Archive for December, 2008
Cybergaming
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Finally I can load the damn blog so I”m gonna blog before my connection fucks up again. On Friday I was supposed to go cybergaming with H but he had things to do so he postponed to Sunday but he did ask me if I wanted anything for dinner… since I’ve been so depressed this past one week and I was craving prosperity burger, so I asked for one even though I want to diet. Fucking depression.
First he told me he’ll be sending my dinner at about 9pm-ish. Then shortly later, he phoned again and said it’ll be even late — like 10pm-ish. It’s too late for me. Suddenly, shortly after again, he called and said he’s on the way to buy my dinner — which was 7pm-ish. I said ok. You know? SHORTLY AFTER, it started to rain … HEAVILY. I mean POURING HEAVY RAIN. When he reached at my home, he couldn’t get out of the car and waited for 5 mins in the car until he told me, I had to go out cuz the water’s rising and I had his umbrella with me.. my house was starting to flood. So I took my umbrella and his that I borrowed, and went out.. omg the water was up to the knee.. in just a short time. Haha, it was fun getting wet. o.O Oh well, even though I was wet from the rain, at least I had good dinner. And they gave Orange McFizz drink with it instead of Coke like the first time I had. I have to stop my obsession with prosperity burger.
So tonight (Sunday), we went to dinner first at Secret Recipe before going to cybercafe. Was raining heavily AGAIN.

OREO MILKSHAKE — THE BEST DRINK EVAAR!
I haven’t had Oreo Milkshake in a LONG time so it was good.

Mmm.. oreo milkshake with a piece of oreo cookie in it. *drools* Sorry, you don’t need to see this ugly face.

I just took a candid of H. Don’t know what he was doing with his Oreo milkshake.

When he realized I was snapping a pic, he posed all emo o.O He likes to do that, I noticed.

There was some promotion thing so we got this chips or something. It was good, and the sauce was good.

The main dish — CHICKEN CORDON BLEU. Next best thing after prosperity burger. If you don’t know what it is, it’s chicken ham with melted cheese inside. HAWT DAYMN THAT IS GOOD.
After eating, we went to cybercafe and waited for his cousins to come. We booked a table of 5 comps and while waiting, I get to play GUITAR HERO 3 for the first time! Argh fuck that was awesome. I love that game. I’m so gonna get it. The graphics looked awesome on the monitor cuz you know, cybercafe have the fastest comp with awesome graphic card. Since I was enjoying my Guitar Hero 3, H was playing Dota.

Our table. Cybercafe looks empty at that moment.
Then Benny arrived with Sam and John if I’m not mistaken. They all played Dota for a bit, and me with GHIII. Then we decided to play FlatOut 2, the car racing game they’ve all been nagging me to play lol. First the 4 of us played derby, where we crash each others’ car.. then we raced. It was fucking fun, haha. At first I was this clueless n00b, until we raced and finally I beat the boys.. and they thought I couldn’t beat them
Then we decided to play Quake 4. They all decided to gang up on me, the n00b (or as they call it — “gang-banging the noob”). I haven’t played Quake for ages, so I suck at it. I got killed/fragged like billion of times by Benny and Sam. I think Benny was dominating the game, and Sam. Then we decided to frag each other with only gauntlet as weapon (which looks like a saw) and fuck, that was the funniest thing ever. I had a majorly good time tonight. I haven’t had this much fun here for ages.
Hey, one night out to play game does not make me a gamer geek, mmkay?
Then we decided to take a pic, for my blog lol.

I look incredibly chubby from this angle, so excuse me, you don’t need to see the fat pig. Please ignore the fat girl
Behind me is Sam, center is H, Benny is on the right and John I think is his name is the little one lol. I got home at almost midnight o.O
If you’re looking for a special Christmas gift for a special someone like your kid, I’d recommend personalized books, which can be really nice for your kids. A perfect Christmas gifts for young kids or toddlers
Okay, that’s the blog for tonight. Thank you for reading.
Blackberry
0Well I wanted to blog, but as usual, I haven’t been able to load my own goddamn site… some other sites are working ok, but my blog, nope. I wanted to write about fruits, and I was asked to write about Blackberry plants at a site .. but it’s weird cuz the site is called ‘aaronsfarm.com’ and ‘Aaron’s Nursery’… but not to be confused the the Aaron I know and have mentioned before lol.
My connection is making me even more depressed… I need food. Fuck.
Bleh
0I am … frustrated.
I am … tired of it.
I am … bored of it.
I am … moody.
I am … annoyed. Very annoyed.
Yet I can’t talk about it here.
I have to revive my private livejournal to pour my heart out.
Told H to get me prosperity burger tonight… That damn burger makes me happy. But shortly after eating, I’ll be hating myself for consuming that fattening food, and falls back into new developed depression
But it’s ok. I’ll fast for 2 days because right now, I need something to cheer me up.
Fat & Obese
0Since I can’t fricken load my wordpress, I”m just gonna use my firefox blog addon to blog and just talk random. My connection was working fine for few minutes, then wham, back to being CRAP.
I’ve been so bored beyond words. H has started being busy since Christmas is almost here, my net is barely working so I can’t do jackshit.. so I’ve been very bored. When I’m bored, I get all emo. At times like this, I wish I’m away somewhere, for a vacation. Anywhere. At the beach, at a theme park, in Malaysia, out of Malaysia, be at a vacation home somewhere in the Outer Banks, anywhere dammit…
I’ve been trying to be serious in losing weight since H has been serious about it.. for god’s sake he’s gotten thinner and I’ve gotten fatter, wtf. I feel fatter than him even though I’m just 5’3/5’4 and he’s like 6 foot something tall.. and it’s not helping either that he’s been stuffing me with extremely fattening food.
So I’ve been watching youtube for some thinspiration. One thing I love about youtube is that fat people would make a diary/journal on their journey to weight loss but funny thing is that, sorry for being frank, but half of the fat people in youtube are willing to show their extremely fat body, with all those gross, disgusting flabs hanging while they’re wearing really tiny bikini.. so it’s really, really gross! I know I”m fat, so there’s no way in hell I”m showing my ‘flabs’ for people all around the world to see.. ewwww! And they don’t really lose that much weight.. at the end, they’re still fat and gross.
However, they are still some who had absolutely AMAZING result. Some got skinnier, sexier and some of those really obese people became thinner… and that’s just an inspiration.
Shit it’s 5.30 am..I should sleep.
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