I’m going back to my hometown this week so I’m gonna start doing some Kanji revision.

Okay, apart from that, I have also been watching/reading news/videos about past airline crashes… I believe it has somewhat traumatized me now… I’ve been obsessing about the Air India Express crash since it happened… particularly on the passenger ‘Harshini Poonja‘, a 17 (or 18, or 19, or 20) year old girl who is now infamous because of her last twitter posting at the airport before she got on the ill-fated plane.

“@netizentwo: At the airport and blah =_= Only thing to look forward to is the rain.“

That is chillingly disturbing to know that shortly later she would end up charred to death… been reading her blog, news about her.. unfortunately the facebook of ALL of Dubai residents that knew her, including her own facebook are set to private.. so can’t get to know her more however some of her pictures make me extremely sad.. she was so young, pretty and innocent looking and have a full bright future ahead of her, but that’s all not gonna happen now.

Sujata Survase‘s (the cabin crew) ORKUT’s last update was “I hate goodbyes but I guess it’s time“… even though her facebook had that same status message but it was a while ago, but still… however her facebook is no longer available.. maybe the family contacted FB for it to be deleted.

Then yesterday I’ve been watching two episodes of Airline Crash Investigation.. for the episode about Adam Air that crashed into the ocean and disappeared… listened to the black box recording of the pilots minutes before they crash and… that’s what TRAUMATIZD me.. it was so disturbing beyond words…to hear the voices of people who are about to die, to know what the last few minutes of their lives was like…God.

The other episode was the mid-air collision between Bashkirian Airlines Flight 2937 / DHL Flight 611… yes if you know me, you’d know that I can get extremely addicted and obsessed when it comes to something mysterious.. this is a sad case when that flight had really gifted smart children/prodigies that would have a very bright future only to meet with death unexpectedly 30,000 feet above… this is particularly a scary one to know that the DHL plane’s tail kinda ‘sliced’ through the belly of the Bashkirian plane and it split into two- IN MID AIR! Imagine if you were in that plane, and you were sleeping peacefully and suddenly within seconds the plane splits into two and you might end up thrown out, falling to your death and your body sorta ‘explodes’ in bits and pieces and parts of you landed in the area within kilometres apart. How tragic is that??

I wanted to see what the bodies were like (yes this is part of my morbid fascination, strange curiosity) but I could only find one picture of a woman..and what’s left of her was only the head down to the left side of the shoulder and left upper arm. One out of her two daughters was found intact by their father who helped with the search. The guy lost his entire family – a wife and two kids, and eventually got crazy and soon later he stabbed the air traffic controller Peter Nielsen to death for ‘causing’ the mid air collision. It wasn’t his fault entirely but he, too, ended up with death. Tragic, very tragic.

Okay, enough about that before I get obsessed again.

On a slightly happier note (for me), I have lost 3 kg in 3 days since I took the pills from my doctor… WOOT. Okay, it might be just the water weight but I’m still happy to see the numbers go down in the scale. Hopefully it has no side effect.. the medicine includes fat burning pill which I’m hoping it would burn away my extra fat.. I’ve never been at this weight, and to start to feel all the bulges make me very, very uncomfortable…so that’s a wake up call for me telling me it’s time for a change before I get way too fat and be in the danger of obesity and the sickness obesity will give you.

Can’t wait to go back to my hometown, in my nice house, no low-class immigrants & villagers, no broken elevators, no cramped space.. so I can do a lot of dancing & exercising in my living room aka my bedroom (yes I sleep in the living room on the first floor). Only thing I’m worried about is the internet….. I can’t rely on my phone to connect my laptop to internet everytime, I need the fixed line…so I can download stuff.. like Glee episodes!

PS: Watched 2 episodes of “Mind Your Language” yesterday. Always wanted to watch this to see if it’s funny… I was instantly hooked! God I love British sitcoms.

We are still shocked over the death of Din Beramboi, we are once again surprised with another shocking news.
Another celebrity death yesterday. Achik Spin. He was only 28.

Achik Spin or Abdillah Murad Md Shari, 28 died in a horrific car crash yesterday evening at around 5-7 pm at the KM-14-8 Lekas Highway (Kajang-Seremban). The car burned down but Achik Spin was thrown out of the car and succumbed to his serious head & body injuries and died on the spot. Other version I heard is that he was trapped in his car, but people managed to drag him out but he was already dead. His other friend however only has light injuries. From the video I saw of the accident, he maybe escaped with a broken leg? Achik was the vocalist from the group Spin.

Not a big fan, but quite a small fan.. because he had some hits that I used to listen to before, and he was extremely CUTE.

