What did I tell you, huh? That my Video Production 1 group is problematic. Very problematic at this stage. And mind you, this is the only first stage.. which is pre-production. There’s production and post-production. Lord, help me.

Nobody has done their part for the proposal. So I’m like eh? Our producer just had something suddenly came up…now it’s up to me to do EVERYTHING. Yes, for everyone’s parts. Oh well. What can I say. Bitching will only make things worse. All the stress, tension, depression won’t be worth it. I’ll be academically screwed which is SO NOT WORTH IT too. I rather keep quiet now, do everything, don’t complaint and finish the work and try my best because no, this shit ain’t worth it. My grade is more important. As usual, if everybody else don’t care about their grades, feel free to fail but not me. I’ve experienced the terror of being on the brink of failing last semester, it nearly killed me so no more of that. Grades too important. Yes, sir.

I’m skipping class today and the PTPTN briefing because not only I don’t feel well, but my whole body is aching… you have no idea how sore my feet is. I can barely walk. It’s from a total of 15 hours of non-stop standing and walking in the weekend. Oh well, what can I do… I need extra money to spend. I’ve already spent RM$300 of my saving this past 2 weeks.. RM$500+ if including mom’s money, lol.

Anyways, this is to cheer me up. I’m posting another video and lyrics. This is by SLIPKNOT! I remember when my furcadia bf/online bf from the game furcadia back in 2001 introduced me to this band. He introduced me to the song “Wait and Bleed” and it instantly made me fall in love with this band. So far I’ve watched only that Wait & Bleed video, but not others… thanks to youtube, yesterday I finally saw the video to my favorite song, SPIT IT OUT.

They mocked THE SHINING! Haha. That’s hilarious. Especially when they put Joey Jordison in the tricyle cuz he’s the smallest and shortest in the band… Believe it or not, I’ve memorized the lyrics to this song lol years ago. It’s a tricky song cuz Corey sings it fast and like non-stop… it’s a good tongue-twister for me. Anyways, here’s my favorite song by Slipknot, SPIT IT OUT!

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SPIT IT OUT BY SLIPKNOT

Did you never gave a damn in the first place,
Maybe it’s time you had the tables turned
‘Cause in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty…

…MAN NEARLY KILLED ME
Steppin’ where you fear to tread
Stop, drop and roll
You were dead from the git-go!
Big motherfucker, stupid cocksucker
If you’re scared of me now? Then you’re dumber than I thought
Always is, and never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step up to me, I’ll smear ya
Think I fear ya? Bullshit!
Just another dumb punk chompin’ at this tit
Is there any way to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
It’s gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, literal profanity hit me!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out (x2)

Maybe it’s the way you gotta spread a lotta rumor fodder
Keepin’ all your little spies and leaving when you realize
Step up, fairy
I guess it’s time to bury your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard me right, bitch, I didn’t stutter
And if you know what’s good, just shut up and beg, brother
Backstab - don’t you know who you’re dissin’?
Side swipe,we know the Ass that your kissin’
Bigity-biggidy bitch boy, halfway hauser
Don’t hear shit cuz I keep gettin’ louder
Come on, and get a face full ‘o tatic
Lipping off hard, going home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no nothin
Now you start shit?
Well, ain’t that something?
Payoffs don’t protect, and you can hide if you want
But I’ll find you, comin’ up behind you!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out (x2)

‘Bout time I set this record straight
Cuz all the needlenose punchin’ is making me irate
Sick o’ my bitchin’ fallin’ on deaf ears
Where you gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools, and all the politix
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
BAM!
Are you sick of me?
Good enough, had enough!

Fuck me! I’m all out of enemies! (x8)

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out (x2)

Spit! (x4)
Spit… it out!

OMG I’m like so friggin exhausted from working. Full detailed blog coming as soon as I’m not so dead anymore and not so busy. I feel dead-er than the rotten corpse buried in someone’s yard somewhere.

Anyways, thought I’d post a lyric. I heard this song a couple of days ago, now I can’t get it out of my head. It’s an extremely HAWT song, so it’s my new turn on song.. that turns me on BADLY lol. So what’s the song about? If it’s not obvious to you already, it’s about suicide. And the lyrics is like about suicide + devil = hell. Do the math. The video is extremely hot… suicide + blood x hawt song = TANY GO CRAZY! David Draiman is so hawt..that evil look he did..omg…his voice is so hawt… and his chuckling at the beginning..omg.. major meltdown! *Tany melts into goo* Should I even mention the guitar solo? Oh. My. Gawd. Ok enough talking, time for video and lyrics…ENJOY! Going to download the album.

