I’m so lazy to blog long with pictures today. For the past 2 days I’ve been playing with my Nintendo DSi until my eyes are blurry. I haven’t touched my DSi  for quite a long time since I was busy with my final year at college.  I forgot how much fun DSi can be when you want to learn Japanese. I’ve been revising my kanji writing and the basic hiragana/katakana… I can say that I am ashamed of myself that I even get the strokes for hiragana wrong! I don’t even remember most of katakana.. let alone remember the onyomi and kunyomi of first grade kanji! WTF. I spent a year in Japanese school, being tortured to death by the hectic life of Japan people, stressing myself to the max for what? Only to forget 90% of what I’ve learned there a few years later. Gah.

I’m going back to my hometown this week so I’m gonna start doing some Kanji revision.

Okay, apart from that, I have also been watching/reading news/videos about past airline crashes… I believe it has somewhat traumatized me now… I’ve been obsessing about the Air India Express crash since it happened… particularly on the passenger ‘Harshini Poonja‘, a 17 (or 18, or 19, or 20) year old girl who is now infamous because of her last twitter posting at the airport before she got on the ill-fated plane.

“@netizentwo: At the airport and blah =_= Only thing to look forward to is the rain.“

That is chillingly disturbing to know that shortly later she would end up charred to death… been reading her blog, news about her.. unfortunately the facebook of ALL of Dubai residents that knew her, including her own facebook are set to private.. so can’t get to know her more however some of her pictures make me extremely sad.. she was so young, pretty and innocent looking and have a full bright future ahead of her, but that’s all not gonna happen now.

Sujata Survase‘s (the cabin crew) ORKUT’s last update was “I hate goodbyes but I guess it’s time“… even though her facebook had that same status message but it was a while ago, but still… however her facebook is no longer available.. maybe the family contacted FB for it to be deleted.

Then yesterday I’ve been watching two episodes of Airline Crash Investigation.. for the episode about Adam Air that crashed into the ocean and disappeared… listened to the black box recording of the pilots minutes before they crash and… that’s what TRAUMATIZD me.. it was so disturbing beyond words…to hear the voices of people who are about to die, to know what the last few minutes of their lives was like…God.

The other episode was the mid-air collision between Bashkirian Airlines Flight 2937 / DHL Flight 611… yes if you know me, you’d know that I can get extremely addicted and obsessed when it comes to something mysterious.. this is a sad case when that flight had really gifted smart children/prodigies that would have a very bright future only to meet with death unexpectedly 30,000 feet above… this is particularly a scary one to know that the DHL plane’s tail kinda ‘sliced’ through the belly of the Bashkirian plane and it split into two- IN MID AIR! Imagine if you were in that plane, and you were sleeping peacefully and suddenly within seconds the plane splits into two and you might end up thrown out, falling to your death and your body sorta ‘explodes’ in bits and pieces and parts of you landed in the area within kilometres apart. How tragic is that??

I wanted to see what the bodies were like (yes this is part of my morbid fascination, strange curiosity) but I could only find one picture of a woman..and what’s left of her was only the head down to the left side of the shoulder and left upper arm. One out of her two daughters was found intact by their father who helped with the search. The guy lost his entire family – a wife and two kids, and eventually got crazy and soon later he stabbed the air traffic controller Peter Nielsen to death for ‘causing’ the mid air collision. It wasn’t his fault entirely but he, too, ended up with death. Tragic, very tragic.

Okay, enough about that before I get obsessed again.

On a slightly happier note (for me), I have lost 3 kg in 3 days since I took the pills from my doctor… WOOT. Okay, it might be just the water weight but I’m still happy to see the numbers go down in the scale. Hopefully it has no side effect.. the medicine includes fat burning pill which I’m hoping it would burn away my extra fat.. I’ve never been at this weight, and to start to feel all the bulges make me very, very uncomfortable…so that’s a wake up call for me telling me it’s time for a change before I get way too fat and be in the danger of obesity and the sickness obesity will give you.

