Archive for March, 2009
I was told my recent blog posts have been boring… well I have a boring life so I don’t know how to make it exciting and epic. Well there is one thing — my love relationship both online and offline have been well… interesting… or epic. I was just talking to H yesterday after we finished celebrating Earth Hour, that if we ever got married, we’d have some hell of a story to tell to our grandkids .. an epic love story. I told him it’d be a cool movie I could direct, while I throw in some kung fu battle, some traditional malay silat (martial art) and throw in some zombies lol
Today, something else also happened online.. I feel really, really, really bad now but I had to do and say what I had to do and say to prevent even more heartache in the future. I’ve learned my mistakes before where I kept everything to myself until to the point where I couldn’t anymore and just end it, without any chance of fixing the situation. Unfortunately I can’t satisfy some people’s needs of juicy story by blogging about it because I still respect the other party so boo hoo So my blog will remain boring.
Sometimes I wonder, am I living in a fantasy world to hope for something ‘grand’ to happen to my love life? It’s already bad enough where I have to go through my everyday life without having someone to take me to places, to shower me with gifts, to be the crying shoulder and to be there to help when I’m in need..unlike all of my friends. Basically to have someone to drag around. It’s PATHETIC. Take Heidi Klum and her husband Seal for example… I always wonder… how could a hot supermodel like Heidi marry Seal? I mean have you taken a good look at Seal??? I was puzzled… UNTIL… I found out how Seal proposed to Heidi:
“[Seal] took me by helicopter,” the Project Runway host, 34, tells Marie Claire‘s June issue about their December 2004 vacation to the Canadian Rockies. “He had an igloo built there, and they’d brought up everything: a bed with sheets inside the igloo, rose petals everywhere, candles. Very, very romantic!”
As she goes on to describe, “There was food and champagne, and then the helicopter left. It was a little scary, too, because you’re so cut off from the world. No trees, nothing – it was hardcore. But I was ecstatic.”
That’s when I realized, any guy, who would go to the extreme like that, is truly ‘one in a million’… that’s when I could understand why Heidi would marry Seal. He may not have the look, but he has the most romantic side any girl would want a guy to have. Sorry, I’m all for epic now. That, for me, is EPIC. It’s what most of us girls want, and most of us couldn’t get
You know what’s another ‘slap to my face’? My classmate will be getting married this June. WHACK. A big fat smack to my face. When I got back to Ipoh, my relatives all was asking about my boyfriend and when I’m getting married. They didn’t believe me I don’t have one RL. It made me want to curl up and die rather than feel humiliated. I think no one in my family knows I’ve broken up with H. o___O
This reminds me that earlier today H and I talked about our fave 90s cartoons and shows that we used to watch as kid. Since we’re at the same age, we’re at the same era, turns out we have same fave cartoon, surprisingly. This makes me miss the 90s sooooooooo much. I miss being a kid, and I miss being carefree. Not having billions of problems and heartache to deal with. No depression. And best part — I was cute..! And thin…90s was the best decade.
It’s 12.30 am and I haven’t done a thing on my 3D animation. Gah I should stop procrastinating now. And I’m craving my butterscotch bread. And I still have pending blog on my uncle’s death. And gaaaaaaah! I HATE YOU DIGI! Why did you temporarily bar my phone line tonight?!?! At least if you barred it last night, I could’ve gone to the centre today…GAH! Hate you. H said once he starts getting his pay and stable job, he’d start paying for my phone bill every month. Awww. We’ll see lol. I so hope that’s true cuz that would so help lift my burden.
I also desperately NEED a 1TB external HD cuz I only have 1 GB of space left, and my work stuff so far takes up 40Gb, wtf. HURRY UP PC FAIR, and hurry up allowance day
I’ve been a fan of David Lehre for quite a while, ever since Myspace: the movie first came out. So few days ago Dave released a trailer of his upcoming movie and I can’t get over how cool the movie looks, how cool he edited the trailer to be and how extremely hot Dave is with the badass look. I’d do anything to *BEEP* Shamus (his character) based on his look in the trailer.
What I adore about Dave is that he’s an inspiration to me. He’s a self-made and self-thought filmmaker. He’s now living in LA, has won some contests (big money, big cars) and doing shows and in movies and talk shows. Many said he sold out, but then again, which filmmaker wannabe wouldn’t do that? It’s the only way to get noticed, and I respect Dave for wanting to be known and famous. I know how that feels like.
Anyways, here’s the trailer to TURBO the movie:
I celebrated EARTH HOUR last night.. it was fun being in the dark lol. I heard they’re having a party at Sunway and all. Wish I could join. So in the dark, I just played a dating game on my phone which I’m so addicted to, while sms’ing with H for an hour. You know, I noticed he has changed a lot, even after breaking up with his gf. It makes me happy that’s he’s not emo…for a reason.
