Archive for April, 2010
Chouuuu Kawaii~!
3Hey guys!
If you haven’t noticed (how can you not?!) that I’ve changed my layout! Yes, I’m going for the ‘eeee chou kawaii~!!!’ type of layout with lots of kawaii-ness (cuteness). Well, unfortunately when I switched the layout a lot of my old stuff e.g. the sidebar stuff got deleted so I have to re-add them again so bear with me! But the tag box, most of sidebar stuff has been re-added again. More stuff to come!
Yes, let the kawa~~~~iiiii!!!!-ness phase begin!
Goodbye LeVel 27
2Yesterday I suddenly had the urge to check out new designs from my favorite clothing line, Level 27.
Guess What?
IT’S GONE. FOREVER.
Why Billy, Why???

I only had the chance to own this hoodie. Which is my favorite hoodie. The red numbers used to have Good Charlotte’s signatures that they signed during the meet and greet in Singapore. Now it has faded due to constant washing… I should have just hang the hoodie, frame them.. but I want to wear it. Out of all designs in the world, I really like LeVel27′s designs.

FYI, The line was Billy Martin’s (Good Charlotte) own line. He designed all the arts.
What I like about them is that the arts.. Billy has the same interest as me – ZOMBIES.
So there’s zombies design on the shirts. There are a couple of hoodies that I’ve been dying to get but I didn’t have money.. now I’ll never get them. It’s upsetting too to know that before Billy closed the line in December 2009, all items went down to 99 cents.. FRICKEN 99 cents! And I missed that?!

