I woke up at 8 something am and now I can’t go back to sleep so might as well blog. I’m counting the days to get my monitor lol. 3 more days!

I think I’ve said in my blogs that I’m back to having acne problems due the extreme stress from college. So while I was looking for a skin clinic at Uptown because it’s nearby, I found Dermlaze. I used to go to Gleneagles Hospital (you can check my post in 2006) and urgh it didn’t turn out good. It scarred my face :( So I want to get it fixed, and I’ve been wanting to get back on accutane because accutane is good as acne treatment.

So last week was my first appointment there. I’ve been skeptical because I’m scared this might be another bad experience like Gleneagles and my face would look even worse but I decided to give it a try. This would be the last time. Hopefully my face would actually get better this time.

This is Dr. Jeswender. He’s the dermatologist and he’s extremely nice, unlike my old dermatologist, whose name I will not mention here. I went there to do my peel. The clinic is simple but but nice.. inside it looks like a spa place decoration which is really nice. So when I did my peel, my face was tingling lol. Didn’t hurt but the tingling was a bit annoying hehe. It wasn’t bad XD

Then he gave me pills to control acne YAY! I was meant to ask about it. I can’t stand the acne anymore…it’s like infesting my whole face when I’m stressed out and lacking sleep. So I’ve been wanting to get back on accutane or something… One thing I hate about accutane or something similar to it is that my lips will be extremely dry :( Maybe heighten my depression a bit but that’s ok. And my menstrual cycle will be screwed. That’s ok. Nothing that I can’t handle hehe.

Total cost wasn’t THAT bad.. it was like $500… so you can imagine how broke I am right now…  next month I’ll be doing the fraxel laser..ack back on laser lol. I still remember pixel laser that I did at the other place…the extreme pain…the smell of burning flesh… the black burnt skin that I always have fun peeling… hideous face for a week … oh well. Hopefully I can get enough money for next month’s treatment.

If you want to check out Dermlaze, here’s the address:

Dermlaze Skin Laser Clinic
75G, Jln SS21/60,
Damansara Utama,
47400 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor.
Tel: +6 03 7710 2295

Tell Dr. Jeswender that this blog sent you :P

Going to relax and play game now. My foot still hurt. And my face is itching like hell.

Before I go to bed, another quick blog…lol. Something totally random. My face still hurt. Ouch.

I want extra cash damnit. I need a vacuum. Omg, like I’ve said before, my house is infested with fucking little cockroaches. In face I just killed one, and I saw one running underneath my bed. I fucking hate them. At least they’re small..if they’re the big ones, omg, I don’t know what I’ll do. I want a fucking vacuum so I can clean my room because the dust is also another annoying factor.. urgh. Miele vacuums is good I think, but expensive and I’m not even sure it’s in Malaysia..

Ok damn, I need to stop typing. My left upper arm is hurting :( I can’t move it… fucking rusty nail arghhhhh. I’ve already took pain killer… nope, not doing anything lol.

I’m tired and not quite feeling well. I’m going to bed so I’m just going to make this quick.

• Went for shooting rehearsal today. It was um.. ok.
• I stepped on a rusty nail. It poked through my sandal and went into my skin. My foot is now in pain.
• My face is peeling. It hurts. And itchy.
• Went to the clinic. Got mc for tomorrow, yay. Also had a jab on the arm.
• The jab on the arm fucking hurt and now my left upper arm is in terrible pain.
• I now have migraine.
• Ear infection is slowly getting better. Swelling has reduced a bit.
• Went to KL..then ate satay.
• Went to night market.
• I miss my home theater stuff.. I want them plus home theater lighting and big screen tv. 
• My right arrow key is somehow fixed, lol. It started working again all of a sudden. YAY.
• Pictures soon.

Too tired. Goodnight. Zzzzz.

I’m going to college in a bit for group discussion so I’ll make this fast and short. I’ll blog more later today. We’re going to finalize our advertisement today before we go and shoot it. Hopefully no other big problems will surface… I’m really worrying on the talent. I have a feeling something will happen like schedule clashing and so on. Location too.

Anyways.. my ear has been hurting so bad that 2 days ago I could barely talk. Now part of my neck and upper ear near the left temple has swellings… argh.. my ear is swollen too… so on the way home on Wednesday I went to the pharmacy and got myself eardrop and painkiller. Mrf. Mrrrrffff. It hurts :(

Just one more week to go through before I can go and buy my monitor!!!! FUCKING FINALLY! I’ve been waiting for like what? 2 months? I’ve been saving up and thank god I managed to have enough money for the monitor. Then I’ll be completely broke :( I’ve always mention this… anyone wanna take me to vegas and win me mooooneeeyyy??? lol. There’s gambling place in malaysia (only in genting highlands) but muslims can’t go in. Check in at luxurious vegas hotels.. oh I just found out there’s a hotel there called Golden Nuggets or something? That amused me lol… FuMoninny name for a hotel.. makes me hungry though… hmm thinking of chicken nuggets.. yum

Okay got to get ready now….argh ear hurt!!

