I just thought I’d post this clip from youtube. I’ll write a different post after this. Hehe Last week I was addicted to watching JPOP and JROCK stars ‘ I used to like in youtube and you know how crazy Japanese can be. I found this clip of Gackt wearing different type of outfit…including schoolgirl’s outfit! haha. I love Gackt. If you’re into Gackt you’d know that he’s like the ‘fantasy bishounen’ that girls love…cool, fit, hot and who doesn’t seem to age o.O…. but even for a cool guy like Gackt is willing to do this type of thing…lol. Anyways, enjoy the vid.. XD

PS: I so want my big tv back…so I can dance like I used to. Though with the size of my room, I can only fit a plasma tv cuz those big tv would take like half of my room lol. If I won the lottery, I’d buy the plasma tv and the plasma mount and mount it on the wall so my cats won’t be able to knock it off.

I woke up at 8 something am and now I can’t go back to sleep so might as well blog. I’m counting the days to get my monitor lol. 3 more days!

I think I’ve said in my blogs that I’m back to having acne problems due the extreme stress from college. So while I was looking for a skin clinic at Uptown because it’s nearby, I found Dermlaze. I used to go to Gleneagles Hospital (you can check my post in 2006) and urgh it didn’t turn out good. It scarred my face :( So I want to get it fixed, and I’ve been wanting to get back on accutane because accutane is good as acne treatment.

So last week was my first appointment there. I’ve been skeptical because I’m scared this might be another bad experience like Gleneagles and my face would look even worse but I decided to give it a try. This would be the last time. Hopefully my face would actually get better this time.

This is Dr. Jeswender. He’s the dermatologist and he’s extremely nice, unlike my old dermatologist, whose name I will not mention here. I went there to do my peel. The clinic is simple but but nice.. inside it looks like a spa place decoration which is really nice. So when I did my peel, my face was tingling lol. Didn’t hurt but the tingling was a bit annoying hehe. It wasn’t bad XD

Then he gave me pills to control acne YAY! I was meant to ask about it. I can’t stand the acne anymore…it’s like infesting my whole face when I’m stressed out and lacking sleep. So I’ve been wanting to get back on accutane or something… One thing I hate about accutane or something similar to it is that my lips will be extremely dry :( Maybe heighten my depression a bit but that’s ok. And my menstrual cycle will be screwed. That’s ok. Nothing that I can’t handle hehe.

Total cost wasn’t THAT bad.. it was like $500… so you can imagine how broke I am right now…  next month I’ll be doing the fraxel laser..ack back on laser lol. I still remember pixel laser that I did at the other place…the extreme pain…the smell of burning flesh… the black burnt skin that I always have fun peeling… hideous face for a week … oh well. Hopefully I can get enough money for next month’s treatment.

If you want to check out Dermlaze, here’s the address:

Dermlaze Skin Laser Clinic
75G, Jln SS21/60,
Damansara Utama,
47400 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor.
Tel: +6 03 7710 2295

Tell Dr. Jeswender that this blog sent you :P

Going to relax and play game now. My foot still hurt. And my face is itching like hell.

Before I go to bed, another quick blog…lol. Something totally random. My face still hurt. Ouch.

I want extra cash damnit. I need a vacuum. Omg, like I’ve said before, my house is infested with fucking little cockroaches. In face I just killed one, and I saw one running underneath my bed. I fucking hate them. At least they’re small..if they’re the big ones, omg, I don’t know what I’ll do. I want a fucking vacuum so I can clean my room because the dust is also another annoying factor.. urgh. Miele vacuums is good I think, but expensive and I’m not even sure it’s in Malaysia..

Ok damn, I need to stop typing. My left upper arm is hurting :( I can’t move it… fucking rusty nail arghhhhh. I’ve already took pain killer… nope, not doing anything lol.

I’m tired and not quite feeling well. I’m going to bed so I’m just going to make this quick.

• Went for shooting rehearsal today. It was um.. ok.
• I stepped on a rusty nail. It poked through my sandal and went into my skin. My foot is now in pain.
• My face is peeling. It hurts. And itchy.
• Went to the clinic. Got mc for tomorrow, yay. Also had a jab on the arm.
• The jab on the arm fucking hurt and now my left upper arm is in terrible pain.
• I now have migraine.
• Ear infection is slowly getting better. Swelling has reduced a bit.
• Went to KL..then ate satay.
• Went to night market.
• I miss my home theater stuff.. I want them plus home theater lighting and big screen tv. 
• My right arrow key is somehow fixed, lol. It started working again all of a sudden. YAY.
• Pictures soon.

Too tired. Goodnight. Zzzzz.