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INSIDE THE FIRE

by Disturbed

Ah ah ah ah ah!!

Ooh, Devon
Won’t go to heaven
She’s just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
we will receive her
It is beyond your control
will you ever meet again

Devon
one of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child,
she was taken
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal

Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there’s another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her

Sever, Now and forever
you’re just another lost soul
about to be mine again
see her? you’ll never free her
you must surrender it all
If you’d like to meet again

Fire, for your desire
As she begins to turn cold
for the final time
you will shiver, till you deliver
you will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal

[Chours]

[solo] “Take me away, yeah”

[Chours]

Ooh, Devon
one of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole.
As a little child
she was taken,
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

Burn…

Fuck, another hot song by a hot band.
I saw this video on Channel V last night, and I fell in love with the song instantly. Now it’s stuck in my head. The video is absolutely hot because:

1. Hot singer
2. Hot emo guitarists
3. Hot emo drummer
4. GUITAR ACTION!!! <333333

I’m a sucker for guitarists, lol. I so wish I can play guitar.  I’ve never been an Avenged Sevenfold fan, and I’ve only seen the singer in Good Charlotte’s video and that’s how I know Avenged Sevenfold, but today I downloaded their album and it rocks. Their album rocks. I love Avenged Sevenfold now. So here’s the song Afterlife, my new obsession, and the lyrics (lyrics don’t match with videos though).

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AVENGED SEVENFOLD - AFTERLIFE

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you’ve seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you’ll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can’t be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don’t belong
I’ve come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don’t belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

’Cause this time I’m right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you’ll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth’s not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don’t wanna stay, I feel wrong and that’s my sign
I’ve made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don’t belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I’m right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I’ll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they’re already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there’s somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I’ll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don’t belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I’m right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I’ll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Fuck, I love this song. Welcome back Linkin Park. This is my current obsession. I heard it on the radio few times before and it got stuck in my head. The reason I’ve been a huge fan of Linkin Park is because of their ‘hardcore’ songs… their songs in the early days totally rocked…but lately they released like a slow, not so heavy type of songs.. I mean from their album Minutes to Midnight,  “What I’ve Done” and “Shadow of the Day” and “Bleed it Out” are good songs..but come on man, they’re too slow and ’sad’. So not linkin park. So yeah, I absolutely love this song and it fits me perfectly and what I’ve been feeling.. especially this past few days. Oh the video totally rocked too! Love the grungy effects.

Of course, the main thing - Chester’s screaming! No one can ever beat his vocal ability. Hehe.

PS: I’ve been so depressed this past few months, would someone take me on a vacation? :( First, go to shermanstravel.com, look up Las Vegas travel and take me there, win me a million buck, then take me around the world… any volunteer? lol. Joking… but I seriously do need a vacation before I go insane. Put me out of my misery :(

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LINKIN PARK - GIVEN UP

Wake in a sweat again
Another day’s been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I’ll never leave this place
There’s no escape

I’m my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I’m scared
I’m not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I’m my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

[bridge]
Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
[end bridge]

[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

I am feeling a bit mellow and weird… yeah my emotion has been weird lately. So tonight I’m gonna post a video and lyrics to one of my favorite Indonesian songs. Actually I don’t listen to malay songs AND slow songs unless they’re very catchy and I couldn’t get it out of my head and this song is one of them. In my opinion, it is one of the best songs that I’ve heard. It is the theme song to Indonesian sinetron (drama) that I’m currently watching every night titled “Putri Yang Terbuang” and again, one of the best Indonesian drama I’ve watched to date.

The song is nice and romantic.. and I don’t know.. the first time I heard it, it was like BAM! stuck in my head and I couldn’t get it out ever since. So yeah.. here you go, I’ll post the lyric to the song including the English translation (credit to: Steph’s Blog). Enjoy.

PS: Unfortunately this does not apply to my previous love life because it was not a sweet memory :(
PS2: I’ve always thought Bams (lead singer) is cute hehe.

