Archive for April, 2010
Chouuuu Kawaii~!
3Hey guys!
If you haven’t noticed (how can you not?!) that I’ve changed my layout! Yes, I’m going for the ‘eeee chou kawaii~!!!’ type of layout with lots of kawaii-ness (cuteness). Well, unfortunately when I switched the layout a lot of my old stuff e.g. the sidebar stuff got deleted so I have to re-add them again so bear with me! But the tag box, most of sidebar stuff has been re-added again. More stuff to come!
Yes, let the kawa~~~~iiiii!!!!-ness phase begin!
Goodbye LeVel 27
2Yesterday I suddenly had the urge to check out new designs from my favorite clothing line, Level 27.
Guess What?
IT’S GONE. FOREVER.
Why Billy, Why???

I only had the chance to own this hoodie. Which is my favorite hoodie. The red numbers used to have Good Charlotte’s signatures that they signed during the meet and greet in Singapore. Now it has faded due to constant washing… I should have just hang the hoodie, frame them.. but I want to wear it. Out of all designs in the world, I really like LeVel27′s designs.

FYI, The line was Billy Martin’s (Good Charlotte) own line. He designed all the arts.
What I like about them is that the arts.. Billy has the same interest as me – ZOMBIES.
So there’s zombies design on the shirts. There are a couple of hoodies that I’ve been dying to get but I didn’t have money.. now I’ll never get them. It’s upsetting too to know that before Billy closed the line in December 2009, all items went down to 99 cents.. FRICKEN 99 cents! And I missed that?!

Surprising really that Billy wants to close his clothing line but I respect his choice. After digging old blog entries, during the meet and greet session, here’s my conversation with them.. notice what Billy said to me? (this was copied from my old blog)
Benji: Hi, what’s your name?
Me: [name]…![]()
Benji: Hi I’m Benji![]()
Me: Sorry I don’t have anything for you guys to sign..(everybody brought a CD, and I have yet to receive mine that I won)
Benji: Hmm what about your sweatshirt? (I was wearing my level 27 hoodie)
Me: Is that black marker?
Benji: Yes…
Me: I don’t think you could see the ink ….
Benji: Well how about I sign it on the red area then?
Me: OKAY!
Then Benji signs……..
Me: Thank you so much! Can I get a hug from you?
Benji: Sure *hugs*
Me: Thank you so much ^____^
Then I moved on to Joel…
Joel: Hi*signs* *hugs*
I forgot if I talked some more with Joel. Then I moved on to Paul.
Paul: *signs*
Billy: Hey, cool sweatshirt…where did you buy it? (if you didn’t know, level27 is BIlly’s label. He designs the clothing)
Me: I bought it online![]()
Benji (or Paul): The person who created it must be a genius..
Billy::D
:D
:D
:D
Me: Can I get a hug from you?
Paul: Sure*hugs*
Then I moved on to Billy….
Billy: *signs* *hugs*
Me: Thank you so much:D
*hugs* (temptation to fuck Billy arising, haha)
*security shooshed me away*
Me: Good luck tonight guys!
Joel: Thanks!![]()
Goodbye LeVel 27
Btw, here’s a video of Good Charlotte’s Girls & Boys... the hoodie Billy is wearing in the video is the same hoodie I have in the pictures above
RMS Titanic 98th Anniversary
2Diet pills can cause side effects.. lolwut? click here to read more. I’m so frustrated just to find the right diet pills that works, and don’t give side effects.. most don’t work. Hate being a girl.
Since yesterday I’ve been obsessed with the Titanic story...AGAIN.
I don’t know why, the story of Titanic still fascinates me till this day. It gives me goosebumps just to see the rusty metals buried 12000+ feet underneath the Atlantic ocean.. I was watching a documentary on youtube last night where they took a HD cam down the water and we could see in clear high definition view of the decaying wreckage.. and you can still see some of the everyday stuff at the bottom that you couldn’t see before.. it’s creepy yet at the same time it makes me really, really sad. Imagining all the people that was on board.. panicking.. kids, old people.. men & women.. whose life ended in the water, buried there forever.. kids who would never see their future as a grown up.. families that would never return home again.. and a ship that never reached its first destination.