Can’t wait to go back to my hometown, in my nice house, no low-class immigrants & villagers, no broken elevators, no cramped space.. so I can do a lot of dancing & exercising in my living room aka my bedroom (yes I sleep in the living room on the first floor). Only thing I’m worried about is the internet….. I can’t rely on my phone to connect my laptop to internet everytime, I need the fixed line…so I can download stuff.. like Glee episodes!

PS: Watched 2 episodes of “Mind Your Language” yesterday. Always wanted to watch this to see if it’s funny… I was instantly hooked! God I love British sitcoms.

Al-fatihah.

We are still shocked over the death of Din Beramboi, we are once again surprised with another shocking news.
Another celebrity death yesterday. Achik Spin. He was only 28.

Achik Spin or Abdillah Murad Md Shari, 28 died in a horrific car crash yesterday evening at around 5-7 pm at the KM-14-8 Lekas Highway (Kajang-Seremban). The car burned down but Achik Spin was thrown out of the car and succumbed to his serious head & body injuries and died on the spot. Other version I heard is that he was trapped in his car, but people managed to drag him out but he was already dead. His other friend however only has light injuries. From the video I saw of the accident, he maybe escaped with a broken leg? Achik was the vocalist from the group Spin.

Not a big fan, but quite a small fan.. because he had some hits that I used to listen to before, and he was extremely CUTE.

It’s so fricken scary. To think, ok, I didn’t see him but some did, he did a live show on TV shortly before the accident I heard. It’s very sad a life could end unexpectedly, on the highway. With the amount of highway accident stories I read everyday, it makes me scared to use the highway. Sometimes, even if you’re careful, other factors could lead to an accident.

Well, RIP. We lost yet another talented artist in the industry.
My condolences to his family.

AL-FATIHAH.

I woke up this morning and I heard something on TV.. it sounded somber. I instantly thought to myself, “Oh no.. did something happen to Din Beramboi?“..yes, that was the first thing that came to mind. Then I woke up and went to the bathroom and when I got out, mom called me (she was watching TV) and confirmed my suspicion. Din Beramboi @ Mior Ahmad Fuad finally succumbed to his sickness earlier morning at 12.30 am. I was shocked. He was only 43.

There was a rumor spreading yesterday’s evening that he had already passed away, but people quickly spread back the real news that he hasn’t, and he was still in critical condition in ICU but stable. So I thought, hey, he might survive afterall, even though the chance of surviving is quite low because I heard his systems have already stopped functioning. It was reported that he actually had dengue fever that caused the illness, instead of rat’s urine. I don’t know. They were still investigating on the rat’s urine disease.

Malaysia have lost yet another great artist in a sudden. I am terribly saddened over this, albeit not being a huge fan.. I hated him being a judge in “Raja Lawak Astro” (King of Comedy Astro).. however he has this crazy personality that lightens the mood. How fast a disease can infect someone and kill. It’s a very sad day for comedy world in Malaysia.

Rest in peace, abang Din. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Amin.
My deepest condolences/salam takziah to his family.
God loves him more.

I woke up this morning, and usually the first thing I’ll do is check facebook. Suddenly I see all this status saying ‘RIP MJ’.. I was shocked so I went to yahoo news and saw the headline.. “MJ dies at 50″.. I just cannot express my shock. When something you totally don’t expect happening, it makes an impact on you. I mean MJ has always been my fave idol since I was a toddler. MJ is one of a kind – the type that people call as evergreen. His songs, no matter how old they are, will always be playing until years to come. You will NEVER get bored of it. You will also never get bored of his dance, and people still do the moonwalking. For an icon like MJ to die at the young age of 50 is just simply sad. It’s just like Elvis or even Malaysian’s legendary artist, P. Ramlee. They all die at young age. Yeah I am extremely sad, because I’m a HUGE fan of MJ. MJ has an impact in my life, and everyone’s lives.. I mean.. come on.. with other artists, I like then then I don’t.. but with him, I grew up listening to him. So yeah, a truly sad day.

