Seventh Angel [NET]

I wanted to write this post 2 days ago but I got tired and I got busy. Last Monday was a veeeeeery long day. My dermatologist appointment was supposed to be at 10.30 am but luckily I could call and postpone my appointment to 2 pm. That way I can go to places before I go back to my hometown.

I went to college first to get my result. GAH! I’m so disappointed in myself.. or maybe my lecturer sucks. How dare gave me A- for DTP class? (Destop Publishing). I slaved myself and spent a lot of money and stressed myself to the max to do the best yet I only managed an A-??? It’s like a fucking foundation class. It’s basic stuff. And having doing graphic since I was 13 or 14 and to just get an A- is like a huge disappointment. Where did I do wrong? >.<

I finally received my transcript! And a photocopy of my diploma. I have ‘almost’ graduated! Just waiting for my convocation to get my original diploma. My transcript – another HUGE disappointment. There are 2 C+ on each paper that ruined it. The rest are all A’s and B’s. I am angry at myself. I have no one and nothing to blame but myself. The reason for those 2 C’s was because I let group drama, bitches, emotion, depression, procrastination, lazyness, etc take over me and screwed me over. I am still thankful there are no D’s, but I could have avoided those C’s had I just fucking ignore all the drama and managed my time better.

My CGPA – 3.48

FML. Just 0.02 to 3.5. FML FML FML.

After college I went to Ikano to look for laptop table. I desperately want it. I like using my laptop while lying down and I don’t want to put my heavy laptop on my stomach anymore or my lap because it could burn my skin. I thought I wanted to go to digital mall or low yat because there’d be more choices there but I didn’t have time. I found a laptop table that’s quite cheap (RM49) instead of the usual RM60-90. It has a cooler too. So I bought it. When I was leaving the store, I bumped into my friend!

Haha didn’t think I’d bump into anyone. She was shocked at how much weight I’ve lost and how thin I look compared to the last time she saw me. She thought I was sick. >.< She said my body looks the same though ack. Need to start to exercise and concentrate on my body. Funny that I don’t feel like I’ve gone thin. Yes I’ve lost weight but I feel my body is the same because I haven’t exercised at all. I have all my sickness to thank for. Basically I haven’t been having much appetite since I’ve been back here. Hence why I look sick instead of healthy thin. The moment I stepped in KL, with all the restaurants and yummy food around me, my appetite instantly returned but as soon as I reached Ipoh.. all appetite gone. I bet the longer I stay in my hometown, I’d end up skeleton-thin.

Then I took my laptop table to the testing place to test the cooler fan. Went well, but suddenly as I was putting it back into the box I fucking slice my thumb! Apparently the aluminum or something was too thin and sharp at the bottom that it managed to slice my thumb quite deep. So all the way to my car it was bleeding a lot >.< The cut was not big or long but it was deep. Then I rushed to my dermatologist clinic.

I reached there half and hour late. But I asked them for a bandaid so it was all cool. I did my fraxel but I don’t want to describe it here because it’s gonna be in a different post. After I’m done, I went back to pick mom up then left KL at almost 6 pm. I tried to keep my speed at 120 kmph this time haha. I don’t have a life or auto insurance so if I crash and hurt myself and wreck the car, it’s over. Worse yet, if I die. I shudder at that thought. Freaks me out. I don’t know why up until now I still don’t have any insurance. It’s important, and I should start to have some insurance by now. I still managed to reach my hometown at 7.30 pm, just in time for buka puasa (break of fast). We went straight to ayam penyet restaurant (smashed chicken restaurant) to eat. I finally reached home at almost 10 pm. Damn. I was dead tired.

Well I need to get back to work now. My face is like itching like crazy. And I also realized I left my sunblock at my PJ place.. gah. How could I forget my most important thing especially after doing fraxel? FML.

Just thought I’d write a quick blog.

I’m in PJ now. I have dermatologist appointment tomorrow. Gosh, kinda reluctant to see them tomorrow cuz when I was sick couple of weeks ago, I haven’t been taking care of my skin and now I have like stupid blemishes and pimples and new scars on my forehead and cheeks. Urgh. It suuuucks.