How ironic that the unsinkable ship sank on its first journey? Actually it was first quoted as ‘virtually unsinkable’ but they took the ‘virtually’ out and everyone believes that it could never sink.
It’s even disturbing to see the ship sinks.. when I watched the first black and white movie, and then James Cameron’s Titanic, I can’t imagine what the people in the lifeboat must have felt at that time.. I like to position myself in the situation.. because I usually become obsessed with these things between 2am-6am so I love to turn off the lights, watch the video and imagine myself there… it’s… very… disturbing… *shudders*
I so wish I can go to the Titanic artifacts museum.. you know, some people argued that it’s wrong to take those things.. it’s like graverobbing.. for me, I don’t think so. We should preserve whatever we can find so that future generations, like us for example, could see what people on board used, or had, as a remembrance of the tragedy that took their lives. Unlike 9/11, we had footage to remember everything from the moment the plane crashed into the building until the towers collapsed… but we only have artifacts to remember titanic.. in a couple of hundred years later, there’d be nothing left of Titanic down there I presume.. so I’m thankful for explorers that found Titanic and now giving us a clear view of the ‘grave site’ in high definition… it’s disturbing and sad to think what kind of lives the owner of the stuff found (artifacts) had, how they felt etc when you look at the things…
I do however think it’s sickening how they make money and become rich from those artifacts.
Let’s give a moment of silence to remember those lives lost at the sea.
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I decided to blog about this because this month marks the 98th anniversary of the sinking of Titanic.. in 2012, it would be 100 years the Titanic have sunk.
Also since this post is about remembering an anniversary… I would like another moment of silence for the victims of COLUMBINE HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTING (April 20th 1999). As I used to be obsessed for years about the Columbine shooting so since this shared the same month so why not. Also happy belated birthday Eric Harris.
Okay, done with this sad stuff. I’ll blog about something happy soon!
Sexy Schmexy
0For the sexy schmexy guys who visits my blog, looks at this 5 ways to wear men’s polo shirts… look at all the sexy schmexy styles worn by the sexy schmexy hunks.. I didn’t know you can style differently wearing a polo shirt, I thought polo shirt is only one style.. as a shirt.
*swoons* Damn those models are hot. lol. But they all look very preppy looking, aye? I like hardcore looking guys.. like Bill from Tokio Hotel but that kind of guy is sure not the type you’d bring home to introduce to your parents. You’d want a preppy looking guys who look decent. But not too preppy until they look nerdy. I knew someone who looks like a dork and no matter what I say, that person wouldn’t change.. didn’t even want to change the dorky hair.. the mom wouldn’t let that person to style.. wtf..
I’m so bored right now.. and so lazy to go out.. so what to do? I think I’ll just blog and update my other blogs today.. that I’ve been neglecting for months… T___T
Tokio Hotel in Malaysia
4ARRRRGH!!!
I just found out today, that Tokio Hotel will be coming down to Malaysia this Saturday for a concert!
FML.
It will be held at 1Utama Avenue, which is like 5 minutes away from my place and I can’t go. The thought of Bill and his funky hair being less than 3 km away from me is killing me.
FML.
Plus it’s free. The ticket is free.. and if you subscribe to shitmyx broadband, you can even get a meet & greet pass.. a meet and greet with Bill…
FML.
I’ve been a fan of Tokio Hotel since they were not even well known in Malaysia. Since Bill was quite young and cute and punk-looking instead of the current hardcore looking with frizzy big hair. Since Bill and the rest didn’t know how to speak English.. since they only have a German only album.. since before they become internationally known band now…
But on Friday I have my dermatologist appointment.. so I can’t jeopardize my treatment so I can’t even go out just to check out the concert. But then again saturday is a public holiday so I’m extremely sure the place will be extremely full and crowded. So even though I have the hots and the urge to rape & kidnap Bill, I have to pass. *psycho fan mode off*
FML.
