Sufiah Yusof aka Shilpa Lee’s Exclusive Interview on TV3 Nona

February 9, 2015 at 10:07 AM

When I checked this blog this morning, I was a bit surprised. Suddenly I had a spike in visitors’ count. And all hits led to this post: Sufiah Yusof aka Shilpa Lee: Prostitution as Profession

Then I realized, I read yesterday that someone managed to track Sufiah Yusof where she has agreed to do an exclusive interview. No wonder! The interview was shown on Nona yesterday which I didn’t know about and missed. Thank you to the existence of Youtube and the kind soul that recorded the interview and posted it on Youtube, you can watch her interview if you’ve missed it.

Sufiah Yusof’s life story is mostly tragic. For a math genius that spiraled into depression and chose the wrong path in life, then to get all the media attention for it is ridiculous. I don’t think anyone should harass someone’s life just like Britain’s media did so they could get a story. Very selfish thing to do, but then again, since when the media ever have mercy on someone else’s privacy as long as they could get a story to sell?

I’m happy for her current life and I’m surprised that she agreed to do the interview. I don’t think us as the public could ever understand what she’s been going through and all the pressure that surrounds her since she was 13. We didn’t have that kind of life – forced to grow up and live an adult life at such a young age. When I was 13, I was struggling with an awkward life, high school, low self-esteem and acne! We have no right to judge her, bash her or to even give opinion about her life choices. I’m glad she’s no longer into prostitution, and I hope she’s really doing okay, not just pretending.

Just leave her alone, and let her move on with her life. People who are holier-than-thou, who keeps commenting how she’s still not wearing a hijab and all that shit, please, go @#^$ yourself. You have no right to judge people. Nobody likes that, and I’m sure you wouldn’t like it if people starts judging your life either.

Sufiah Yusof, I wish you the best in life. We’re all adults now. Let’s not act like immature teenagers. We all have one or many dark past that we want to forget. She made a mistake by going into prostitution/escort service, she’s learned from her mistake, so just move on.

And I also hope to see she’s reunited with her family, even if only for a few hours, her family especially her mother deserve to see her.

A Very Gloomy December

December 7, 2013 at 5:19 PM

This December did not start well. Definitely won’t be a good end of the year, as it hadn’t been a good start of the year.

Bitstrip Comic: Woe is Me

Where do I start?

First of all, last month, my Apple keyboard officially died. And I am currently not in the best of financial situation to get a replacement of the very expensive keyboard. So now, I have to rely on my laptop with the keys barely working as well.

On the first of December, what news did I first hear?

1. THE DEATH OF PAUL WALKER.

Paul Walker & Roger Rodas Fiery Car Crash

The first news I heard waking up on December 1st – “Paul Walker dead“.
I wanted to make a whole post dedicated to Paul Walker, because it was so shocking, so sudden and so devastating. The whole Sunday my facebook feed was flooded with news of Paul Walker and of course news sites, TV and everywhere. RIP Paul Walker and Roger Rodas who died in the fiery car crash. For those who are a huge fan of the Fast & Furious series, this news must be hard to accept, especially since Paul was still filming part 7, and I heard about the funeral scene clip that was released a short while ago.

The severity of the accident, and looking at the car wreck creeps the crap out of me.  Paul Walker was one of the reasons (apart from Vin Diesel) that I loved F&F before. His death affected us all because he was one of the good actors with no controversies and looking at interview clips, he seemed to be a very down to earth kind of guy. There was something about him that makes you feel very.. calm and relaxed. He was also very active with his charity, Reach Out Worldwide and was helping out the victims of Typhoon Haiyan in Philippines.

What will become of the franchise and part 7 now? Feels only yesterday that we heard about the unexpected death of Cory Monteith, now this.

Paul Walker & Roger Rodas Fiery Car Crash

2. CATASTROPHIC DISASTERS

Not only we are still saddened by the disaster of typhoon Haiyan that landed in Philippines, some part of Malaysia also are suffering when the city was flooded with nonstop rain and citizens had to be evacuated to the rescue centers. Even though my neighborhood was flooded a few time last time, I’m thankful that it did not get bad.

3. DEATH OF NELSON MANDELA

The name Nelson Mandela was heard daily when I was young. Of course I was too young to understand who he was and what the issues were at that time. He passed away 2 days ago at the age of 95. Again my facebook feeds was flooded with news and condolences.

4. THE DEATH OF MY KITTEN

On that very same day of the passing of Nelson Mandela, my beloved kitten died too. I don’t know why the night before he suddenly had problems breathing/shortness of breath. I have been so depressed, so down about it. Their mother, my cat Tia, went missing a couple of months ago so I have been worried about them and have been taking care of them. It’s sad to see that I failed at taking care of my kittens. It sucks so bad to not be able to do anything because no vet opens at night. RIP kitty 🙁

5. MASSIVE PAIN ON MY LEFT FOOT

For the past 2 1/2 weeks, I’ve had this massive pain on my left foot. Every time I tried to walk, or put pressure on the heel, it would hurt like a motherhumper. And a few days ago, in the effort to lose weight I was walking around my house with flipflops on, and somehow the skin between my toes was scraped and peeled open and only God knows how much it stung and how painful it was. It has been days and been leaving the wound to dry up, and it has, so the pain is gone if I don’t walk.

6. SERIOUS FINANCIAL PROBLEMS

My financial problems has been an ongoing problem but never has it reached to this point where I am now. It’s not like I’ve been spending on useless things, in fact, apart from food, I haven’t been spending on anything.It’s all the damn bills. Ever since BN won the GE13, they’ve started increasing this and that, cutting down the subsidy of this and that, so the expense has increased, prices have increased including petrol, and somehow I’ve been bombarded with many old bills that they’re forcing me to pay now. I mean, it has been idle for years.. now they’re all chasing me at once when I have so many other bills and loans to pay and I am not making enough. The amount I have to pay each month only suits for jobs like manager or something.. of at least RM10k a month. I’ve been trying to find a job but there has been NONE. None that I can apply because I don’t meet their requirement.

