Sufiah Yusof aka Shilpa Lee’s Exclusive Interview on TV3 Nona

February 9, 2015 at 10:07 AM

When I checked this blog this morning, I was a bit surprised. Suddenly I had a spike in visitors’ count. And all hits led to this post: Sufiah Yusof aka Shilpa Lee: Prostitution as Profession

Then I realized, I read yesterday that someone managed to track Sufiah Yusof where she has agreed to do an exclusive interview. No wonder! The interview was shown on Nona yesterday which I didn’t know about and missed. Thank you to the existence of Youtube and the kind soul that recorded the interview and posted it on Youtube, you can watch her interview if you’ve missed it.

Sufiah Yusof’s life story is mostly tragic. For a math genius that spiraled into depression and chose the wrong path in life, then to get all the media attention for it is ridiculous. I don’t think anyone should harass someone’s life just like Britain’s media did so they could get a story. Very selfish thing to do, but then again, since when the media ever have mercy on someone else’s privacy as long as they could get a story to sell?

I’m happy for her current life and I’m surprised that she agreed to do the interview. I don’t think us as the public could ever understand what she’s been going through and all the pressure that surrounds her since she was 13. We didn’t have that kind of life – forced to grow up and live an adult life at such a young age. When I was 13, I was struggling with an awkward life, high school, low self-esteem and acne! We have no right to judge her, bash her or to even give opinion about her life choices. I’m glad she’s no longer into prostitution, and I hope she’s really doing okay, not just pretending.

Just leave her alone, and let her move on with her life. People who are holier-than-thou, who keeps commenting how she’s still not wearing a hijab and all that shit, please, go @#^$ yourself. You have no right to judge people. Nobody likes that, and I’m sure you wouldn’t like it if people starts judging your life either.

Sufiah Yusof, I wish you the best in life. We’re all adults now. Let’s not act like immature teenagers. We all have one or many dark past that we want to forget. She made a mistake by going into prostitution/escort service, she’s learned from her mistake, so just move on.

And I also hope to see she’s reunited with her family, even if only for a few hours, her family especially her mother deserve to see her.

Remembering #MH17

August 22, 2014 at 9:46 AM

Today is the day of mourning. Currently it’s about 9:30 am and the whole of Malaysia is waiting for the arrival of the flight bringing home 20 remains of the victims from flight #MH17 from Ukraine. It’s scheduled to arrive in about 15-30 minutes and the plane is already somewhere in Malaysia. They’ve finally reached home :’) The remaining is scheduled to be brought home on Sunday.

MH17 Malaysia Berkabung Mourning

The tragedy has affected me badly, as bad as the families. I always do get affected when a plane crash happen and it intensifies this time due to it being Malaysia Airlines. At least with #MH370, it disappeared but you can’t escape seeing the horror of #MH17.

I can’t imagine what the families are going through right now. My deepest and heartfelt condolences to the affected families.

I haven’t slept since yesterday and I don’t want to sleep and miss the ceremony. My migraine is pounding like mad in my head right now telling me I should go to bed.

Anyways, my internet account was disconnected last Monday (4 days ago) and finally I got it reconnected last night just in time to watch the ceremony today. Phew. They said they would disconnect it last week on Tuesday if I didn’t pay fricken RM356 overdue charge but luckily they delayed until the end of the week. Thank you.

Let the mourning start.

Welcome home, #MH17

Missing Malaysia Airlines MH370 Confirmed Lost in Indian Ocean

March 25, 2014 at 2:27 AM

This is such a devastating news that I have not yet been able to accept.

I would like to express my heartfelt condolences to the families of passengers and crew onboard the ill-fated Malaysia Airlines flight MH370. Our prime minister held a press conference tonight bearing the bad news that with latest research developments, they have concluded that the plane is lost in the Indian ocean and all passengers and crews on board perished together with it.