After I could turn lights back on, GRINDHOUSE: DEATH PROOF movie was on.. omg I’ve been trying to find that movie for SO LONG ever since I watched GRINDHOUSE: PLANET TERROR. I finally found Planet Terror but couldn’t find Death Proof.. so I was happy cable tv showed it At first I thought Death Proof would be boring, compared to Planet Terror, cuz hey, zombie movie wins everything.. but it turns out better than expected.. so I like it. Not a zombie movie, but still good to watch.
Alright gonna go do something now.
I’ve never talked about my internship place so far… so since today I took LOADS of pics, I’m gonna be posting some pics. You see, for the past week since my supervisors went to Hong Kong, I’ve been at Hez Comm office, minus the two days I had to go back to Ipoh. So today, I was asked to go to Imagika, after a week of not going there and I saw the rest of my colleagues being busy preparing for some event in Johor. It was arts and crafts time lol. I helped them a bit. Since it was the first time for me for majority of the ‘crew’ to be together, I decided to snap some candids. So now you’ll see what my workplace is like! And it’s one of the last days I’ll be seeing some of them… their internship will be over at the end of this month
It was so messy, lol.You can see Muzammil and Yaya.
You can see Yaya (girl), Hamim and Mr Zai, my food buddy relaxing on the sofa.. no fair… I was helping them, he was relaxing!
Majority of Imagika people… plus Herne (boss’ sister) who was there cuz she’s helping them in Johor. Haha I love those hats they’re wearing, no idea WHY they’re wearing it though. In the picture – Herne, Yaya, Linda, Eina, Keon, Faris, Muzammil and Hamim’s head
My supervisor brought chocolates back from Hong Kong for us to share.. gah the boys grabbed lots and I only grabbed 2 pieces! lol. I’m so mad I didn’t realize truffle and milky way…. Everyone also got a T-Shirt from Hong Kong ! More pictures will be uploaded in facebook when I’m not lazy. The boys was super nice today so they fried some chicken nuggets for us and keropok lekor (if you don’t know what this is, google it)..my god I’ve been eating so much at work
And here’s a shot of the other office, Hez Comm where I’d spend my time using fast net, watching vids or dvds or cable tv, seeing famous actors, and getting FAT OBESE with all the foods… need to get back on track with my diet supplements…
This was during casting session so I just took a quick snap …I’ll take more when I get the chance… but rough view, there’s the meeting table I always sit at when there’s no meeting.. you can see there’s always 2 jugs of tea and coffee, and I hope I won’t get diabetes from drinking countless cups of tea….. there’s the tv area..with plasma tv and dvd player and cable tv, and the work place… I lost the pics I took of the working area I think, so I’ll take new ones and post them later.
So there you go. Now you’ve seen the two offices I’m interning at. Well it’s 2:15 am now I better do some 3D animation and then get some sleep.
Oh btw, I’m supporting EARTH HOUR campaign tomorrow night so I’m turning lights off for an hour tomorrow night! Looking forward to sit in the dark
I’ve started twittering again: twitter.com/tokyotenshi
I haven’t updated in a while..so I’ll try to make this short. Last Sunday was last day of sale at IKEA so mom and I went there and spent RM800 on a 4 tiers drawer and a small bedside drawer for me and a new wardrobe for mom. They came at in like less than 2 hours which surprised me o.O So now my room is not messy anymore! YAY! I’ve been working on cleaning, rearranging furnitures for the past week. I love my room now. I also got a call from my cousin that my uncle-who-married-my-maid-and-turned-into-a-monster was sick and mom was panicking. We wanted to leave to Ipoh but then my other uncle said we don’t need to.
Monday there was nothing.. was quite boring at the office since 2 of my supervisors are gone for a week to oversea. I could barely remember what I did on Monday lol. Ohhhh yeah..now I remember. I took mom to pay for bills so now I have my cable tv (Astro) back! It was temporarily disconnected for 2 weeks.. oh the horror! My office also installed Astro on Monday, cool Mom and I also went to Giant mall and I think we spent around RM150? God we need to start budgeting… um yeah, like that’s gonna happen lol. I also bought butterscotch bread…
Because of SOMEONE’S blog post, I am now addicted to Gardenia’s Butterscotch Bread which is SOOOOOOOOO GODDAMN GOOD! Unfortunate it’s damn expensive: RM4. But I don’t care. It’s good.
Images borrowed from Skyler
It’s really GOOD.. only now I can agree with Gardenia’s slogan: “So good you can even eat it on its own”. It’s sweet and it makes you fucking addicted. I can finish a loaf in less than a day.