However, there are some idiots who are selling the FREE ticket for as high as RM500.. wtf? Are they high on crack or just plain retarded? No one in their right mind would pay RM500 for a FREE pass to see Tokio Hotel.. unless it’s some really famous singer like the late king of pop himself, Michael Jackson.. that I would pay RM500.. but for Tokio Hotel? Erm Rm100 tops. And that’s if it’s held at indoor arena with EXCLUSIVE VIP pass. Last time when I won the ticket to see Good Charlotte, lesser than that amount got me a round trip to Singapore, a night in exclusive 4 or 5 star hotel stay, the concert ticket in indoor arena plus a meet and greet.. oh plus cab, and food allowance..
Retards.
Anyways.
I’ve been in a download mode frenzy this past couple of days. Been downloading lots of 90s music videos so that I could dance to them again. I lost a lot of weight through dancing before and well, really restricting my food intake so I’m planning to do the same when i go back to my hometown.. I wanna dance again. I miss dancing. I miss having a flexible body. I wish there’s a way to lose weight fast & easy but I’m scared it would cause more harm to my body.. I mean my acne pill already did. Well back to downloading more stuff.
Reminiscing The 90s
0Do you remember this?
HANSON’S MMMBOP.
The boys that created a pop phenomenon together with BSB, The Moffatts, Boyzone, Westlife, 98 Degrees, N*Sync, 5ive, Code Red and many more.
I’ve been re-downloading youtube videos yesterday.. 90s music. I was in the mood for 90s music. Ahh brings back memories. Old happy memories are like loose diamonds.. they’re very precious. I wish someone would invent a time machine so I could go back to the happier days but who am I kidding. Then i’ve been thinking.. how come music nowadays suck? Sure I’m more into heavy stuff rather than pop/boybands/girlbands now but still, music nowadays aren’t like what music was back then. Except a few of course, but seriously I don’t prefer music now.. I could listen to 90s and late 80s music anytime. Just look at the late Michael Jackson.. his music is still fresh till now. Now that’s something. Even the classic like The Beatles, ACDC, Kiss, etc… we still listen to them and won’t get bored.. but tell me.. will anyone listen to Lady Gaga in the next decade?
Ok, Hanson may not the best music.. but seriously, they’re SO MUCH BETTER than Jonas Brother.. and even that hype-over-nothing Justin Bieber. I could not stand listening to Jonas Brothers or Justin Bieber.. and Hanson sure did create a world of crazy Hanson obsessed teenyboopers which I was sucked into.. but hey, I still do like their old music.. and I find myself still bobbing my head to MMMBOP now and then…
And I just realized this.. I was searching for Jordan Knight’s video last night because I used to love dancing to this song.. and only now I realize that the hidden meaning of the lyrics are COMPLETELY DIRTY.. haha.. and there I was at 15 singing & dancing along to a song about a guy wanting to fuck a girl good disguised in a video with all dancing people at amusement park.. haha.
JORDAN KNIGHT – GIVE IT TO YOU
Officially Graduated
1As of last Thursday, I have officially finished my studies!
And yesterday was the faculty’s first convocation. My batch had their convo yesterday. Yes I’m very sad I couldn’t join, because they told me I COULD join the convo unless I have an exam based subject and they LIED. They like to lie to your face, giving you hope then crush it later. Anyways. My final presentation for DTP was on Thursday morning. Before that I barely got any sleep trying to finish my DVD cover design because they quoted me that I’d need at least RM200 to print a custom maltese cross digipak boxset.. Are they CRAZY? I’m NOT spending that much for a first semester elective subject. I mean even if I did shit, I’d still pass it with an average.. so I had one day to redesign everything and get it printed before shop closes on Wednesday.. From supposedly RM200, my revised design with standard DVD cost me only RM33 (+RM5). Not bad. I had a DVD box, 3 covers, one 8 pages booklet and 2 CD labels.
