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March 23, 2011 at 4:42 PM

I can say I’m once again facing God’s toughest challenge in life – my cat is sick.

My cat Jojo suddenly fell sick yesterday and just wouldn’t eat or drink, sleeps all day, no energy to walk, cloudy eyes… you know. I’m so not used to this. She’s usually a very happy, bouncy, loving kitty and to see her like this just breaks my heart into a thousand pieces. I couldn’t care less any other shits that happened in my life at this very moment which I can’t mention here. I just want Jojo to get better today.

Sigh.

I guess I really am cursed in Ipoh. There hasn’t been a time where I’m happy here. There’s always SOMETHING. ALWAYS. Well all I can do now is pray for her to get better. If she is destined to ‘go’, then I wanna be here with her, no matter how much it’ll break my heart. I don’t know if I can recover from it though because Jojo is very close to me.. she’s my everything. She accompanies me when I do my work on the computer, sleeps with me, she does everything I do.. she understands my words (or my language that I created for her)…

I must have done something wrong lately for me to be punished this way. Well, all I can do now is pray. But I don’t want to whine too much, because I know out there, there are people who are suffering much worst than I am. Like in Japan, they’ve lost their home, furnitures, clothing, pets and even family members so who am I to complain about my sorrow. However I just wanna let this out of my chest so I don’t go crazy from depression. I have to accept everything that happens to me.

But I also believe that everything happens for a reason.