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Just another quick blog. I’ve been trying to get myself busy with my new side project, Street Neko. I’ve been down for quite a while and it’s only getting worse. I feel like I’m an epic failure. I don’t know what else to do now. My work is giving me so much pressure. This is why I love working on my own. I’m my own boss. I can do whatever I want, and if I fail, I fail alone. But my other work is different. It’s supposed to be like my own business, where I’m free to do anything but goddamnit when you don’t do well, you will feel so down. Everybody else is doing okay and kind of ignore you because you’re not worth it.
I just hope God gives me the patience still to go through all of this. I consider this as a life challenge but even so, I don’t know how long I can go through it. Buy cao cigars.
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Sorry to hear that happens to you. I’m in a different kind of failure, not able to achieve something when others can.. it’s different.
And no, even though I have a boss or as we call it ‘leader’ I don’t get a guaranteed pay, I work based on commission. And I’m failing at getting that commission and pleasing the boss so I’m being ignored by others and flat broke which restricts me on a lot of things.
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#3 written by Larry 5 months ago
There’ll always be heartache & frustration along the way. So much anger you’ll feel like your head’s gonna burst. That will never change – ever!! How you deal with dissapointment on a daily basis will determine your level of success. You’ll learn how to do it.
I was only joking about being punched kicked & arrested.
Just keep trying. You’ll make it.
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You’re complaining about problems? I get pissed on, punched kicked & spit on every day at work. Nobody likes me. Last week I came home & found someone scrawled “Get Out, Dork” on my door. I called the police — they arrested ME!!!
You don’t know anything about being a failure.
Tany – Working for a boss is Guaranteed $$$, per week. Guaranteed money is nice, you always know its coming. You just drop your ego & make the boss happy. –You can have your ego again when you get home. Its simple. Working for yourself, on the other hand…you only make a little something if & when the wind blows right. There’s many weeks without wind.