I hate when I wake up in the middle of the night then I couldn’t go back to sleep because during the day I will feel sleepy. And also, the last time I had a meal was 5 am yesterday and now it’s 5 am.. so that means I haven’t had a meal or drink in 24 hours. I was being rebellious against my mom. She was driving me insane, like seriously. Sometimes i feel like doing some extreme crazy shit, but it’s not worth it. Luckily my pill works like a charm in suppressing my appetite. I wonder what’s the name of my med? On the internet, what is the strongest  best  suppressant listed currently? Anoretix. I’ve actually wrote a post on this before. I have no idea if this is legit, or actually works or not. ‘Testimonials’ sound too good to be true. With my med, I managed to lose 12 kg within 1 1/2 months, but I’ve been stuck at my current weight for more than a month and it’s pissing me off.

You know, I was watching ANTM (America’s Next Top Model) season 14 just now and gosh, out of all seasons, this season is the most boring and dull season of ANTM ever. All the contestants are dull, and boring and sorry to say, plain ugly. I don’t like any of the contestants, and the judges? I prefer when Paulina Porizkova is one of the judges. So I just googled why Paulina is not in it anymore and I found that she was fired. WHAT THE EFF. I didn’t know that Tyra Banks has such a diva attitude. Poor Paulina. Even though on the show she looks stricter and fiercer than Tyra, but you can never judge someone based on what you see.

Oh well, ANTM season 14 is such an epic fail. However at least it’s way better than Britain’s Next Top Model.. not sure which season Star World is showing now but totally epic fail.

And I just finished watching a malay movie.. a sad one. The only thing I like is the fact that the main actors gave a believable acting. They were very much into it. This greedy girl is abusing some kids and it looks as if she’s really hitting them for real. I bet she did too. Other than that? 3 kids… a girl, 2 boys.. plus one more boy…. get beaten up by a girl… when they could fight back or run away or tell somebody. It’s stupid. Nobody in real life would endure such abuse. You’d tell somebody or report to police. Plus the kids go to school, they can report to the teachers or something. Sheesh.

Ok I’m gonna post a new blog on a show review and movie review. It’s 6 am now and I’m trying to kill time until 7 am so I can go out and buy McD’s breakfast. Scared to go out alone right now.