Kenangan Terindah by Samsons
(Sweet Memories by Samsons)

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
(I am weak without you)
Aku yang rentan karena
(I am vulnerable because of)
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
(The love which was lost from you)
Yang mampu menyanjungku
(That was able to flatter me)

Selama mata terbuka
(As long as my eyes are open)
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
(Even until my heart stops beating)
Selama itu pun
(It’s as far as that will)
Aku mampu untuk mengenangmu
(I try to make you happy)

Darimu…
(From you)
Kutemukan hidupku
(Have I seen my life)
Bagiku…
(For me)
Kau lah cinta sejati
(You are my one true love)

Ooh…
(Ooh…)

CHORUS:

Bila yang tertulis untukku
(If what was written for me)
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
(Is the best for you)
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
(Then will I remember you as)
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
(My most beautiful memory in my life)

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
(It won’t be easy for me)
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
(To leave these footsteps in my life)
Yang tlah terukir abadi
(They were engraved permanently)
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
(As the most beautiful memories in my life)

Ooh…
(Ooh…)

Lyrics time! I’m posting this new song by Madonna feat. Timbaland and Justin Timberlake called 4 minutes. I’m currently obsessed with this song cuz not only the song is hot, but the video is extremely damn hawt too! So here’s the lyrics to the song and the music video. Enjoy!

Tick tock tick tock!

MADONNA FEAT TIMBALAND AND JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE - 4 MINUTES

(Timbaland:)
I’m outta time and all I got is 4 minutes
(8x)
Come on
Yeah
Break down
Come on

(Madonna:)
Come on boy
I’ve been waiting for somebody
To pick up my stroll

(Justin:)
Well don’t waste time
Give me a sign
Tell me how you wanna roll

(Madonna:)
I want somebody to speed it up for me
Then take it down slow
There’s enough room for both

(Justin:)
Well, I can handle that
You just gotta show me where it’s at
Are you ready to go
(Are you ready to go)

(Madonna & Justin:)
If you want it
You already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want
If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and imma give you what you want

(Madonna & Justin:)
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
Grab a boy
Grab a girl
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
We only got 4 minutes, 4 minutes

(Madonna & Justin:)
Keep it up, keep it up, don’t be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh
You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
That’s right, keep it up, keep it up, don’t be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh

You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

(Madonna:)
Sometimes I think what I need is a you intervention, yeah

(Justin:)
And you know I can tell that you like it
And that it’s good, by the way that you move, ooh, hey

(Madonna:)
The road to hell is paved with good intentions, yeah

(Justin:)
But if I die tonight
At least I can say I did what I wanted to do
Tell me, how bout you?

(Madonna & Justin:)
If you want it
You already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want
If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and imma give you what you want

(Madonna & Justin:)
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
Grab a boy
Grab a girl
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
We only got 4 minutes, 4 minutes

(Madonna & Justin:)
Keep it up, keep it up, don’t be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh
You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
That’s right, keep it up, keep it up, don’t be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh
You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

(Timbaland:)
Breakdown
Yeah
(tick tock tick tock tick tock)
Yeah, uh huh
(tick tock tick tock tick tock)
I only got 4 minutes to save the world

I’m gonna post you a song lyric from Aly & AJ - Potential Break Up Song.. I so wish I had heard it sooner… it so describes what I was feeling before.

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Aly & AJ Potential Break-up Song

La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la la

It took too long it took too long it took too long
For you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along I played along I played along
Rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that
Who would forget that

The type of guy who doesn’t see
What he has until she leaves
Don’t let me go
‘Cuz without me you know your lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You’re not livin’ ’til your livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ ’til your winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ ’til your gettin’
Gettin’ me
You’re not livin’ ’til your livin’
Livin’ for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please please tell me

We got along we got along we got along
Until you did that
Now all I was is just my stuff back
Do you get that
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back

You can send it in a box
I don’t care just drop it off
I won’t be home
‘Cuz without me you know your lost
Minus you I’m better off
Soon you will know

You’re not livin’ ’til your livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ ’til your winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ ’til your gettin’
Gettin’ me
You’re not livin’ ’til your livin’
Livin’ for me

You can try you can try
You know I know it’d be a lie
Without me you’re gonna die
So you better think clearly clearly
Before you nearly nearly
Bust up the situation that you’re gonna miss
Dearly dearly
Come on

You’re not livin’ ’til your livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ ’til your winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ ’til your gettin’
Gettin’ me
You’re not livin’ ’til your livin’
Livin’ for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please please tell me
This is the potential makeup song
Please just admit you’re wrong
Which will it be which will it be

La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la