SURVIVAL #2

This is the post about last week hehe. My hell-ish week. This is my 2nd survival. hehe. Okay, so after the crazyness about the group project, I felt so relieved because all the tension on the creative part is gone. So that night I get to sleep without stress for the first time after a few weeks since I’ve already finished my clay assignment and the drawing and stuff so I had nothing to do. Wednesday same thing, no stress. Come Thursday..I went through hell again.

It was raining hard. I was getting ready to go to my Animation 1 class. So with my clay, and assignment I went to my car. Then I entered my car and I noticed my front window was very blurry and I was like wtf? I looked closer and OH MY GOD.

MY CAR’S FRONT WINDOW CRACKED!

It was so bad that every inches of it is cracked. I closed the door and BAM, the glass shattered on the floor and onto me. I was like panicking, with a hole in the front window, and it was raining so I ran back to my place, told mom and went back downstairs. We don’t know what happened. Could be heat, could be people…because there’s been few cracked window cases.

I was panicking before not only the window is cracked, I also had the clay due that day and I had no way to go there. We tried to solve things but so far, no luck. To make long story short, luckily there’s a car repair shop outside of this flat, so I walked there and asked that guy to take the car and fix it. While waiting, a taxi parked in front of my car, and came up to me to ask what happened. So with my puppy dog eyes, hoping he’d feel sorry for me because I’m panicking about my assignment that’s due and help me, I told the story and voila! He offered help XD I don’t care anymore.. all I wanted is to submit the assignment because Mr Terry is not the permanent lecturer there so I won’t be able to submit the next day.. I’d have to wait until next week’s class so imagine how many marks I would’ve lost.

So after he ate his lunch, he took me to college and I rushed to see Mr Terry. Ito was still there so I got the notes from him :D I submitted the assignment :D AND Mr Terry was so nice that he let me sign the attendance because I took the effort to be there XD Gotta love Mr Terry.

OMG you have no idea how relieved I was! I get to submit all the assignment, got the notes, attendance no affected and Ito put my name for new class hour which is 4-6 pm now. XD So $15 gone for the taxi and $250 for the replacement window but I survived that emergency thank god.

Here are some pics on my window.

See? IT SHATTERED.

See the cracks?

Shattered glasses.

Lots of bits.. my arms were very itchy cuz of the tiny pieces poking my skins.. those you can barely see.

And it was all over the car.

Well that was my story.
Anyways, while we’re on the car subject, I’d like to do a shameless plug…get steering rack at carsteering.com lol.

Today was a long day. Blog about it coming soon.

Hmm
Again, wanted to blog about what happened last week but kinda got lazy. So I’m just posting random shit today lol. My left hear is hurting bad :( I think there’s a wound there and it got infected. I remember I used to get same kind of infected and pain in my ear except worse, and like oozing out liquid.. it’s not gross tho, it’s not like icky puss or anything.. but omg, the intensity of the pain was extreme.. and until it got better, I could barely hear correctly. It was so annoying. And extremely painful. I would constantly cry out loud :(

My right eye is also hurting but the pain has lessen now. I poked my eye with my finger yesterday x.x Oh well. I’ve been quite a klutz lately. And in photography class I screwed up my whole film cuz I’m stupid and I can’t get over it. Don’t know why. It’s just a test film where I took pics of things randomly but since I was the only one stupid enough to fuck it, so I’m like hating self o.O I can’t get over it argh.

I better go back to sleep now.
I’ll blog again later today.
Yesterday was a very long day.
Btw, how do you pronounce CAT5e? I’ve blogged about it before but I still don’t know how to pronounce it.

Argh, I went to the mall today and guess what? It’s sale time!… and I have already spent all of my money :( Well I used like $200 of mom’s money today though buying like girly beauty stuff lol. I want new shoes though but look at this!

I have never seen Vincci that crowded in Ipoh before! I mean in KL sure, it’s hella crazy during sale time but Ipoh? That’s mad O.o; And I’m not even sure if there’s any sale in that store.. hm I’m not sure.

Oh btw, my DVD rom is broken. Blah.

Yesterday was tiring. I sent mom to pay for something. Then to the nearby mall to exchange the fucked up DVD that I bought (and that ruined my lappy’s DVD rom), went to comp store, went to buy fruits, went to relative’s house, went to rental house then only back home. Argh.

One more day for midterm break. Then back to hell. I’m so not looking forward to it. You know what? I can already feel something terribly bad is coming soon. I think I’ll fuck up my presentation skill class on Monday because I was absent last week and I don’t know what’s up for this Monday. So that’s 2 day’s marks gone. Fuck me. I’ve asked a few different people about what’s the topic for Monday and what did they answer me? “I don’t know.. I’m not sure either”. Dura wanna be in my group  but no, she hasn’t replied my message in facebook. Going to message her on myspace but if she’s not responding, then screw it.

I’m watching “Honey” movie now… Jessica Alba is so hot in this..I so envy her sexy body and flawless skin. This is one of my fave movies. After this I’ll work on my assignments while watching my zombie movie that I bought called “Automaton Transfusion” (???? what kind of title is that? Tho it does sound cool o.O) Apparently this movie got bad review. OH well.  I’ve watched Dead and Gone, which is cool. The movie has really awesome cinematography though it’s not really a zombie kickass action movie. More hallucination video but it’s still great XD Living Hell is well…. alien-ish movie. Not zombie >.<

Ok enough blogging for today.

