Argh stressed. I need to finish some simple gif animations but my brain isn’t working at all. I can’t even do the simplest one.. blah. My holiday is almost coming to an end :( Just 3 more days. Oh btw, if you tried to access my site earlier and couldn’t it was because dreamhost was doing some cluster move or something and my server was one of the included server so yeah. I so need fattening food for my brain.

I wanna do an online casino site review but I don’t know how many of you are actually interested. But in case that you are interested and you do play this online casino, previously I’ve written about a couple of sites that lists out the best ranking casino sites that you can play one. Onlinecasinolinks.com is another one where they list out all the best online casino site out there.. so if you’re a mad casino player, that site is useful for you. If you’re not, you can ignore this post, lol.

It’s 2.30 am and I should start working on my simple gif animations now… I have too much stuff to do left… come on brain, work dammit, work. Or I might just sleep and work on them in the mornin. Yeah, right. Like I can get up early, lol.

I have been searching and reading on Sam Raimi the whole night… I”m tired now and it’s like 3 am. I think I’m going to write on him for my assignment. I have all the necessary clips downloaded and all, now just to write essay on him. Anyways, before I go to bed, I’m going to write 2 reviews tonight, both connected. I”m going to write on plastic surgeries. LOL.

Before my friggin cable tv took my fave channels away (Home & Health channel) I used to watch this plastic surgery show where it shows people doing plastic surgery. Some were necessary… some were doing it for the sake of being pretty.. eh.. I used to think wow, it’s so cool you know? Instant fix. But from what I’ve watched, especially in MTV where people would get surgery to look like celebrity, and how much pain they went through..I was like wtf? No thanks.. I’ll remain fat. Well known artists like Ashley Simpson had nose job before and created a controversy.. even Ashley Tisdale, star of High School Musical (hah, both are Ashleys lol) had nose job.. why? O.o Their nose were fine before. I wonder if they got their nose jobs in Beverly Hills, CA.. well of course if you have problems breathing, you should get a nose job to fix the problem.. to pretty yourself up, eh.. if it all went wrong, was the pain worth it? The money? The time?

I’m beginning to hate this house in my hometown. It’s making me sick. Now I can’t breathe and that my chest feels weird from all the dust I’ve been inhaling. I wish I could get a house in KL… get a mortgage life insurance in case anything happens and I can’t pay the house (do you have any insurance? You shoud…)- say…. speaking of insurance do I even have a good insurance for myself and my properties? I mean, my house here in Ipoh has been flooded before..good thing the water didn’t go inside and ruin my furnitures and appliances. What if it was like other part of Malaysia before where the whole city was flooded and thousands of people lost their properties. I’d kill myself if anything happens to my stuff.. I won’t be able to take it.

Anyways, I’m babbling nonsense. I’ll write more later, IF my connection is good.

Urgh. Back in Ipoh now. Went to class yesterday but it was boring, lol.. it was just presentation.. and some weren’t so serious about it so it was boring. Some were good, making me jealous and mad that I fucked up mine. Left at 10.30 am and rushed back home, picked up mom, went to Petronas to fill gas, check tires etc…then went to pay bill at Telekom.. then went back home to pack. We were supposed to leave at 3 pm but mom wasn’t ready. Alas, we left at like almost 5 pm. Journey was ok. Traffic jam wasn’t too bad but FUCKING HELL.

I FUCKING FORGOT MY IC (identification card) AND DRIVING LICENSE!

Oh. my. god. How could I miss that 2 important thing? So I was driving without a license.. ack. I had to follow the speed limit cuz I was scared there’d be a police roadblock. I wonder how am I gonna drive back?? Nearing home, I stopped at Petronas again for free coffee! Yay. Free coffee :D

House isn’t too bad. Uncle told me my house has no power..turned out it was just the circuit breaker. Phew. But midnight, my net wouldn’t work. I was pissed…plus my control panel in this laptop and network folder wouldn’t open. It’s fucked. Grrr. I tried everything and nothing could fix it. Gonna try and get it fixed before I go back to KL next week. I’m moody now though. Not sure why.. just feeling blah and feel like I’m pissed off..but I don’t know why.

