Archive for March, 2008

1st Dental Filling

4 years ago

by Tany in College, Daily Life, Health & Beauty, Random

So I went to the dentist today.

But before that, I had an argument with my mom. She HAD to mention my ex’s name TWICE. So what I did was I penalized her. Every time she mentions my ex’s name, she’d have to pay me RM100 bucks.. so she mentioned twice so she paid me extra RM200 :D! I got RM500 today cuz I forced her to pay back the dental cost lol.

Anyways, at the dentist I had to wait half an hour for them to finish up with the patient. There was this old dude before me that did filling.. prolly on the molar.. and he couldn’t stand the pain o.o; So I got scared, lol. So when my name was called, went in and sat on the chair and got myself ready.

First Dr Amy put the anaesthetic (the raspberry flavored first, lol) on the upper gum of my two front teeth then she injected to make my upper mouth numb. I was like this:

Dr Amy: Be strong for a bit ok? This is gonna painful for just a short time…
Me: *blinks* Uhhh ok… *gets nervous*
Dr Amy: *injects slowly*
Me: *blinks*…. *waits for the pain*
Dr Amy: *keeps injecting*
Me: …………… O.o *expecting pain…*
Dr Amy: *jabs again for 2nd time*
Me: ………. *thinking “Where’s the pain?”*
Dr Amy: All done. How was it?
Me: ……… uh… did not feel a thing O.o
Dr Amy: Really? Wow good.. then the procedure should be ok for you…
Me: Hehehe

I did not feel a thing… O.o I didn’t feel the injection either. For all I know after she’s done, 1 second later I had numb upper lip and nose lol. She then proceed to drill my teeth. At first I thought it’s gonna hurt too but nope.. didn’t feel a thing the whole time. The only thing bugging me was the sound of the drilling which making me have headache and the vibration of her drilling causing my headache. Plus like the water from the thing keeps dripping to the side of my face my neck was wet even though the assistant had the suction thing.

So after an hour with a very tired mouth, it’s done! And all that fear for nothing, lol cuz I didn’t feel a thing the entire time except the sound of drilling and vibration. Oh also smelled the machine burning.. oh memories. I smelled that too when I had laser done to my face. BURNING FLESHHHHH! Anyways. So paid up and was given panadol in case there’s any pain and went back. I have one more filling on the molar next Tuesday. That I’ll expect pain lol. So for the whole day I didn’t talk weirdly or feel pain after the numbness wears off, just that I felt my nose is huge (cuz of the numbness) and the feeling of extreme ‘tightness’ on my front teeth hehe. I’ll take a pic tomorrow.

Then sent mom back home and went to school for meeting. Nyeh. Meeting got long and boring lol. Then waited for an hour to know if I’m working part-time tomorrow or not. There were A LOT of annoying chinese people bugging Kak Wan asking if their friends are working and asking to change the works and whatnot. Fuck. I nearly wanted to punch each one of them. Stop asking too many annoying questions and asking if your friends are working or not.. FUCKKKK. Because of them Kak Wan was ignoring me For an hour I stood there

After that I went to McDonalds to buy food. I saw cupcake chic at the new area of the mall that they’ve renovated so now I can see cupcake chic store everytime I pass The Curve.. so tempted to buy but I want my teeth to be done first so I can enjoy them fully Ga, I”m craving all these fattening foods I’d need good diet pills and hours of exercise to burn off the calories. I’m fucking fat.

I’ll try to take pics tomorrow during my school’s open day

Emo-ness Attack!

4 years ago

by Tany in College, Daily Life, Food, Random

I’ve been emo again. I don’t know. It seems as if my life is going down the drain yet again. I’ve been trying to be strong but I just don’t know how long will I last before I snap. I may be paranoid but I don’t know.. it seems like I don’t have friends anymore in college. I feel so distant. Urgh I have 2 more years to survive there.

I have dentist appointment today at 12 to do 2 fillings for my front teeth. I’ve never did fillings before and when Esther did it at school, she was complaining that it hurts so yeah I’m quite nervous. I have a meeting at 3 pm. They better not cancel it and not tell me about it because if I go there and see an empty room, they’re gonna get a serious bitching from me …once my teeth is ok that is lol. I’ve been looking at food blogs yesterday because I couldn’t have any sweet, sugary stuff to cure my depression so I just looked at pictures. I’m so craving cupcakes from Cupcake Chic! I think that’s where Sherra got the cupcakes to sell on Valentine’s Day. The yummiest thing ever. The menu changes everyday and today they have the yummy cupcakes on sale but since I’m going to the dentist I don’t know how I’m going to enjoy the cupcakes They’re expensive though. RM4.50 per cupcake and RM25-ish for half a dozen but the yummyness of them, I don’t care.

I’m going broke. After I’m gonna spend RM160 today, I’ll be really broke. No more buying stuff at the PC fair. No more buying a vacuum cleaner that I desperately need. No carpet for my room and no 29″ tv. No stuff from the furniture catalog for my empty apartment. NO YUMMY FOOD lol. I”m dying to buy the fondue set at midvalley megamall. Plus fruits to eat them with… Haagen Dazs ice creams…. *drools* Ok I better stop before I torture myself even more.