Another artist that died yesterday is Farrah Fawcett. I knew her when I was obsessed with “Man of the House” starring Jonathan Taylor Thomas. She was really huge back then as one of the Charlie’s Angels and also so pretty. But she had been battling cancer so it’s not as shocking as MJ. See, I don’t hear much of her death, because those who didn’t grow up watching Charlie’s Angels would not even know her. Everyone has been saying about MJ, and none really mentioned Farrah except maybe a few.. sad, really. Shows that MJ had greater influence in everybody’s lives.

RIP MJ and FF.

On other completely different stuff… I’m surprised I managed to finish downloading Gypsy 83. I mean, there has been only 1 seeder! The download took a few days but yeah, glad I don’t have to order it from amazon because I’ve tried searching it here and I can’t find it. I have to give props to Sara Rue for her daring act of being topless in the movie.. No comment on Kett Turton, I’m just in heaven everytime I see him. I wish I could have someone like Clive (Kett Turton’s character) because he worships Gypsy (Sara) so he’s like this gay boy toy that you keep and drags around as your companion.

Guitar Hero on Tour Modern Hits for the DS is out. Awesome. I need new microsdhc card.

I went to college, got home at 3.30 pm but was called again for meeting so I rushed to college and as soon as I arrived they all left just like that, wtf. So basically I wasted my petrol and rushed to college for nothing. But at least they saw my face there so it’s okay.

Here’s something interesting. You can have your dna test and then you can find out your ancestors by matching up with your ancestry dna. It can be very interesting you know to find out who you could be connected to.. you never know. Alright, I’m gonna go rest while watching Gypsy 83 or play with my DS… I might fall asleep anyway. Ciao.

Almost 2 years ago, I wrote this POST.
It was an entry about this devastating news on a murder of an 8 year old, Nurin Jazlin Jazimin who was kidnapped, and a month later she was found stuffed in a duffel bag, naked and sexually abused. Autopsy showed that she had cucumber and brinjal stuffed in her private parts and in her intestine.

After she was laid to rest, there was this huge news about her post mortem photos was leaked and spread through emails and internet. Being a sick person that I am, I wanted to see the pics badly. I want to know how her condition was because apparently curiosity can really kill me. Finally yesterday I saw those pictures. My respond?

WHAT KIND OF SICK ANIMAL BASTARDS WOULD DO SUCH A THING TO THAT POOR LITTLE GIRL?!?!?!!

It was horrible. Not only she was so skinny (I wish I could be skinny without the help of weight loss pills), with bruises on her, but the cucumber and brinjal were HUGE and how could they have stuffed that in her? I … just… can’t imagine the pain she must have gone through. I can’t imagine what other things they did to her.

What pisses me off is that it has been almost 2 years and the bastard is still not captured! What are the police doing? How slick is this sick animal until he can still be on the loose.. not leaving any clues for the police? Even when captured on CCTV camera, no one could identify the man. I just seriously hope that the bastard would be dead right now, died of a terrible death.. slowly and painful, with a truck crushing the body and his brain spattered everywhere.. that’s still an easy death. He deserve something more horrible than that. Poor Nurin.

…I better stop before I get too obsessed again with death.

Another question is… where on earth is SHARLINIE, another missing girl? It’s been over a year now.

PS: No I don’t have Nurin’s autopsy photos saved, don’t even dare to ask.

RIP NATASHA RICHARDSON

I was shocked when I heard this news a few minutes ago… just couldn’t believe it. I’m not a big fan of her, but I did like her in THE PARENT TRAP, which was the first movie Lindsay Lohan starred in and I was obsessed with back then.. and Natasha played the mother, and she was awesome.. and the 2nd movie I saw her was in WILD CHILD, which is my current fave movie that I saw in December/January, which is her last movie. She played the headmistress.

She was a good actress and a beautiful one.. all I know is that she died from head injury after a skiing accident. Such a tragic loss. May you rest in peace.

PS: I’ll blog tomorrow

PETALING JAYA: Streamyx broadband users will have to bear with sluggish surfing speeds until March 5 due to technical problems, according to Telekom Malaysia Bhd (TM).