Yeah my presentation went well. They were expecting a good design from me anyway cuz hey.. I’m a senior.. a supposedly graduated senior.. if I give shit work, then I should ask myself this: “What have I learned in the past 2 1/2 years??”
I did however wasted RM5 to reprint my cd label because they got it wrong.. the print was off.. even after fixing, they STILL got the printing wrong. Wtf. So basically I wasted RM5 and I didn’t need to reprint. I should have just showed them the other one, cuz that’s the one they took anyway. Now printing part. I sent my stuff for printing on wednesday afternoon around 1.30 pm.. and they told me they couldn’t finish on that day, wtf. I was panicking so I begged them to print my stuff first because the other 2 printing shops nearby there are shit. One couldn’t print and one prints like shit. Oh yeah, story about the other printing place!
This place is called AD print shop or something.. in dataran sunway. Not only I was greeted with a sour grumpy cranky face by the Indian lady, but everytime I told her what I need and how I need my stuff printed she would sighed and mutter to herself in Indian which seems to me like she was cursing or something in TAMIL. EVERYTIME. EVERY FUCKING TIME I told her I need this and that she would become a whiny bitch. WTF BITCH. I’m a paying customer! You’re supposed to follow my demand because it’s MY project. If you print it wrongly then I’m the one who is screwed and having to pay for your mistakes! If you want to be a grumpy sourbitch, then don’t fucking work. Thank you.
Anyways.
At 5 pm I went back to the printing shop to see how they print my stuff .. well.. images turned out great, except for some photos which were too dark because I couldn’t estimate the brightness setting after printing.. but small matter. There were a lot of mess-ups like cd label print was off, the box was a bit small, the cover was too small then too big.. the booklet was off a bit.. but after hours being there, I solved most of my problems.. my friends joined me to print and we stayed until like 8 pm there because they, too, had problems. Then one of them took out a pirated dvd because the dvd case I bought wouldn’t fit and guess what? His casing fit! So I was searching for my dvd casing until like 11-ish pm.. luckily there’s a pirated dvd store nearby my place and I asked him if he would sell me the casing but instead he gave it to me for free
Nice dude.
So overall… I’m satisfied with my final work. I have blogs and photos to post later so stay tuned.
Oh yeah, here’s what my DVD looks like! Sorry I forgot to take a photo of the cd and booklet.. silly me.

DVD Box - FRONT
The front of my DVD box.. the inside case cover is the same except the graphic is toned down.. the cover doesn’t have the name titles.. but instead they’re at the back.

DVD Box - BACK
The only thing I’m not satisfied for the back cover is the dark pics and the bottom text.. again, I couldn’t estimate the size of the text and it ended too small! Working on the covers I barely had any sleep.. and my college years have seriously left me dark circles and wrinkles under my eyes.. I do have eye cream for dark circles which is treating my panda eyes sloooowly but for wrinkles?! I look 10 years older with tired eyes! T___T Help.
Al-Fatihah to Achik Spin
2Al-fatihah.
We are still shocked over the death of Din Beramboi, we are once again surprised with another shocking news.
Another celebrity death yesterday. Achik Spin. He was only 28.

Achik Spin or Abdillah Murad Md Shari, 28 died in a horrific car crash yesterday evening at around 5-7 pm at the KM-14-8 Lekas Highway (Kajang-Seremban). The car burned down but Achik Spin was thrown out of the car and succumbed to his serious head & body injuries and died on the spot. Other version I heard is that he was trapped in his car, but people managed to drag him out but he was already dead. His other friend however only has light injuries. From the video I saw of the accident, he maybe escaped with a broken leg? Achik was the vocalist from the group Spin.
Not a big fan, but quite a small fan.. because he had some hits that I used to listen to before, and he was extremely CUTE.

