I’d like to talk about disposable adult diapers. Hey don’t laugh, you might need it when you’re old, lol. I remember when my grandma was sick in 96, I was 12 at that time.. and for sometime my grandma had to wear diaper cuz she had a stroke and couldn’t move  her body at all. And I just remembered when I went back to my hometown couple of weeks ago, I was looking underneath a bed in one of the rooms, and I saw a whole pack of diapers, unused. I wonder why mom haven’t thrown them out yet. I miss my grandma :( She was the best cuz whenever I had a fight with mom, she’d defend me, and then give me money whenever I need them…and lots of it, when mom was being a bitch lol. No wonder I’m such a spoilt brat. Speaking of hometown, I’m going back next week for Eid! Not sure if I should be happy or not – I don’t want people breaking into my house and kill me. Well, if I had stopped updating this blog, you can guess what happened :( Plus this domain expires in November anyway  (OH SHIT, I need to save money to renew) so if it expires and not renewed, I’m pretty much gone already. Oh heaven forbid.