TM said in a statement that there has been a disruption of TM’s Internet services since Feb 18 due to circuit faults on the Asia Pacific Cable Network 2 (APCN2) between Malaysia and the United States.

Due to this, customers using Internet services may now experience slow browsing while accessing content hosted in the United States, said the statement.

Additionally, customers using Internet Protocol services such as Virtual Private Network (VPN) and other critical business applications linked to the United States may also experience some service degradation.

To alleviate the problem and ease the congestion, some links have been rerouted, TM said.

During restoration process, traffic to North America may experience minor degradation while traffic to other countries would not be affected.

That, people, is why I feel so psychotic and want to kill everyone at TMPoint for their shittiest broadband service ever. And what’s pathetic is that, they’re the monopoly. Seriously, give me a retarded moron right now so I can’t bash him up to pulp cuz I’ve had enough with Streamyx fucking slow net. I’ve had ENOUGH.

On an even more pathetic side…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

….and I’ll be celebrating alone

EDIT// H just recorded himself singing Happy Birthday, in English and Cantonese to me… that just made my night … didn’t expect him to do that.. Also got an ecard earlier from Aaron.. thank you

My biggest sympathy and condolences goes out to the families of those affected by the massive landslide tragedy at Bukit Antarabangsa (literally International Hill).

It’s Highland Towers all over again. Highland Towers is the worst landslide tragedy in the Malaysian history, and what’s even shocking, the current tragedy is only located less than 2 km away from the now abandoned Highland Towers.

According to wiki:

The Highland Towers collapse was an apartment building (condominium) collapse that occurred on December 11, 1993, in Taman Hillview, Ulu Klang, Selangor, Malaysia. The collapse of one block caused the deaths of 48 people and led to the complete evacuation of the other two blocks due to safety concerns.

The Highland Towers were three blocks of 12-story apartment, each block was respectively named Block 1, Block 2 and Block 3. Block 1 collapsed when 10 continuous days of rainfall led to a landslide after the retaining wall at the Tower’s car park failed.

After the tragedy, The Highland Towers memorial was placed at the site of Block 1.

The Highland Towers still stand today, although they are now almost completely overgrown by the Jungle. In recent years, they have been the site of much vandalism and the buildings are now in almost complete disarray and ruin. Rather eerily, the abandoned towers continue to loom out of the green density of the jungle, looking out over the Taman Hillview area.

Now in Bukit Antarabangsa, 14 bungalows were destroyed, with some completely flattened out, thousands were stranded with no electricity and water and with limited supply of food (whatever they had) because the main road is completely cut off by the landslide.. and the tragedy claimed 4 lives if I”m not mistaken. Just roughly 2 weeks before this tragedy, 2 more landslides occurred, of which one claimed 2 lives of young girls (sisters). I just can’t imagine how they must’ve been feeling during and after the tragedy. Luckily at my KL apartment, there’s not hill, but there’s a small river or big drainage or some sort, and has already caused a bad landslide couple of months ago just hundred of metres away from my apartment. It’s been worrying me. When you live on 13th floor, if electricity is cut, there is no way you can get down.. plus no way to bring your stuff (my precious comps) and my precious kitties. 

If I were in KL now, I would’ve gone to the tragedy site to see it for myself… I’m extremely heartbroken. Imagine.. if you survived the landslide, but you have nothing now.. absolutely nothing. You only have what you were wearing.. well with whatever you have in the bank, but property-wise all gone. Like the first tragedy (that killed 2 young girls), the rest of the family survived, but they’re left with absolutely nothing now. Not even a memory of the 2 girls, only photos given by the deceased’s school friends. 

I rather die if my mom, or my cats or my properties were destroyed in any nature tragedy. The pain would be too much for me to handle.

One of the Bukit Antarabangsa victim was from Ipoh. She was in my elementary and high school (Tarcisian Convent Ipoh). 

On another different topic, another bus crash killing 10 people — WHAT’S UP WITH THAT??? How many bus accidents occurred just this year? How many were killed in bus crash? I’ve lost count.. I FEAR THE BUS NOW!

PS: I hate my internet connection! FUCK YOU STREAMYX!

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