Then at 6 am I got a call from my uncle that the other sick uncle passed away. I’ll blog about my 2 days in Ipoh later in a new post cuz right now I need to rest a bit. I downloaded FINAL FANTASY CRYSTAL CHRONICLES: ECHOES OF TIME at work yesterday for my Nintendo DS and managed to get it working (it had anti piracy thing or so I’ve heard) and I’m usually not into RPG type of game, but this one is good. It has wifi multiplayer too. I visited someone’s town earlier but it’s kinda laggy. Still need to get used to it. I love GRAND THEFT AUTO: CHINATOWN WARS. It’s fun when you can steal a car, run over mass of people and get chased by the police and you run them over and kill them too, haha. Or at least make the cop car crash.
Now where’s my damn butterscotch bread…………………….
PS: Creepshow 1 is good, Creepshow 2 is okay…but WTF @ Creepshow 3???? I know they just stole the name cuz it has no relation to the 1st and 2nd part but what the fuck man? The director and writer of Creepshow 3 needs to be assassinated! Part 3 sucks major donkey ass and eats donkey shit.
Well, I can’t sleep. Went to bed at 9pm something and woke up at 12 am. It’s 2.30 am now, I was chatting on the phone with someone who surprised me with a call at 1 am until his credit ran out so now I’m bored. So now I’m gonna blog.
So what’s the news…hm… my ex is back to single *insert random emotion*. He also just bought a new laptop but since I have a laptop too, I’m not jealous.
Yesterday at work, there was a meeting the whole morning/afternoon. We have LOADS of new task, and I have to learn and sort of master basic 3D animation so I can do some logo within this week. Well, both of the bosses are gone to Hong Kong if I’m not mistaken so freedom in the office But everyone has shitloads to do so it’s not really enjoyable freedom. After eating lunch in the office (food was delicious today btw) some of us watched DVD since the other office has dvd player and plasma tv. They watched Chocolate again and after we watched Wallace & Gromit: Curse of the Were-Rabbit. It was fucking hilarious. We all couldn’t stop laughing.. After movie is done, I chatted a bit with the Indonesian helper, then went back at around 3 pm, picked up mom, and wanted to go to Ikea but all parking entrance has been blocked… I hate weekends. So we went to some furniture store instead… got my car washed and vacuumed then went to eat at a restaurant.
I also bought a new 4-in-1 DVD: Creepshow 1,2,3 and Pan’s Labyrinth. FINALLY I GOT CREEPSHOW DVD. Omg I’ve been wanting it for so long, been trying to download it for so long.. and finally I watched it on youtube last week but it was in low quality.. so I’m happy I got the DVD. Then I went to Digital Mall but couldn’t find tutorial DVD for 3Ds Max, so I bought a tutorial for Maya. Still have to go to Summit tomorrow, bleh.I saw 2 TB dual external hardisk… (1TB+1TB)… wtf, I’m still planning to buy the 1TB once I get my allowance, they’ve come out with 2TB now?? It’s RM899 though.. almost the same if I buy two 1TB hardisk. I wonder if they’re gonna make 1TB PORTABLE hardisk.. can’t wait for PC fair on 10th-12th April. I saw saw some people buying wii and Wii accessories… i want a Wii
Friday at work was very interesting. In the morning, I got a call from my supervisor asking me to burn the DVD of this marketing video I made so I went to the other office, burned a few DVD and suddenly my boss asked me if I’d like to join him to see a client.. OF COURSE. So I did. First time I was in my boss’ bmw o.O; Hate massive traffic jam.. we got stuck, so my boss thought, hey.. why not we just walk to the office…? So we did. With me in heels. And was in pain. Like majorly as we searched for the office… So we met a client, who is a German guy.. I was just observing XD And I get to know quite a lot about movie, the international market and things like that. Then we went to lunch together, joined by the German guy and Swedish guy. Thing with foreigners is that, they’re not intimidating. They’re more relaxed and laid back. So I rather pitch ideas or whatever to a foreigner rather than local..
After then went back to office.. joined for a meeting, then just relaxed there until 9 pm.. I just wanted the free dinner lol I love Mr Zai. He’s awesome. He’s serious looking when it comes to work but he’s actually a funny guy.. he’s like my food buddy.. whenever food arrives in the other office, he’d call me or give me a sign and we’d be the first to grab it without shame lol After dinner, I stayed for a bit until this very famous Malaysian actor came. I’m wondering, twice I wasn’t at the office, they ordered Canadian Pizza, and I missed it So now I”m craving it.. haven’t tasted Canadian 2 for1 Pizza yet (http://canadianpizza.com.my)
Anyways, it’s 3 am now.. so I’m gonna watch the rest of Creepshow while playing my Nintendo DS… I miss my DS! Been too busy to play it. So now since Grand Theft Auto: Chinatown Wars is out, I’m back to playing it Also playing Cookie Shop and Burger Island lol.