of me because I fear them in the first place.

Anyways. I’m going to play with my DS lite now. Urgh. This loneliness is killing me.