I’m going to college in a bit for group discussion so I’ll make this fast and short. I’ll blog more later today. We’re going to finalize our advertisement today before we go and shoot it. Hopefully no other big problems will surface… I’m really worrying on the talent. I have a feeling something will happen like schedule clashing and so on. Location too.

Anyways.. my ear has been hurting so bad that 2 days ago I could barely talk. Now part of my neck and upper ear near the left temple has swellings… argh.. my ear is swollen too… so on the way home on Wednesday I went to the pharmacy and got myself eardrop and painkiller. Mrf. Mrrrrffff. It hurts :(

Just one more week to go through before I can go and buy my monitor!!!! FUCKING FINALLY! I’ve been waiting for like what? 2 months? I’ve been saving up and thank god I managed to have enough money for the monitor. Then I’ll be completely broke :( I’ve always mention this… anyone wanna take me to vegas and win me mooooneeeyyy??? lol. There’s gambling place in malaysia (only in genting highlands) but muslims can’t go in. Check in at luxurious vegas hotels.. oh I just found out there’s a hotel there called Golden Nuggets or something? That amused me lol… FuMoninny name for a hotel.. makes me hungry though… hmm thinking of chicken nuggets.. yum

Okay got to get ready now….argh ear hurt!!

SURVIVAL #2

This is the post about last week hehe. My hell-ish week. This is my 2nd survival. hehe. Okay, so after the crazyness about the group project, I felt so relieved because all the tension on the creative part is gone. So that night I get to sleep without stress for the first time after a few weeks since I’ve already finished my clay assignment and the drawing and stuff so I had nothing to do. Wednesday same thing, no stress. Come Thursday..I went through hell again.

It was raining hard. I was getting ready to go to my Animation 1 class. So with my clay, and assignment I went to my car. Then I entered my car and I noticed my front window was very blurry and I was like wtf? I looked closer and OH MY GOD.

MY CAR’S FRONT WINDOW CRACKED!

It was so bad that every inches of it is cracked. I closed the door and BAM, the glass shattered on the floor and onto me. I was like panicking, with a hole in the front window, and it was raining so I ran back to my place, told mom and went back downstairs. We don’t know what happened. Could be heat, could be people…because there’s been few cracked window cases.

I was panicking before not only the window is cracked, I also had the clay due that day and I had no way to go there. We tried to solve things but so far, no luck. To make long story short, luckily there’s a car repair shop outside of this flat, so I walked there and asked that guy to take the car and fix it. While waiting, a taxi parked in front of my car, and came up to me to ask what happened. So with my puppy dog eyes, hoping he’d feel sorry for me because I’m panicking about my assignment that’s due and help me, I told the story and voila! He offered help XD I don’t care anymore.. all I wanted is to submit the assignment because Mr Terry is not the permanent lecturer there so I won’t be able to submit the next day.. I’d have to wait until next week’s class so imagine how many marks I would’ve lost.

So after he ate his lunch, he took me to college and I rushed to see Mr Terry. Ito was still there so I got the notes from him :D I submitted the assignment :D AND Mr Terry was so nice that he let me sign the attendance because I took the effort to be there XD Gotta love Mr Terry.

OMG you have no idea how relieved I was! I get to submit all the assignment, got the notes, attendance no affected and Ito put my name for new class hour which is 4-6 pm now. XD So $15 gone for the taxi and $250 for the replacement window but I survived that emergency thank god.

Here are some pics on my window.

See? IT SHATTERED.

See the cracks?

Shattered glasses.

Lots of bits.. my arms were very itchy cuz of the tiny pieces poking my skins.. those you can barely see.

And it was all over the car.

Well that was my story.
Anyways, while we’re on the car subject, I’d like to do a shameless plug…get steering rack at carsteering.com lol.

Today was a long day. Blog about it coming soon.

Hmm
Again, wanted to blog about what happened last week but kinda got lazy. So I’m just posting random shit today lol. My left hear is hurting bad :( I think there’s a wound there and it got infected. I remember I used to get same kind of infected and pain in my ear except worse, and like oozing out liquid.. it’s not gross tho, it’s not like icky puss or anything.. but omg, the intensity of the pain was extreme.. and until it got better, I could barely hear correctly. It was so annoying. And extremely painful. I would constantly cry out loud :(

My right eye is also hurting but the pain has lessen now. I poked my eye with my finger yesterday x.x Oh well. I’ve been quite a klutz lately. And in photography class I screwed up my whole film cuz I’m stupid and I can’t get over it. Don’t know why. It’s just a test film where I took pics of things randomly but since I was the only one stupid enough to fuck it, so I’m like hating self o.O I can’t get over it argh.