I left my hometown at almost 6 pm >.< You see, it has been cloudy since morning so I’ve been scared to drive. Scared it would rain on the highway, like extremely heavy rain and I wouldn’t be able to see the road. It’s one hell of a scary thing. But since I have a ‘mini reunion’ with my ex japanese classmates at 7 pm so I said what the hell. Luckily it was drizzling up until a certain point then the weather was nice so yay. Plus I wanted to reach as fast as I could and I was speeding like 140kmph on the highway with a small ‘kancil’ car. I’ve never done that! You see, speeding with kancil car is suicidal. You go over 120kmph and the car will start to wobble. But yesterday mom sent the car for checkup and they replaced some stuff which friggin cost her RM500 (see, back to being broke again). It made my shitty car become so smooth that I didn’t even realize I was speeding at almost the max limit. o.O; usually by 120kmph the car would start to shake and if I pass huge vehicles like lorry or trailer, feels like the car’s about to fly haha That’s how light that car is.

Anyways, reached midvalley at 7.30 pm, had an amusing reunion with my mates and I learned a new word ‘rich man syndrome’ which I like so much that I’m gonna use it from now on haha. Poor mom though, she had to wait like 2 1/2 hours there alone waiting for me :\ Gosh being in midvalley sucks because so many restaurants, so much yummy food that I miss and can’t find in my hometown :\ I wish I have time to hangout with my other friends here I miss everyone but reaching at my place here reminds me of how much I hate this place, the people, the queuing up the elevators, the trash, the low class people, the double parking or no parking space… gosh.

Hmm I wish I have electric grills cuz I’m in the mood to eat some grilled chicken. x.x Okay, my eyes are like burning right now.. I’ve been way too sleepy. Been spending hours on computer earlier, luckily I didn’t fall asleep in the car. I miss my kitties in my hometown. Feels so lonely here without them, especially my Jojo who always yell at me. I wonder what they’re doing in Ipoh right now.. cuz Jojo is very attached to me, so she’s gonna be pissed when I’m not there lol.

Ok time to sleep.

I have a new TV!

I bought it last Tuesday and it was delivered Wednesday night. It’s a non famous brand one though, but at least it’s 29 in so no more microscopic tv that requires squinting everytime I need to read the subtitles lol. It cost like Rm30 over my budget at RM630 but it’s black.. better than the cheap one I wanted which is all silver-ish color.

Unfortunately, on Thursday, my laptop died.. thing is I was able to use it on battery but not using the charger so I was guessing it was the plug’s fault. Plus that night my friend who has the same model laptop as mine told me she experienced it before so the next day I took it to Ikano, and thank god it’s just the charger. I was really scared it was the hardware because I so don’t want to go to acer service center. Too far, and takes ages to queue up. However I bought the universal charger and it will damage the battery if I charge it a lot so thank god H gave me some money to buy original Acer charger. Might cost over Rm200. >.> But thanks to H for giving me extra money, so technically I did not spend money for the tv lol

My uncle came on Friday so that on Saturday we could go to Malacca. Jackie wants to shoot our documentary there and since my uncle has been wanting to go to Malacca badly since last month, so I thought is a great chance. We left on Saturday afternoon and reached Malacca around 3-pm ish. God, the roads are like WAY NARROW. Plus it was a Saturday so imagine the MASSIVE traffic jam. Plus it was so friggin burning hot. After like going round and round the city in car, we decided to find hotel room. ALL, I repeat, ALL hotel rooms were FULLY BOOKED. We went to more than 10 hotels, budget ones and expensive ones and even the resort hotel at like prolly 20 km+ away from Malacca, ALL FULLY BOOKED!. We searched until like 7 pm, didn’t even eat… and I was tired as hell, so we decided to drive back home since we can’t find room. Never ever go to Malacca on weekends. Tourist hell. I didn’t even get to meet with Jackie.. blah.

However, it was very cool to see the city. It’s very unique. We even went to the beach. Next time we’re going again on weekdays. I so need a vacation, but no way I’m going to places like this. I wanna go to places like… Gatlinburg.. yeah Gatlinburg vacations would be nice. Be up on the smoky mountain, just me and mother nature. Okay, this depresses me.

I’m back from camp! … and still in one piece. Yay.

I wasn’t expecting much from the camp, and wasn’t looking forward to it but it turns out to be one of the best experiences in my life.. and it was so friggin fun. If I can do it over, I definitely would… I am so glad I went. Even better because my good friends were there too, so I wasn’t all alone like a retard like how I always am at camps that I’ve been to. I didn’t do the physical stuff due to my health condition but I did the others that didn’t require physical stuff. The trainers were awesome too, even though strict lol.

I’ll write about it later today (it’s gonna be hella long — 3 days worth of stuff to blog about) if I’m done resizing pictures, after I’m done blogging about the art showcase thing..need to resize those pictures first too. I’ll do them later.. I’m not tired anymore but my legs are sore, and my throat hurts so much and I’ve lost my voice… probably from screaming too loud at camp. I think I have tonsillitis again, urgh.. but as long I don’t get a high fever and a chain of unpleasant sickness that lasts a week, I’m fine with it.