Bad Luck

4 years ago

by Tany in College, Daily Life

I’m emo. So fucking emo. lol

Mmm right. Anyways… I’ve been having totally bad luck for one week. I don’t know if it’s karma or I’m just prone to bad luck but yeah, it’s kinda draining me and fucking up my emotion. Ok.. I don’t give a fuck if anybody in my class or school reads this. If you’re offended, well too bad. Eat shit and die.

In class today we were told to form a group of either 4 or 2 for our final project which would be cutout animation. Guess what? Everyone is like so happily choosing their friends and me? NADA.ZERO.NONE. I’m left alone. I’m the odd one out. Oh I’m heartbroken /sarcasm

Mr Eddie was hesitant but in the end had to let me do the project alone which means triple the burden. I like doing my own project myself because there won’t be any drama, any disagreement, time problems etc and I can work on my own pace but like I don’t have enough stress and burden on my shoulder. I swear, if I die or get killed nobody gives a fuck except for my mom, my baby Aaron and prolly one or two people out there. I fucking swear, no matter how nice I am to people, I get shit in return. Sometimes I feel like being a cold bitch is worth it but I don’t have the heart to do it. Not fair treating people like trash like how people is treating me. Well.. bitches & assholes don’t stay happy for too long. Mark my words.

2nd BAD LUCK

Class was dismissed early at 11 am so I went to see Kak Wan for a bit, then went to my car and guess what? I opened the car door and I saw this huge cockroach on the floor… I was panicking and terrified because if I see the cockroach when I’m driving, I will definitely be hysterical, scream, crash the car and die. I stood there under hot sun for half and hour trying to figure out what to do……. then finally I tried to play brave and drove to the gas station which is 1 minute from my school and bought the spray for mosquito..i was desperate… went back to college, sprayed the fucking thing and waited half and hour again and it didn’t come out so I drove back.

3rd BAD LUCK

Thought after all the crap I had I decided to go to THE CURVE to get donuts even though I didn’t have appetite. After I got them, and wanted to pay for ticket you see…I checked and it says first 15 minutes I don’t have to pay. So I went to my car, drove out then guess what? The machine swallowed the parking ticket! Fuck. Then suddenly the guy says I have to pay RM2… fucker. That’s fucking stupid. Basically I had to pay for it because my time was up while I was driving for the exit.. fuck.

Shoot me dead, maybe that’ll rid of my bad luck

iSmile Dental Center, Damansara Uptown

4 years ago

by Tany in Daily Life, Health & Beauty, Photos

I finally said “FUCK IT” and went to the dentist.

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Actually it wasn’t so bad o.O

I’ve been fearing dentist all these years since I was 15 and it’s actually nothing. Well of course, if I go to public government hospital, I would come out terrified right now cuz even though they’re free, I -

1) hate the place and environment
2) Everyone there is scary
3) HATE THE ENVIRONMENT (can’t stress enough)

Call me stuckup or fussy or picky but when I go somewhere I care for the environment.. if it looks cozy, comfy enough, that’s the place for me. Second thing is customer service, if they’re friendly or not. I don’t really care money though. I’ll dig up the ground to search for buried treasure if I have to, just to pay for good service and comfy environment (or in better words, ‘high class’ looking)

My first choice was DentalPro (Bangsar Utama), where the place is so comfy and relaxing and nice… but I bet it’s expensive.. plus it’s quite far from where I’m staying. Maybe I’ll go there for other treatment someday. Yesterday I stumbled across the ISmile Dental Center (Damansara Uptown) website and found out it’s just 5 minutes from my place. The place looks good so I decided to give it a try. The place looks comfy enough

The reception area

Rooms….

…and part of the waiting area. This place has wifi

I went in today and my dental checkup was done by Dr. Amy Chin. She was nice and gentle. She explained to me about my teeth problems.. well surprisingly enough, my teeth didn’t have much problems considering I haven’t gone to the dentist for like years…o.o; I just need to do 3 fillings (one at the back, and two at the front which is noticeable in my pictures)… now what about my swollen gum? She said there’s 2 possible reasons – infection or wisdom tooth. I need an xray first because we don’t know. You can see the wisdom tooth coming out halfway on my right side of mouth but left side we can’t see.

So what she did was explaining about teeth, problems and stuff… then we proceed to the standard stuff – scaling and polishing. Now I remember I did scaling back in high school.. that’s what caused my fear of dentist. The dentist did the scaling at my high school and OH MY GOD. I had tears running down my cheeks… it was hurting so bad. She didn’t even do it properly because she was rushing and all and was so ROUGH. That was the cause of my phobia. With Dr Amy, first she put numbing cream (which tasted like raspberry) on the swollen gum area..and gave an injection. Even the injection didn’t hurt much unlike last time at the government hospital. Then the procedure started. Of course, the pain is there but it wasn’t THAT bad as I thought it would be. They put headphones on me so I’d hear music instead of the scary machine sound lol. Music was soothing, I would’ve fallen asleep if I wasn’t being jabbed by the needle.