PS: I had BIG APPLE donuts today… omg so yum. I missed it. Because Seebe commented about Krispy Kreme in previous post, I suddenly had the urge to eat donuts today lol.

So much to do, so little time.

Blah, it’s Monday already. I haven’t been enjoying my holiday, or relaxing as I planned to do. I’m even stressful now o.O; Here’s a to-do for college stuff list for this one week holiday, according to classes;

PRESENTATION SKILLS
- Prepare a presentation with Dura. I haven’t seen her online so I”m quite eh…

BLACK&WHITE PHOTOGRAPHY
- Buy a film camera or at least try to get the old one fixed
- Take black & white photos

VIDEO PRODUCTION 1
- Think of ideas for the Levi’s TV commercial

SCRIPTWRITING
- Think of ideas, plot/storyline, characters for my movie screenplay
- Write a treatment for it … HANDWRITTEN

ANIMATION 1
- Buy clay
- Design an original character’s head in 4 angles and write a description of it
- Sculpt the character’s head using clay

Oh and I also have to remember to buy 3Ds Max software.
Yesterday morning I sent mom to some meeting thing, then we went to the mall. We were early there and I was so hungry so we decided to eat the early lunch. OMG. Never eat at Greentown Mall’s foodcourt! THERE WERE LITTLE COCKROACHES EVERYWHERE! I so lost my appetite.. it was like crawling on the chairs and stuff… SO FUCKING UNHYGENIC! I was so fucking pissed. I even saw one crawling near the drink machine. WTF? And the tables were NOT cleaned.. I complaint to the cleaner but she was dumb. And everyone else is looking ok with it. WTF? I do not think it’s ok.. it means that the place is dirty and unhygenic… I’m complaining!

Anyways. Nothing much happened after that. Just bought stuff and went back. Mom bought me skincare products. One of them is AG2000. It’s a skin revitalising serum, plus sunscreen + makeup base with SPF30. Cost me like $200++ . Then I bought Nichy’s thermal wasser spray…and another make up base. Then new body shower gel and new shampoo.

I think I’m going to buy my stuff today. And I’m hungry. Hmm.

I’m back in my hometown in Ipoh.

Yesterday I went to college at 12 but nobody was there except for Jackie and he didn’t wanna go look for Mr Eddie yet, and all the idea list is with Nesh so I ended up going back after half and hour. Then I went to 2 spa to ask for the price near my college, then went to 1Utama.

Nothing much interesting happened though. I stayed up all night and finally left KL at 6-ish am after we spent like 20  mins or so searching for cats cuz I had food for it but it disappeared :( Then after quite a long delay at the gas station etc and got lost lol we left KL at 8-ish am.

OMG. I wanted McDonald’s breakfast before we go but mom wouldn’t let me at first…but after a while she let me but I was being a stubborn brat lol So we stopped at the rest area in Tapah highway and OH MY GOD. It was fucking crowded! No place to sit either… so we had to stand there like idiots trying to wait for a seat and actually fight for it. There was this nice lady who gave us seat cuz she was about to be done. I talked to her for a bit and she said the reason why is so fucking crowded is because of new university intake.. all the families is sending their son or daughter to the university today. No wonder. Took a long time to order food but when we finally got one, there was this HUGE (like 10 of them) indian muslim family that suddenly put all of their drinks and food on our table. Then crowded around our table, talking in indian… omg I was SOOOO FUCKING PISSED! I don’t mind sharing but HEY at least let me know if you want to share! Not just suddenly invading our table like we were invisible, that was SO FUCKING RUDE! I kept glaring at mom and with a mad/pissy face. I was so tempted to bitch! OMG. You have no idea.

But there was another lady who sat there but she told us that she’s sitting there because of the lack of table so I smiled and said ok. She sat at the indian dude’s place so HA HA HA. Try to act all snotty, now somebody else stole his seat. Anyways.

Finally reached Ipoh at 10-ish am. So far so good, nothing bad happened. Net is working ok. Zorror (Mika’s daughter) is alive and well and apparently pregnant. My house is not empty (means no 2nd break in or anything). So yeah, so far it’s ok. And I found my old nes cartridge! I though the robber took it because they stole my old nes console but luckily it was in drawer because I soooooooo wanted to play the game that I used to play but couldn’t remember the name! FINALLY, I found the name is HI NO TORI - HOUOU HEN - GAOU NO BOUKEN. Yay!!! My life is complete now. Finally I found out the name. It was killing me! So I’ve downloaded it off the net.

This blog is getting too long, but I want to write more. I’ll write later. I have SO MANY things to do here. And I’ve discussed with mom that we’re going to find a way for me to lose weight. I want to be skinny back lol So I’ll do a research on weight loss treatment or program. Going to see my dermatologist doc while I’m here so going to ask if I could get my diet pills that I used to take. And maybe do some treatment for my face or something…cuz my face looks like a zombie due to lack of sleep and dehydration and stress and lack of nutrients. lol.