Surprising really that Billy wants to close his clothing line but I respect his choice. After digging old blog entries, during the meet and greet session, here’s my conversation with them.. notice what Billy said to me? (this was copied from my old blog)
Benji: Hi, what’s your name?
Me: [name]…
Benji: Hi I’m Benji
Me: Sorry I don’t have anything for you guys to sign..(everybody brought a CD, and I have yet to receive mine that I won)
Benji: Hmm what about your sweatshirt? (I was wearing my level 27 hoodie)
Me: Is that black marker?
Benji: Yes…
Me: I don’t think you could see the ink ….
Benji: Well how about I sign it on the red area then?
Me: OKAY!
Then Benji signs……..
Me: Thank you so much! Can I get a hug from you?
Benji: Sure *hugs*
Me: Thank you so much ^____^
Then I moved on to Joel…
Joel: Hi*signs* *hugs*
I forgot if I talked some more with Joel. Then I moved on to Paul.
Paul: *signs*
Billy: Hey, cool sweatshirt…where did you buy it? (if you didn’t know, level27 is BIlly’s label. He designs the clothing)
Me: I bought it online
Benji (or Paul): The person who created it must be a genius..
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Me: Can I get a hug from you?
Paul: Sure*hugs*
Then I moved on to Billy….
Billy: *signs* *hugs*
Me: Thank you so much![]()
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*hugs* (temptation to fuck Billy arising, haha)
*security shooshed me away*
Me: Good luck tonight guys!
Joel: Thanks!![]()
Goodbye LeVel 27
Btw, here’s a video of Good Charlotte’s Girls & Boys... the hoodie Billy is wearing in the video is the same hoodie I have in the pictures above
RMS Titanic 98th Anniversary
2Diet pills can cause side effects.. lolwut? click here to read more. I’m so frustrated just to find the right diet pills that works, and don’t give side effects.. most don’t work. Hate being a girl.
Since yesterday I’ve been obsessed with the Titanic story...AGAIN.
I don’t know why, the story of Titanic still fascinates me till this day. It gives me goosebumps just to see the rusty metals buried 12000+ feet underneath the Atlantic ocean.. I was watching a documentary on youtube last night where they took a HD cam down the water and we could see in clear high definition view of the decaying wreckage.. and you can still see some of the everyday stuff at the bottom that you couldn’t see before.. it’s creepy yet at the same time it makes me really, really sad. Imagining all the people that was on board.. panicking.. kids, old people.. men & women.. whose life ended in the water, buried there forever.. kids who would never see their future as a grown up.. families that would never return home again.. and a ship that never reached its first destination.
How ironic that the unsinkable ship sank on its first journey? Actually it was first quoted as ‘virtually unsinkable’ but they took the ‘virtually’ out and everyone believes that it could never sink.
It’s even disturbing to see the ship sinks.. when I watched the first black and white movie, and then James Cameron’s Titanic, I can’t imagine what the people in the lifeboat must have felt at that time.. I like to position myself in the situation.. because I usually become obsessed with these things between 2am-6am so I love to turn off the lights, watch the video and imagine myself there… it’s… very… disturbing… *shudders*
I so wish I can go to the Titanic artifacts museum.. you know, some people argued that it’s wrong to take those things.. it’s like graverobbing.. for me, I don’t think so. We should preserve whatever we can find so that future generations, like us for example, could see what people on board used, or had, as a remembrance of the tragedy that took their lives. Unlike 9/11, we had footage to remember everything from the moment the plane crashed into the building until the towers collapsed… but we only have artifacts to remember titanic.. in a couple of hundred years later, there’d be nothing left of Titanic down there I presume.. so I’m thankful for explorers that found Titanic and now giving us a clear view of the ‘grave site’ in high definition… it’s disturbing and sad to think what kind of lives the owner of the stuff found (artifacts) had, how they felt etc when you look at the things…
I do however think it’s sickening how they make money and become rich from those artifacts.
Let’s give a moment of silence to remember those lives lost at the sea.
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I decided to blog about this because this month marks the 98th anniversary of the sinking of Titanic.. in 2012, it would be 100 years the Titanic have sunk.
Also since this post is about remembering an anniversary… I would like another moment of silence for the victims of COLUMBINE HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTING (April 20th 1999). As I used to be obsessed for years about the Columbine shooting so since this shared the same month so why not. Also happy belated birthday Eric Harris.
Okay, done with this sad stuff. I’ll blog about something happy soon!
Sexy Schmexy
0For the sexy schmexy guys who visits my blog, looks at this 5 ways to wear men’s polo shirts… look at all the sexy schmexy styles worn by the sexy schmexy hunks.. I didn’t know you can style differently wearing a polo shirt, I thought polo shirt is only one style.. as a shirt.
*swoons* Damn those models are hot. lol. But they all look very preppy looking, aye? I like hardcore looking guys.. like Bill from Tokio Hotel but that kind of guy is sure not the type you’d bring home to introduce to your parents. You’d want a preppy looking guys who look decent. But not too preppy until they look nerdy. I knew someone who looks like a dork and no matter what I say, that person wouldn’t change.. didn’t even want to change the dorky hair.. the mom wouldn’t let that person to style.. wtf..
I’m so bored right now.. and so lazy to go out.. so what to do? I think I’ll just blog and update my other blogs today.. that I’ve been neglecting for months… T___T
Tokio Hotel in Malaysia
4ARRRRGH!!!
I just found out today, that Tokio Hotel will be coming down to Malaysia this Saturday for a concert!
FML.
It will be held at 1Utama Avenue, which is like 5 minutes away from my place and I can’t go. The thought of Bill and his funky hair being less than 3 km away from me is killing me.
FML.
Plus it’s free. The ticket is free.. and if you subscribe to shitmyx broadband, you can even get a meet & greet pass.. a meet and greet with Bill…
FML.
I’ve been a fan of Tokio Hotel since they were not even well known in Malaysia. Since Bill was quite young and cute and punk-looking instead of the current hardcore looking with frizzy big hair. Since Bill and the rest didn’t know how to speak English.. since they only have a German only album.. since before they become internationally known band now…
But on Friday I have my dermatologist appointment.. so I can’t jeopardize my treatment so I can’t even go out just to check out the concert. But then again saturday is a public holiday so I’m extremely sure the place will be extremely full and crowded. So even though I have the hots and the urge to rape & kidnap Bill, I have to pass. *psycho fan mode off*
FML.
However, there are some idiots who are selling the FREE ticket for as high as RM500.. wtf? Are they high on crack or just plain retarded? No one in their right mind would pay RM500 for a FREE pass to see Tokio Hotel.. unless it’s some really famous singer like the late king of pop himself, Michael Jackson.. that I would pay RM500.. but for Tokio Hotel? Erm Rm100 tops. And that’s if it’s held at indoor arena with EXCLUSIVE VIP pass. Last time when I won the ticket to see Good Charlotte, lesser than that amount got me a round trip to Singapore, a night in exclusive 4 or 5 star hotel stay, the concert ticket in indoor arena plus a meet and greet.. oh plus cab, and food allowance..
Retards.
Anyways.
I’ve been in a download mode frenzy this past couple of days. Been downloading lots of 90s music videos so that I could dance to them again. I lost a lot of weight through dancing before and well, really restricting my food intake so I’m planning to do the same when i go back to my hometown.. I wanna dance again. I miss dancing. I miss having a flexible body. I wish there’s a way to lose weight fast & easy but I’m scared it would cause more harm to my body.. I mean my acne pill already did. Well back to downloading more stuff.
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