Even if I’m anti-social, doesn’t mean I should be FORGOTTEN

I hate this. I fucking hate this. I hate taking all this craps from other people. Last Thursday, I was up all night working on my flipbook animation that was supposed to be due on Friday. So I was so stressed, tension.. cranky, fucking sleepy as hell …tired… then come Friday, mom asked me to send my uncle (who came for one day) to the bus station but since I was so busy with the flipbook I said no. I felt SOOOOOOO bad because mom and uncle were panicking and I couldn’t do anything because I was only halfway finished with my drawing. Plus, I was told there was a meeting at 3 pm.

Guess what?

STORY #1–> Just before 3 pm, I rushed in HEAVY RAIN to school for the meeting and when I got there the room was fucking E-M-P-T-Y! So I messaged Ally and guess what? It was a a “LET’S TELL EVERYONE THE MEETING IS CANCELED BUT LET’S FORGET TO TELL TANY‘ day! I was so fucking pissed because I rushed in heavy rain, declined to send my uncle because of the meeting and turned out it was fucking canceled and no one even fucking bothered to fucking tell me!

*breathes*

STORY #2–> After that, I went to the library to finish my drawing and I messaged Rashman if he submitted the flipbook already and guess what? Now it’s “MR EDDIE SAID FLIPBOOK CAN BE SUBMITTED ON MONDAY NOW BUT LET’S FORGET TO TELL TANY‘ day! Weee! *sarcastic look* So pissed, upset, disappointed, I called mom.

STORY #3–> To add insult to injury, it’s now the “LET’S MAKE TANY FEEL EVEN MORE BAD AND BLAME HER FOR NOT SENDING UNCLE OFF” day! Mom was yelling and making me feel sooooo bad that after I hung up the phone, I ran to my car and cried my fucking arse off because I felt extremely bad.

I’m pissed that no one even bothered to let me know anything.. fucking vice president of student leader my arse! I don’t have a fucking clue what’s going on…if I tell anyone, I get yelled at for not asking other people what’s going on… yeah sure, ask them… when I ask, they don’t tell me.. when I don’t ask, they don’t tell me either so what’s the point??? I’m seriously thinking of resigning my post middle of the year and just concentrate on my studies. I can’t take this stress anymore.

However, after crying my arse off, I went to the mall and got myself starbucks and big apple donuts and that made me feel better until the next morning, when I woke up and smelled cat pee. Turned out, my cat Jojo fucking peed on my LAPTOP and new bed! I don’t know if the piss went inside the lappy or not but for 2 days my lappy smelled of cat pee. I was so fucking depressed and I guess I was pms’ing that I just snapped and was in a bad mood for 2 days. It unfortunately affected me and Aaron but I’m sorry, I couldn’t help it. It was just too much for me. Plus with the toothpain. Urgh,

Speaking of toothpain… my gum has swelled up now and the pain has spread from my left jaw to my left side of neck now. I made a dentist appointment for tomorrow (it’s called iSMILE Dental Center, in Damansara Uptown, only 5 mins from my place) and hopefully it’s nothing serious and not involving the root where tooth extraction is necessary… oh heavens no.. please god no… heaven forbid..

I have also changed the layout. I got bored with the last one, this one looks cool to me… and also updated link exchange request :) Oh and new site coming very soon!

Last but not least, truck bed liner anyone? Anybody uses truck here?