It’s so fricken scary. To think, ok, I didn’t see him but some did, he did a live show on TV shortly before the accident I heard. It’s very sad a life could end unexpectedly, on the highway. With the amount of highway accident stories I read everyday, it makes me scared to use the highway. Sometimes, even if you’re careful, other factors could lead to an accident.
Well, RIP. We lost yet another talented artist in the industry.
My condolences to his family.

PC Fair April 2010!
2YAYYY It’s April! Which means PC FAIR!
I’ve been sick since last Saturday.. so for 4 days I’ve been sleeping and resting. And going to class on Thursday was troublesome because my stomach still hurt when driving so yesterday, I decided to go to KLCC using LRT instead of driving there. I love going to KLCC by LRT because I don’t get tired from driving & being stuck in traffic jam in KL, I save petrol, and most importantly I save money on parking. Obviously KLCC parking charges ridiculously. Since I’m going to PC fair, I’d definitely take a looooong time so parking usually would be crazy!
I went with my friend who decided to join me at the last minute . I wanted to buy a media center/player badly. For months I’ve been wanting one because I download a lot of movies online, and sometimes when I go back to my hometown, it’ll be cool watch my movies on TV so I don’t have to bring all of my dvds or burn them to dvds or whatever.. plus I have a lot of downloaded youtube videos that I want to watch on TV. Somehow, currently, there’s been a lot of players popping out! I was reading a review yesterday, and the one I wanted looks good – Western Digital WD TV Mini. It’s cheap too – only RM 179 or something. But then, I saw the demo for WD TV Live! Which is almost the same but with a bit more format support (but no rmvb support unlike the mini).. but HD support PLUS you can watch youtube on TV! It’s quite useless though for me, because I can watch youtube on my comp here.. would be useful when I go back to hometown except it doesn’t support wifi router.
Anyways! I found a cheaper version player, for half the price of WD TV Mini! Ok, so it’s china made.. it’s not perfect.. BUT it can play flash videos directly! Hurrah! And it only cost me RM73..so now I can download youtube stuff and watch directly on tv from my portable external without having to convert the videos and burn to dvd.. which still doesn’t guarantee you that it would play correctly. You have absolutely NO IDEA how happy I am right now to get the player! However, I’m hoping for the next pc fair I can get either the WD TV LIVE or Seagate’s Theater.. which cost almost RM400.That or a new 1TB portable external HDD.
Other than that, I also bought:
- A new laptop bag because my old original Acer bag is all torn now.
- MicroSDHC 8GB card (I received a free card reader)
- Sonic! Gear pink nano clip headphone (I need a smaller headphone that doesn’t hurt my ear, not bulky, and doesn’t fall off easily)
That’s it. I would’ve bought more.. I needed a new mouse but I didn’t want to spend more money as I’ve spent enough already. I did well in resisting temptations UNTIL ……………
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………until I went into a M.A.C store x____x
I ban myself from MAC and Bobbi Brown store.. now I have a new MAC face primer when I already have Smashbox primer! ARGH! RM78 gone! >.> I was gonna get their foundation but managed to resist that temptation. There goes all of my money I’ve set aside to buy my slimming pills.. wait, that’s all the money I had.. I only have like 20 dollars balance in my wallet… I SO NEED A JOB.
Speaking of job, I had a surprise call from my ‘bosses’ from my old internship place. He offered me a job as their editor..if I don’t want full time I can opt for contract at least until their movie is out at the end of the year… should I? should I? I hate the traffic jam, I hate the stress of having to rush for editing, I hate going back at night or stay back.. but……. I need a job. Well I know that in May I’m going to take a month break from everything, I’ll take that time to think about it.
Well I have a ‘party’ to go to in a couple of hours.. so toodles.
Bubble Milk Tea
1There’s this bubble tea store at the new opened Carrefour called ‘Cool Blog’… I”m so addicted to it!
It’s not the usual powdered bubble tea.. it uses real fragrant tea that they make themselves so the tea has very strong fragrant taste… at first I didn’t like it, but I’m beginning to really love it now and am kinda addicted… Thinking about it makes me wanna have one now..
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