Gonna play my DS Lite now.. I MISS IT!

I had 2 very long days, extremely exhausting and tiring. I wanted to blog about them and post pictures but I’ve been too tired.. also, I’m still in the process of downloading and reinstalling programs that I used to have so I can’t resize pictures and stuff.

So anyways, tomorrow I”ll be gone to camp for 3 days. I’m kinda not looking forward to it, yet I wanna go cuz I wanna get away from my life here at the moment. My uncle came today so he’ll be sending me to college and picking me up. I have to be at college tomorrow by 8.30 am. Bleh. I won’t be bringing my DS Lite so it’s gonna be boooring. I won’t be doing physical activities either. So Skyler, YOU ARE SO GOING so we can be losers together

I doubt I”m gonna have a good time but wtf. Oh well. Be back in 3 days.

Oh my god.. after writing the last post, I was looking around and found this site that offers a job on a cruise ship! Plymouth Auctioneering provides services for Park West at Sea which is a company that conducts fine art auctions on cruise ships. They’re now hiring and listen to this:

Significant income, often in six figures, is realistically obtainable. Successful candidates will live and work aboard a cruise ship for an average of 4-5 consecutive months, and home for a vacation averaging 4-5 weeks.

Wow, that sounds like a dream come true job for me… up to SIX figures income, I repeat SIX! Then working on cruise ships.. luxurious cruise ships, plus you get 4-5 weeks of vacation time at your home. This is basically the opposite of most of other jobs. It’s not as hard and as stressful as other jobs too where you have to do billions of paperwork, run here and there.. and you get to deal with arts by auctioning them. Of course, for this kind of job, you need to have good sense of humor and personality because it deals with public speaking, no? So you need to be good in customer service, PR etc.. for me, I need to work on that, alot. I tend to get shy sometimes and quiet with nothing to say. I gotta work on having spontaneous mind which should just spontaneously appears when I’m in conversation. Then maybe I can apply for a job like this..the job is already sort of ‘vacationing while working’, plus time off from it for more than a month or so and with the possibility of earning lots… damn. Plus a good environment to work in, cruise ships My top priority.

Everyone needs a vacation right? Especially to get rid of stress, and to get away from the busy city life to just relax and enjoy yourself. So what kind of places do you like to go for a vacation? Me, I like different types of place.. first I like the beach. I found out staring into the big ocean, and listening to nothing but the sound of wave totally relaxes me and makes me forget all the problems that I have. I also like going to a place with nature.. totally pretty, green nature Last but not least, places with architecture. Like Rome, Britain, Romania etc with great gothic architecture and castles. Totally love them. Of course if I have LOADS of money, I’d go to places where I can spend them, lol. Like Paris, Milan, Tokyo, etc

You wanna know what else I’d like? A CRUISE! Damn I’d love a cruise in a 5 stars cruise ship.. would love it even more with someone I love hehe. Luxurious only, not just some dingy cheap and small cruise ship lol. Cuz when I’m on vacation, I want to get pampered. Nice rooms, nice service, nice facilities, nice spa, nice meal, all that.. you know high class service. Hey I can dream, can’t I?

If you’re a traveler, you can check travelstoreusa.com and cruiselocators.com. You can see pictures of cruise ships in that site like omg.. I so wanna go now. If you’re planning on a vacation, check those sites out, really useful. And it’s worldwide too, so you can go anywhere in the world. Maybe to Milan for shopping, Japan for culture and history vacation or Fiji honeymoon vacation, and take me with youuuuu! I’ll be good I promise. lol.

Wah I’m so tired today. I guess from working the whole day yesterday got me tired, not to mention cramps from sitting in the chair for hours. What I need right now is time to relax…a day at the spa maybe… that’d be nice to be pampered. Or a vacation! I so need a vacation. My last vacation was in 2nd January last year. I so wanna go out of this country to relax and see different places. Blah, I need to marry a millionaire, LOL. Then kill him and take all his money, mwahahaha…ok kidding (or am I? ;P) If you’re stressed like me and need some time off, you can visit Sherman’s Travel site where they can you good vacation deals. Something I need Hope that helps you though!

PART 3 of 3

Yay last part of my vacation blog Like the previous 2 blogs, click READ MORE below to continue reading. I’ll do my POTC blog later today.. argh already written 3 blogs today.. must be a record for me :P

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PART 2 of 3

Now this is the 2nd part of my vacation blog… Warning: totally heavy with pictures :P Now like in the previous entry, click READ MORE BELOW to continue reading!

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