Food Poisoning?

November 22, 2018 at 11:41 AM

Oh gosh, I can’t believe I’m sick. And I have a shitload of things to do.


I have been resting for the whole week. I don’t know what went wrong. Last Friday I felt a bit weird. My stomach felt uncomfortable but it wasn’t bad. Then came Saturday and I still felt weird but nothing bad. I even stayed up late to edit my blogs.

Then came Sunday. That’s when things started to go bad. I can’t remember much but I started feeling really uncomfortable. Then came the diarrhea. By night time I was feeling weak already.

On Monday it had worsen. Because of the diarrhea and all, my stomach started cramping. I still had diarrhea all day long. I was feeling so weak and dehydrated already. Could barely do anything. Couldn’t walk, couldn’t sit, couldn’t lie down. Everything made me feel so uncomfortable. My stomach couldn’t handle any food or drinks as it would just come back out.

Horrible. I suspected food poisoning, maybe. Luckily I just felt nauseous but didn’t actually vomit. I HATE vomitting.

It is now Thursday and I’m still not fully better yet. Still slowly recovering. Still couldn’t eat much without feeling like I wanna vomit and my stomach cramping up. It sucks that I’m supposed to go for 2 food reviews this week and I couldn’t go.

Oh well. Story of my life.

Hello, I’m Back…

November 18, 2018 at 3:51 AM

Wow, it’s been a long time since I last posted anything here. My last post was February 2017. That’s 1 year and 8 months.


I don’t know why I’ve been neglecting this site. Not just this site. My other blogs as well. But right now I’m in a deep shit financially (like always) so I need to revive all my blogs again, keep posting regularly and hopefully I’ll make some money. I miss this blog because this used to be my place to just talk about anything that’s going on in my life without caring a damn thing. With other blogs, I have to conform to a certain standard, style, and theme like food, lifestyle, etc. So, I’m reviving this blog to just ramble about crap that nobody else cares about.

This year has been the hardest for me. I know every year, things were shitty but this year was different. I lost someone very dear to me.

My uncle.

He had been sick since last year but it got worse at the beginning of this year where he was bed-bound for a while in Shah Alam before moving back to his place in Ipoh. A month later on May 9th, the exact day Malaysians went out to vote (resulting in a new government in Malaysia’s history), he passed away in the morning. I’m not gonna write more because the pain is still unbearable and just talking or even thinking about it makes me depressed as hell.


I went to KL a couple of days ago but I will write a new post about it tomorrow. I changed a few things in this blog like the header image. Still quite a few things to tweak, edit, and filter out but it’s almost 4 am and I’m tired as hell. I’ll do it tomorrow. I also have so many blog posts to write and post, and a few blogs to modify and fix.

Hopefully, I can keep posting and not abandon this blog again.


Boring Life

February 4, 2017 at 12:59 AM

Life has been boring. Really shitty and boring and the first month of 2017 is already over and I’m still back at square one. My life has been worse than the previous 2 months. Nothing, I repeat, NOTHING has been going right. My January 2017 has been filled with utter devastation when I lost 4 kittens and 1 went missing, thanks to my mom for letting them out without supervision.

I don’t want to talk about that.

And guess what? My Samsung S7 edge phone fell and the screen cracked. I have never cracked my phone’s screen in my entire life. I feel like hanging myself every time I see the crack when I use the phone. It will cost RM 1k – RM 1.5k to fix. FML.

The only thing that’s keeping me somewhat numb to emotions right now is my herbal medicine (St. John’s Wort) and my iMac that has been keeping me occupied with catching up on my blogging stuff. I did, however, receive a good news a few days ago when my short story was chosen for publication. It was totally unexpected considering I wrote it at the last minute (a day before the deadline). Two of my short stories were also published last year (finally) by the same publisher. All of them are sci-fi stories. Maybe I should take an interest in sci-fi.

I’ve been wondering what to do with my life. Last month, as I was walking at the mall with my friend, there was this music school demo at AEON mall Klebang. They were promoting their new music school/classes in Tambun, Ipoh.