It’s so fricken scary. To think, ok, I didn’t see him but some did, he did a live show on TV shortly before the accident I heard. It’s very sad a life could end unexpectedly, on the highway. With the amount of highway accident stories I read everyday, it makes me scared to use the highway. Sometimes, even if you’re careful, other factors could lead to an accident.

Well, RIP. We lost yet another talented artist in the industry.
My condolences to his family.

I woke up this morning and I heard something on TV.. it sounded somber. I instantly thought to myself, “Oh no.. did something happen to Din Beramboi?“..yes, that was the first thing that came to mind. Then I woke up and went to the bathroom and when I got out, mom called me (she was watching TV) and confirmed my suspicion. Din Beramboi @ Mior Ahmad Fuad finally succumbed to his sickness earlier morning at 12.30 am. I was shocked. He was only 43.

There was a rumor spreading yesterday’s evening that he had already passed away, but people quickly spread back the real news that he hasn’t, and he was still in critical condition in ICU but stable. So I thought, hey, he might survive afterall, even though the chance of surviving is quite low because I heard his systems have already stopped functioning. It was reported that he actually had dengue fever that caused the illness, instead of rat’s urine. I don’t know. They were still investigating on the rat’s urine disease.

Malaysia have lost yet another great artist in a sudden. I am terribly saddened over this, albeit not being a huge fan.. I hated him being a judge in “Raja Lawak Astro” (King of Comedy Astro).. however he has this crazy personality that lightens the mood. How fast a disease can infect someone and kill. It’s a very sad day for comedy world in Malaysia.

Rest in peace, abang Din. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Amin.
My deepest condolences/salam takziah to his family.
God loves him more.

Another artist that died yesterday is Farrah Fawcett. I knew her when I was obsessed with “Man of the House” starring Jonathan Taylor Thomas. She was really huge back then as one of the Charlie’s Angels and also so pretty. But she had been battling cancer so it’s not as shocking as MJ. See, I don’t hear much of her death, because those who didn’t grow up watching Charlie’s Angels would not even know her. Everyone has been saying about MJ, and none really mentioned Farrah except maybe a few.. sad, really. Shows that MJ had greater influence in everybody’s lives.

RIP MJ and FF.

On other completely different stuff… I’m surprised I managed to finish downloading Gypsy 83. I mean, there has been only 1 seeder! The download took a few days but yeah, glad I don’t have to order it from amazon because I’ve tried searching it here and I can’t find it. I have to give props to Sara Rue for her daring act of being topless in the movie.. No comment on Kett Turton, I’m just in heaven everytime I see him. I wish I could have someone like Clive (Kett Turton’s character) because he worships Gypsy (Sara) so he’s like this gay boy toy that you keep and drags around as your companion.

Guitar Hero on Tour Modern Hits for the DS is out. Awesome. I need new microsdhc card.

I went to college, got home at 3.30 pm but was called again for meeting so I rushed to college and as soon as I arrived they all left just like that, wtf. So basically I wasted my petrol and rushed to college for nothing. But at least they saw my face there so it’s okay.

Here’s something interesting. You can have your dna test and then you can find out your ancestors by matching up with your ancestry dna. It can be very interesting you know to find out who you could be connected to.. you never know. Alright, I’m gonna go rest while watching Gypsy 83 or play with my DS… I might fall asleep anyway. Ciao.

After she was laid to rest, there was this huge news about her post mortem photos was leaked and spread through emails and internet. Being a sick person that I am, I wanted to see the pics badly. I want to know how her condition was because apparently curiosity can really kill me. Finally yesterday I saw those pictures. My respond?

WHAT KIND OF SICK ANIMAL BASTARDS WOULD DO SUCH A THING TO THAT POOR LITTLE GIRL?!?!?!!

It was horrible. Not only she was so skinny (I wish I could be skinny without the help of weight loss pills), with bruises on her, but the cucumber and brinjal were HUGE and how could they have stuffed that in her? I … just… can’t imagine the pain she must have gone through. I can’t imagine what other things they did to her.

What pisses me off is that it has been almost 2 years and the bastard is still not captured! What are the police doing? How slick is this sick animal until he can still be on the loose.. not leaving any clues for the police? Even when captured on CCTV camera, no one could identify the man. I just seriously hope that the bastard would be dead right now, died of a terrible death.. slowly and painful, with a truck crushing the body and his brain spattered everywhere.. that’s still an easy death. He deserve something more horrible than that. Poor Nurin.

…I better stop before I get too obsessed again with death.

Another question is… where on earth is SHARLINIE, another missing girl? It’s been over a year now.

PS: No I don’t have Nurin’s autopsy photos saved, don’t even dare to ask.