I better go back to sleep now.
I’ll blog again later today.
Yesterday was a very long day.
Btw, how do you pronounce CAT5e? I’ve blogged about it before but I still don’t know how to pronounce it.

Originally I thought I wanted to blog about something, but I got lazy so I decided to post lyrics XD Okay.. this past few days I’ve been re-addicting myself to old JPOP songs that I used to like few years back. I’ve been download clips and songs from youtube like crazy. So I’d like to post one of my fave songs of all time….. ORENJI NO TAIYOU. It’s a soundtrack from the movie “MOONCHILD” starring Gackt, Hyde & Lee Hom. Omg I miss this movie. I want to watch it again but the cd is in Ipoh. The movie is like one of my faves because OH MY GAWD can you say BISHOUNEN HEAVEN???????  I mean Gackt & Hyde together with a little hint of shounen ai (boys love) PLUS VAMPIRE THEME? That’s like super major double uber ultra turn on for me! I’d have multiple orgasm throughout the movie, lol.

Unfortunately, the song is extremely sad. I’ll cry every single time. You’ll know why if you’ve watched Moonchild. Now I wanna see the concert again.. blah cd in Ipoh too. Anyways, this is a live performance from his concert (jyougen no tsuki saishuushou)… it was supposed to be a duet with Hyde but Hyde was busy with L’arc-en-ciel. :(

Random thoughts: I feel like cooking again. I need to find recipes and cook..first I want a portable gas cooker x.x Or those electric one… Hm now I want to listen to Gackt’s Crescent album… omg I can’t believe I bought that album for like over $150…omg. But no regret, the album is just awesome!

PS: I’m posting romaji lyrics & english translation

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オレンジの太陽 (Orenji no Taiyou)
by GACKT

yuugure ni kimi to mita orenji no taiyou
nakisou na kao wo shite eien no sayonara

kirameku nami to tawamureteita
mujyaki na kimi no sono yokogao
suashi de sunahama wo kakenukeru
kimi ga itoshii

suna ni kaita kimi no na to
kazaritsuketa kaigara ha
kata wo yoseta bokura no mae de
nami ni sarawareta

yuugure ni kimi to mita orenji no taiyou
nakisou na kao wo shite eien no sayonara

aoi sora ha iki wo hisomete
akai yuuhi ni dakareteyuku
boku mo kimi wo dakishimenagara hitomi wo tojita

ikutsumono yorobi ya kanashimi mo
kazoekirenai deai ya wakare mo
ano koro to kawarazu yasashiku miteru
orenji no taiyou

eien wo yume miteta ano koro no bokura ha
itsumademo hanarezu ni dakiatte waratteta

akireru hodo kimi wo omou yo
sore dake de boku ha mitasareru
nakanai de itsudatte aeru yo
hitomi wo tojireba…

yuugure ni kimi to mita orenji no taiyou
nakisou na kao wo shite eien no sayonara

yuugure ni kimi to mita orenji no taiyou
nakisou na kao wo shite eien no sayonara

——–ENGLISH TRANSLATION———-

The orange sun I saw with you at dusk
making a face about to cry, the big farewell.

Watching your innocent face
as you played in the glimmering waves.
Running all over the beach barefoot,
How I adored you.

Your name we wrote in the sand,
and the shells we adorned it with,
shoulder to shoulder
we watched as the waves wiped it away before us.

The orange sun I saw with you at dusk
making a face about to cry, the big farewell.

The blue sky, slows its breathing,
to embrace the red setting sun
As I too held you, I closed my eyes.

all the joys and sadnesses,
the countless encounters and partings
just as it did back then,
the orange sun oversees them all.

back then we dreamed of an eternity
laughing, we held each other for so long.

It’s stunning how much I think of you.
That’s all I needed to satisfy myself.
Don’t cry, We can meet again anytime,
just by closing our eyes…

The orange sun I saw with you at dusk
making a face about to cry, the big farewell.

My god I’m so tired. Yesterday there was a charity carnival at my college so I was asked by Kah Mun to help and I agreed and oh man.. it was burning hot, it was crowded, and it was crazy madness. I’ll blog about it later today if I feel like it. Have some other thing to blog about first. Plus I’ll post pictures. Blah, I passed out at like 9 pm and I woke up at 2 something am and now I can’t sleep, and I had a good dream too, damn.

Anyways, just a bit of site review before I go. If you lucky people reading this has a pool, why not head to poolandbeachtoys.com and buy some pool toys….? They have like stuff for your pools like toys, floats, and also backyard toys. Heh, I’ve always wanted a pool. When I was little, I’d use this basin where my mom use for laundry and my cousin and I would use the hose and just go crazy. Then my fucking uncle who is no longer my uncle cuz I loathe him would see us playing and beat the shit out of us lol