After it was done.. she taught me how to correctly floss the teeth. Then I was told to go downstairs to get an xray and I did. After waiting for 20 minutes I went back up and gave the xray to Dr Amy. FUCK. There we go. Now you can CLEARLY see the fucked up wisdom teeth (one that’s not visible and buried) in the xray.. it’s like way tilted (or HORIZONTAL IMPACTION to be precise). So that’s what causing me the pain and swelling.

And the verdict?

Fucking surgery. I need a fucking surgery. However, there’s a complication. Both of my wisdom teeth are very close to the nerves. They can’t take the risk so I’d have to be referred to a specialist. Ack. The thing is, if I wanna be sedated during the surgery (which is a definite yes since I don’t wanna be awake during the surgery!) it’s going to cost me Rm1200+ per tooth. Oh My God. Thank god it’s not a serious case so I can put it on hold. However I’m going back there for 2 fillings first this Friday.

Overall my first trip to the dentist after years wasn’t so bad. I’m actually looking forward now for the next treatment. Even though I’ve burned RM170 (which isn’t too bad – scaling, polishing, antibiotic, painkiller and xray)… now I’m broke again. The filling might cost me another RM240. Blah. Hopefully mom can ‘repay’ me back lol. I’m only using my money now cuz she hasn’t got her pension yet. I need all the money back to buy external hard disk and laptop cooler and possible other stuff at the pc fair this early April.

Ouwwwww my mouth is throbbing now.. but I’m very relieved there was nothing serious…oh I want thank my babe Aaron for encouraging me to go to the dentist. If not, I would not have gone I’d be living in fear and fucked up teeth for the rest of my life. Thanks sweetie. Mwah.

Remember me…please?

4 years ago

by Tany in College, Daily Life, Random, Site Updates

Even if I’m anti-social, doesn’t mean I should be FORGOTTEN

I hate this. I fucking hate this. I hate taking all this craps from other people. Last Thursday, I was up all night working on my flipbook animation that was supposed to be due on Friday. So I was so stressed, tension.. cranky, fucking sleepy as hell …tired… then come Friday, mom asked me to send my uncle (who came for one day) to the bus station but since I was so busy with the flipbook I said no. I felt SOOOOOOO bad because mom and uncle were panicking and I couldn’t do anything because I was only halfway finished with my drawing. Plus, I was told there was a meeting at 3 pm.

Guess what?

STORY #1–> Just before 3 pm, I rushed in HEAVY RAIN to school for the meeting and when I got there the room was fucking E-M-P-T-Y! So I messaged Ally and guess what? It was a a “LET’S TELL EVERYONE THE MEETING IS CANCELED BUT LET’S FORGET TO TELL TANY‘ day! I was so fucking pissed because I rushed in heavy rain, declined to send my uncle because of the meeting and turned out it was fucking canceled and no one even fucking bothered to fucking tell me!

*breathes*

STORY #2–> After that, I went to the library to finish my drawing and I messaged Rashman if he submitted the flipbook already and guess what? Now it’s “MR EDDIE SAID FLIPBOOK CAN BE SUBMITTED ON MONDAY NOW BUT LET’S FORGET TO TELL TANY‘ day! Weee! *sarcastic look* So pissed, upset, disappointed, I called mom.

STORY #3–> To add insult to injury, it’s now the “LET’S MAKE TANY FEEL EVEN MORE BAD AND BLAME HER FOR NOT SENDING UNCLE OFF” day! Mom was yelling and making me feel sooooo bad that after I hung up the phone, I ran to my car and cried my fucking arse off because I felt extremely bad.

I’m pissed that no one even bothered to let me know anything.. fucking vice president of student leader my arse! I don’t have a fucking clue what’s going on…if I tell anyone, I get yelled at for not asking other people what’s going on… yeah sure, ask them… when I ask, they don’t tell me.. when I don’t ask, they don’t tell me either so what’s the point??? I’m seriously thinking of resigning my post middle of the year and just concentrate on my studies. I can’t take this stress anymore.

However, after crying my arse off, I went to the mall and got myself starbucks and big apple donuts and that made me feel better until the next morning, when I woke up and smelled cat pee. Turned out, my cat Jojo fucking peed on my LAPTOP and new bed! I don’t know if the piss went inside the lappy or not but for 2 days my lappy smelled of cat pee. I was so fucking depressed and I guess I was pms’ing that I just snapped and was in a bad mood for 2 days. It unfortunately affected me and Aaron but I’m sorry, I couldn’t help it. It was just too much for me. Plus with the toothpain. Urgh,

Speaking of toothpain… my gum has swelled up now and the pain has spread from my left jaw to my left side of neck now. I made a dentist appointment for tomorrow (it’s called iSMILE Dental Center, in Damansara Uptown, only 5 mins from my place) and hopefully it’s nothing serious and not involving the root where tooth extraction is necessary… oh heavens no.. please god no… heaven forbid..

I have also changed the layout. I got bored with the last one, this one looks cool to me… and also updated link exchange request Oh and new site coming very soon!

Last but not least, truck bed liner anyone? Anybody uses truck here?

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