So in conclusion, I’ve been having extremely rough time this past few months. The toughest moment in my life. It seems that so far, I’ve been surrounded with depressing things like pain, misery and news of death. I don’t know why I keep telling myself that I will turn this around one day, I just have to be patience.. but my patience is almost non-existent right now.

However, on a slightly lighter note.. I was deleting some old posts from years ago that I don’t find relevant to be published in my blog anymore and I realized that no matter what back then, I would try to blog something about anything and everything. It is my personal blog anyway. My passion for blogging in this domain is slowly diminishing and I want to get it back. Hopefully I can. The thing is, blogging for personal site used to be like writing in a (public) diary. Now you won’t get listed in search engine if you don’t follow the SEO rules and nobody cares about about personal blog anymore.

That’s the end of this blog. Hopefully things will change for the better soon.

Glee The Quarterback Episode: Goodbye Finn/Cory

October 11, 2013 at 7:36 PM

Glee The Quarterback Tribute to Finn Hudson Cory Monteith

I remember the first time I saw Glee back in 2009 like it was yesterday. It was on Star World Asia channel. I didn’t have much interest to keep watching, but I did force myself to be interested somehow, I don’t know why. Then I saw the bootlegged DVD and I thought it was a perfect way to catch up. It took me weeks to finally watch the first pilot episode due to lack of interest.

I was hooked instantly.

There was something about the show that made me happy, unlike other shows. The characters were quirky, fun, hilarious… the songs were catchy… and my love for Sue Sylvester’s hatred for Glee club and her clever insults.

I liked Finn. He came across as this soft, sweet, non-typical jock and naive looking. I was rooting for Rachel and Finn together. I was happy when they did, because it’s different. You don’t really see a jock or the school’s star quarterback who’s dating the captain of the cheerleader throwing away his popularity to be in a Glee club full of losers. That made me like the show.

Everything was about Glee back then.

Black Veil Brides – In The End Lyrics

July 22, 2013 at 3:13 PM

black veil brides

I just recently discovered BLACK VEIL BRIDES. I have been so bored and so depressed that I was on random music hunt. The first music video of them I saw is ‘In The End‘ and it took me 1.5 seconds to fall in love not just with the band, but the song as well.

The discovery of BvB was accidental. You see, I was googling pictures of Brian Molko and his gorgeous blue eyes. Found a tumbler listing. Then I suddenly saw someone with gorgeous pair of blue eyes and I thought WHO THE HELL IS THAT? The tag had the name ‘Andy Biersack’ so I googled it and found the name Black Veil Brides. I figured it must be a band so I youtube-searched it and found the video and the rest is history.

Andy Biersack Black Veil Brides

Andy Biersack is one gorgeous madafaka.

Only few can pull off that haircut, short haircut and long haircut and still look fucking gorgeous. And his blue eyes are mesmerizing. He has the cutest smile ever despite all that emo/goth getup. The first impression I get of BVB is that the look and sound similar to KISS. I prefer their new sound however compared to the old one.

 

BLACK VEIL BRIDES – IN THE END

 

In The End as we fade into the night
Woah oh
Who will tell the story of your life?

In The End
As my soul’s laid to rest
What is left of my body?
Or am I just a shell?
And I have fought
And with flesh and blood I commanded an Army
Through it all I have given my heart for a moment of glory
(I gave it all)

In The End as we fade into the night
Woah oh oh
Who will tell the story of your life?
Woah oh oh
And who will remember your last goodbye?
WOAH OH
Cause its the end
And Im not afraid
I’m not afraid to die

I’m not afraid,i’m not afraid to die

Born a saint
But with every sin I still want to be holy
I will live again
Who we are
Isn’t how we live we are more than our bodies
If I fall I will rise back up and relive my glory

In The End as we fade into the night
Woah oh oh
Who will tell the story of your life?
Woah oh oh
And who will remember your last goodbye?
WOAH OH
Cause its the end
And Im not afraid
I’m not afraid to die

In The End as we fade into the night
Woah oh oh
Who will tell the story of your life
Woah oh oh
And who will remember your last goodbye
WOAH OH OH
Cause It’s The End
And I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid to die

Who will remember this last goodbye
Cause It’s The End
And I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid to die

Not Afraid
Not Afraid to die
Not Afraid
Not Afraid to die!

‘Glee’ Star Cory Monteith Found Dead. RIP Cory!

July 14, 2013 at 7:36 PM

Cory Monteith Found Dead in Vancouver

What a shocking news.

As a huge Glee fan, this news saddens me deeply. Glee has been quite an addiction to me since 2010. The news of his passing is just shocking. He was only 31.

According to police in Vancouver the actor was found dead in his room at the Fairmont Pacific Rim Hotel around noon today after staffers went to check on him when he didn’t check out on time.

Glee will never be the same again. You’re always gonna be thinking, “Finn is no longer alive…” when you watch Glee. I mean Finn Hudson was the main part of Glee and his relationship with Quinn at first, then with Rachel. I can’t imagine how Lea Michelle, who plays Rachel and also his real life gf, must be feeling and the rest of Glee cast. It’s never easy to handle the sudden death of someone you know, especially someone you’re very close with. My heart goes out to his family, friends, his gf Lea and the Glee cast and crew.

This has been a very depressing month.

Rest in Peace, Cory Monteith aka Finn Hudson.

Cory Monteith Found Dead in Vancouver