I was really interested. I’ve always wanted to learn how to play the guitar or the drums. Not like I could join a band or anything like that because I’m too old for that now but it’s fun to have something to do and learning something new at the same time. I wanted to learn guitar too. There’s guitar center here that sell guitars, but I don’t think I’ve heard guitar lessons here, like official music school classes. Piano, yes.

Believe it or not, I kind of miss playing the piano. Years of learning it when I was young (since I was 8 years old until 12 years old) went to waste. If I wasn’t so traumatized by my bitch of a piano teacher who screamed at me then kicked me out of the room just because I couldn’t get the notes right, I would’ve continued mastering the piano. Excuse me for being a fucking tone deaf-kid.

I really regret that. I regret that she was the ONLY teacher in Ipoh at that time. I wanted to transfer somewhere else and she was there too. Wtf. I decided to quit. Thanks a lot bitch for ruining piano lessons for me.

Anyways. I wish I could join this school but I couldn’t afford the classes, unfortunately. The economy right now is depressing. The amount I’m earning every month is depressing. The debts I’m in is depressing times two.

I wish I could go back to when I was young and knock some senses into my head when I said I couldn’t wait to be an adult. The adult world sucks big time.

By the way, I forgot what song they played for the acoustic guitar demo, but for the piano he played ‘Frozen’ song and for the drums ’24 Karat’ song by Bruno Mars.


December 21, 2016 at 3:17 AM


I haven’t been having a good week last week. My rescued kitten died despite everything that I did to save him. I lost 3 kittens prior to that and I was too numb to be affected by it. But my rescued kitten, it affected me so much that it interfered with my daily life and emotion. Back in October, BamBam was missing for 15 hours from around 3 pm until 7 am the next morning when I found him. During that time, when I kept calling for BamBam, I kept hearing screaming kitten across the road, somewhere at one of the shop lots.

I ignored him because I thought it was just a lost kitten and probably his mom was around somewhere. But until 5 am, he kept screaming and screaming and it bothered me so much. When I was searching for BamBam, I found him alone and scared so I took him home to temporarily care for him. Then I found another kitten. Took both of them home. He got sick for a while but he survived. And he was a cheerful loving kitten and that is why I felt this empty void when he crossed the rainbow bridge even though I’ve only had him for a short time.

I had a good day on Friday because I got to eat good food and that’s always a good thing. That helped me to temporarily forget about the death of my kitten. But when I got home I found out TM Point cut my phone line which never happened before and it was sudden so I spent 40 mins being pissed off and yelling on the phone.

And unfortunately, I got into a minor accident on Saturday. I also had a scare in the morning where my iMac wouldn’t start again. I freaked out. I seriously don’t want to send my iMac back to the store to be repaired which might take another what, a month? 2 months? No. No way. I’m sick of that. But luckily I found a video on youtube with a trick to get it started again and it did. Phew.

It’s the 21st today. Only 10 days left of 2016. I wanna say I hope next year things will change and every year I said the same thing and it never did. In fact, things got worse. Worse than the previous year. But I keep hoping. So I don’t know anymore.

I don’t know anymore.


James Corden’s Carpool Karaoke with Bruno Mars & Sia

December 18, 2016 at 2:25 AM

OMG this is hilarious.

These past few days I’ve been addicted to Bruno Mars’s new song ‘24K Magic‘ and couldn’t stop singing it. It’s stuck in my head. And I’ve been depressed over a few things this week which I will write about soon but watching this video just gets me smiling. It’s hilarious.

It makes me wanna karaoke right now but I have nobody to go with. So what do I do? I just karaoke alone, at home, in my room using my phone and the app SMULE. It’s actually a good app if you love singing karaoke. My microphone sucks though because the one that comes with the phone (S7 Edge) doesn’t sound as good as those with iPhones. But of course, if yours sucks too, you could always look for microphones for singing online.

Another one of my fave is Sia. Gosh, I’ve been addicted to her songs and Maddie Ziegler, the girl who dances in her videos and also from Dance Moms. She’s amazing and her dance moves are captivating. I could never take my eyes off her every time she dances. Sia is also an amazing singer and I love her raspy voice when she hits the high notes.

She also did the carpool karaoke with James Corden.

It’s videos like these that make me forget my depression for a little while.