I just had a long talk with H… and we decided to officially ‘end’ it.. as in our relationship… because if it hasn’t been obvious, he’s been trying to get me back but there has been some things that acts as barriers, so I could not accept him back. But since he kept pressuring me, I had to tell him the truth and well, we both decided it can’t work out, no more hoping, no more wishing… we’ve decided to remain just friends.

No one to pamper me anymore like I am the queen. Not gonna deny that I feel so depressed right now it’s not funny. But that being said, any millionaire want to take me? Need more diet pills now.. Curse the next girl who will be getting luxury treatment from H.. and it ain’t me..ARGH.. this kills me. What if I end up solo and not married by the time I’m 30? OMG kill me before that happens!

H won a 32 inch plasma TV at a lucky draw in cybercafe few days ago, a big effing WTF. Why can’t I win a TV?? If it wasn’t for his evil parents, I’D BE GETTING THAT FUCKING TV…I’ll somehow make him give it to me.. Fuck.

Ok I’m gonna go sulk now. So emo right now.