Archive for May, 2008
PTPTN Hell
6What is PTPTN? PTPTN is the student loan that I need to fund my studies.
My experience with PTPTN application has NOT been satisfying. Here’s my story. I was supposed to apply for the loan since I first enrolled which was July 2007 but then I was told my course does NOT have the code yet but we can wait for the online application. Ok. Fine. I waited and waited. They said they’d call when the code is ready.. I waited and waited. I asked them again but they said no, not ready until online application has been canceled and back to the form which we would have to buy RM5.
I remember going to the briefing, then I was yet once again told my course does NOT have the code. I remember asking my faculty lecturer about the form, she said the form is not likely to change and has not changed for years… so I should fill it up and keep it…. nope, she was wrong.
It changed.
That was RM5 gone down the drain.
So few months ago I asked the people in charge of PTPTN and said I’m from July intake, 2 semesters gone already.. they said if I apply at that moment they won’t fund the first semester so I was like WHAT. THE. FUCK. But they said they would try to help and I don’t have to worry.
Then last month I asked again, bought the new form ..fucking Rm5 and asked the new guy in charge whose name I won’t mention here. Fuck. He said the course code has been ready for ages. I’m wrong. I should admit I’m wrong for not asking earlier. The old person in charge was wrong. So i said FINE. I”M WRONG. I didn’t want to argue with him. My mistake for not bugging them a lot. So I proceed to fill in the form ON THAT DAY. That was 2 weeks ago.
ON THAT DAY, I quickly filled the SSPN form and rushed back home to fill in the form. Then rushed to the CIMB bank. Opened up account with much difficulties, and suddenly the PTPTN guy from college called and said HE FORGOT TO PHOTOCOPY MY IC. Wtf. So I’d have to redo the SSPN account again… turned out that CIMB bank branch could not accept the individual SSPN… so then I rushed to Bank Rakyat. Luckily they accepted it.. then rushed to find stamp but no luck. Photocopied other documents, sent mom home and rushed to the college in hope to submit the form before 3 pm. I was relieved I had it all done… mind you I was already an hour late for class.
GUESS WHAT?
He checked my document, and turned out I’d need commissioner for oaths letter. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL? All that troubles for nothing??? Why the fuck didn’t he tell me earlier? And no he DID NOT admit his mistake, he did NOT apologize. So I couldn’t submit on that day.. and I swear he told me the due date was the 28th but yesterday I checked, it was due yesterday. Fuck.
So while all other applicants crowding the counter, I filled in the rest of the form and tried to submit. Guess what? My IC is supposed to be photocopied in A4 size. 2 weeks ago, I asked him to check all the documents to see if I need to add or change… he said NO. Now the IC is wrong.. I told him he didn’t tell and he got all pissy and said “DON’T GIVE EXCUSE. ADMIT YOU’RE WRONG“. Arse. I’ve been told I don’t admit my mistakes, I accepted that and am trying to change but I WILL NOT admit things that I know for the fact that I am right! And that guy clearly did NOT tell me earlier when I asked him to check, and he said everything is ok, just the letter left, and I have to admit my mistake?? Is that my mistake?? FUCK THAT.
After all the bla bla bla problems … he asked me what year I am.. I said I dunno.. I’m from July intake.. he said UH OH…….. and I was like OH SHIT WHAT NOW?…….. then he remembered my name and was again almost pissy said “OH WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME WHO YOU ARE! GEEZ!!!”
O.o;;;
Uh……….. what. the. fuck??
Am I supposed to scream my name?
My fucking name is written on the form which he checked. He even photocopied my IC TWICE! How the fuck was I supposed to know he didn’t recognize my face when I thought he did??? He could have seen my name so many time yet he got all pissy at me???
Fuck that ok. PTPTN management was the worse in my college. Not only was he rude to me (the way he acted), he was not that efficient.
That was my PTPTN journey to hell. It has not been fun.
Heart Disease
0You know, as you get older, you get many chances of diseases. One of the common one is heart attack, right? I have seen or heard so many people who just suddenly die because a sudden heart attack. I’m not sure about you, but for me I barely know anything about heart disease or anything heart related problem.