But part of me is still not believing it. I’m still praying and holding on to a hope that somehow, just somehow, the plane survived. I refuse to believe and accept this conclusion based on assumptions. I will believe once I’ve seen concrete evidence of their findings, confirming the plane did indeed, end its journey at where they said it did. I’m praying to God that they will find the black box and end this mystery once and for all. Give a closure to the families and the rest of the world.

My thoughts and prayers are with the families.
I don’t think I can sleep tonight.
I can’t imagine the devastation, the heartbreak, the sorrow, shock, anger, etc. the families must be feeling right now.
I am still hoping for a miracle.

Alfatihah to Muslim passengers and crews.
RIP to the rest of the passengers.

It’s a sad day for everyone. The whole world is mourning.



Hot Days, Sleepy Days

March 19, 2014 at 8:03 AM

I don’t know what it is, but I’m guessing it’s due to hot weather that I’ve been feeling really tired lately. All I’ve been doing is sleep. When I’m not sleeping, I feel so sleepy. Then after 2 months-ish, it finally rained a few days ago. When I mean rained, it was pouring. At night. Boy, did I have all the ideas suddenly flowing in. Mood to do work intensified. Then, no more rain. Zzz.

I desperately need a new domain so I could just write about anything. This is more of my personal domain and I’ve had this since I was in Japanese school, so 2006-ish? But the problem is I don’t know what name I should name my new domain. All the very generic names have been taken, duhr. I no longer want this domain to be in the ‘spotlight’. I still haven’t written my blogs about my vacation and all. God, I need to stop procrastinating! Ok, I’m done with reinstalling Windows and all that crap, installed Photoshop, so I’m good. I can really start blogging again now. Seriously, I’m so sick of reformatting and reinstalling Windows due to corrupted partition. It took me a long time to reinstall stuff, so I really hope no more corruption. I miss playing The Sims again, but argh, to install the game and all the expansion packs plus stuff packs plus worlds.. arghhhh.

Stress. So much stress right now.

MH370… seriously, where in the fucking world is it??
It’s day 11? or 12? I’ve stopped counting.
I stopped updating myself with the news because with international news, it’s all speculations & theories about this and that.. then with Malaysian news, it’s all denials and denials. So it’s like back and forth of nothingness. Everyday. It’s extremely tiring. If I’m tired, imagine the families. But the plane is still missing. They’ve been searching in such a wide area. Still nothing.

Everyday I pray that we will hear that the plane has safely returned… but you know, you have to keep it real. It’s been almost 2 weeks… but still, I’ll still pray for its safe return. Wherever you are. Please come back.

Ok back to doing stuff.



Jonti Roos, the Attention Seeking Whore?

March 12, 2014 at 8:45 AM

What. The. Hell. Is. This?

An obvious attention whore. How disrespectful and insensitive could she be to reveal this piece of information on A Current Affair? Why not just take this story to the authorities or MAS and let them handle it? This should have been private and investigated on, not revealed on TV on this piece of trash show and upset everyone, including his family. Fariq may have changed over the years. This news was 3 years ago. He was young and he made a mistake. We all made mistakes when we were young. So if this girl was genuine about sharing this piece of information, she wouldn’t have contacted this sleazy TV show. She obviously wanted attention and took opportunity from this tragic situation.

I would be ashamed if I was her friend.

Anyways, I don’t have any right to make any judgment on Fariq as I didn’t know him personally. What he wanted to do with his life, that was his own thing. I think the big mistake he did was befriending this slut. Show some respect to the families, woman. They’re still very upset and sad and depressed. This piece of information is not helping anyway, and they need to focus on finding the plane first, not about this. Some people say it can compromise the safety of the passengers and open up the possibilities to hijackers… well, I don’t think the pilots would invite guys into the cockpit? As guys are common hijackers.

MH370, where on earth are you?
And we are getting very tired of hearing nothing, false leads and speculations.

EDIT// Mar 23rd

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