Because of my stupid acne that came back due to graduation showcase stress couple of months ago, I am now left with scars. Stupid scars. No, nothing works. Not even over the counter medicine that I used to use, which is Differin.. I finally bought Cetaphil though 2 days ago, now I just need to hunt for Neostrata. However I’m fedup with all the expensive medications that don’t work. Do acne home remedy work?

I’m soooooo tempted to go back on accutane, or at least a similar one that works the same. So fucking tempted. But then again, when I think about it, I hate having the dry, chapped lips and fucked up menstrual cycle in order to have a zit-free face. I’m already worried that it has done some damage to me. Of course if you take it if you’re pregnant, your baby will be er.. deformed? Urgh.What if it can also do damage to stomach and at the time when you’re having a baby even if at that time you’re not taking it? And I think I’ve been having serious depression problem because of that medicine.

Urgh. Why. Why oh why do some people have to suffer with acne and acne scarring when some people can have flawless skin without even doing much? I hate them.