There is this site called Heart Library where it has a video hosted by Dr. Charles that explains to you on heart diseases. I’ve only seen one video, which is the cardiac arrest and it’s very informative. It has more on the medical side with details on the heart and the disease but it’s very useful. If you have a family member with a heart disease, or at risk to have one, do check out the site to get yourself more information on heart diseases before it’s too late.
AVENGED SEVENFOLD – AFTERLIFE
1Fuck, another hot song by a hot band.
I saw this video on Channel V last night, and I fell in love with the song instantly. Now it’s stuck in my head. The video is absolutely hot because:
1. Hot singer
2. Hot emo guitarists
3. Hot emo drummer
4. GUITAR ACTION!!! <333333
I’m a sucker for guitarists, lol. I so wish I can play guitar. I’ve never been an Avenged Sevenfold fan, and I’ve only seen the singer in Good Charlotte’s video and that’s how I know Avenged Sevenfold, but today I downloaded their album and it rocks. Their album rocks. I love Avenged Sevenfold now. So here’s the song Afterlife, my new obsession, and the lyrics (lyrics don’t match with videos though).
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AVENGED SEVENFOLD – AFTERLIFE
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you’ve seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you’ll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light, but girl this can’t be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early
And when I think of all the places I just don’t belong
I’ve come to grips with life and realize this is going too far
I don’t belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I’m right to move on and on, far away from here
A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you’ll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth’s not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don’t wanna stay, I feel wrong and that’s my sign
I’ve made up my mind
Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life
I don’t belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I’m right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I’ll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they’re already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there’s somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I’ll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)
I don’t belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I’m right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I’ll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right
Linkin Park – Given Up
3Fuck, I love this song. Welcome back Linkin Park. This is my current obsession. I heard it on the radio few times before and it got stuck in my head. The reason I’ve been a huge fan of Linkin Park is because of their ‘hardcore’ songs… their songs in the early days totally rocked…but lately they released like a slow, not so heavy type of songs.. I mean from their album Minutes to Midnight, “What I’ve Done” and “Shadow of the Day” and “Bleed it Out” are good songs..but come on man, they’re too slow and ‘sad’. So not linkin park. So yeah, I absolutely love this song and it fits me perfectly and what I’ve been feeling.. especially this past few days. Oh the video totally rocked too! Love the grungy effects.
Of course, the main thing – Chester’s screaming! No one can ever beat his vocal ability. Hehe.
PS: I’ve been so depressed this past few months, would someone take me on a vacation?
First, go to shermanstravel.com, look up Las Vegas travel and take me there, win me a million buck, then take me around the world… any volunteer? lol. Joking… but I seriously do need a vacation before I go insane. Put me out of my misery
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LINKIN PARK – GIVEN UP
Wake in a sweat again
Another day’s been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I’ll never leave this place
There’s no escape
I’m my own worst enemy
[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]
I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I’m scared
I’m not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I’m my own worst enemy
[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]
[bridge]
Goddddddd!!!!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
[end bridge]
[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]
Buy.com #2
0Ok, different entry, different kind of post. Time for a review!
I’m sure you’ve heard of buy.com, right? If you haven’t, where have you been? buy.com is one of the most popular online shopping place. It is like amazon and all related sites with good deals. I did a review on them ages ago, and made a video…actually it was for a contest, but I did not win
Pfft. Anyways, if you’re into deals.. you should check out hottie Ryan Seacrest’s deal of the week.. and also good offers on their weakly deals. I actually want that external harddrive which is like $100… I want a bigger external drive to backup all of my date because I carry my currently portable hd everywhere in my lappy bag.. now just in case I dropped it and ruin it, or it gets stolen… my goodness, I’d kill myself if I lose my datas. Also there’s a good deal on a laptop… I want a laptop with blue-ray disc rom
Anyways, if you want good deals, the weekly deal is worth checking. Also check out the rest of the sites for even more deals or gifts etc. You know, one can always find a best buy at buy.com!
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