I want to vent about people and college but since I can’t do it openly I might do a privately. I think I’ll make it password protected so no creeping eyes can see.

It’s hard when both of my phone lines are barred now. I can’t message or call my friends. I don’t have the money to pay for it because of the stupid fucking monitor. I’ll have enough by the end of month around $300+ (RM 1100) but blah… so much money but will be gone within a blink of the eye… Hopefully I can get cheaper good monitor and I have some left to spend.

It’s easier with credit cards for emergency :( Students can’t have credit cards. When I see the smart balance transfers website, they have cards for student. So unfair. I want one. I want to pay my bills now. I want my phone line back.

Soon I’ll blog about college stuff in a password protected entry. Rahhh. I’m not in a good mood. Stress is taking its toll on me.