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I edited my post..I tend to overreact when I’m depressed. I don’t even know why I’m still depressed. My net is fucked at times. I hate this. I fucking hate this. Hm I need to upgrade wordpress.

See? I’m writing pissy entry.. so I am in fact moody today. Sorry.

LOL. I just HAVE to post this video here. This is the potty training video in Japan to teach little kids how to use the toilet. We watched this in Intro. to Animation class.. it was so fucking hilarious….

I couldn’t stop laughing. It’s majorly cute and all, but it’s about potty training…it is bizarre! LOL. Since I know how to read Japanese, there’s the song lyric when the character is doing the thingy, so I was singing it out loud and was pissing myself laughing. Haha. Japanese and their weirdness… It’s amazing how they can mix ultra cuteness and toilet training subject together, LOL. Omg. They used a little boy in it… hmm what about little girl? Next time tips for potty training girls video maybe? Hehehehehe…. Now I’m going to go sing along to it again. Shi-pa-Shi-pap-pa~!

Oh I finally fell asleep early yesterday.. like before 1 am or probably before 1.30 am-ish and I woke up at 7 am-ish when my kitty keep chewing my hair (yes she was lol)… even though I woke up twice during the night but I managed to go back to sleep.. my sleeping pattern is getting better.. yep, getting there… But I didn’t pack to go back to my hometown tonight tho.. ack. I need to do it fast after class.

I hate when my connection slows down. I can’t fucking do anything. Fuck you TM Net. Your service is so crap. Unfortunately I have no other choice because you’re the dominating company but it feels like it’s not worth paying like almost Rm100 for this piece of crap you call ‘broadband’ connection.

So anyways, next week after Videography class, I’m going back to my hometown. Yay for one week holiday. I have lots of stuff to do though. You know, whenever it’s holiday, all I’d do is sit at home and bore myself to death. I want to do something for a change. I want to go camping o.o *hears people snickering, scoffing, chuckling*

I’m serious. I’ve never gone camping before. It’s nice to you know, enjoy the nature once in a while. I’ve always wanted to go camping with a group of friends, then there’s me and my love, we’d share a tent *wink* What??? Sheesh you people and your perverted mind. Anyways.. it’ll be fun to spend time away from the busy city life..just get away from the stress and go enjoy nature…sit around the campfire, telling ghost stories… *sighs dreamily* Camping is not that popular in Malaysia..I mean sure there are some people who do camp and enjoys it, but it’s rare. And for those who don’t do it often, it’s expensive to buy the camping gear and all and I don’t think we can stand the bugs and shit like that. I’ve camped before.. but at SCHOOL. My friggin elementary school! One for the girl guide/scout camp when I was 10 where I slept in the hall..one islamic camp when I was 12… where I slept in the classroom.. one ’summer camp’ which was more like a friggin boring Islamic camp.. and the other one was also Islamic camp when I was 15… all sucked beyond no end. It’s not the traditional sleep-in-the-tent and roast-marshmallows-around-campfire thing.. it sucked..Omg.

Blah. I so need a vacation. Next entry…let’s talk about Spain ;) Hola! lol.

First of all, I wanna wish ‘GET WELL SOON!” to my babe Aaron because he’s been sick for 2 days :( And also to my mom because damn, I’m miserable here when she’s sick! LOL. She didn’t wake me up for meeting today because she ‘forgot’.. fucking bitch. She even dared to turn the blame back to me. Luckily meeting was canceled but I woke up, had headaches, rushed to get ready only to find out it’s been canceled.

Anyways, class was fun today :D First, study guide is out, so I have study guide now, finally. That means I have all the assignments that I need to do for this semester for History of TV & Film. Finally, I’m doing stuff I like. I mean, for the past 2 semesters all I did was drawing and more drawing and more drawing and arts and photos. I had a directing class but I didn’t learn jackshit. Students were absent, some didn’t come to class at all etc It was always just me and Jackie… and the whole time my lecturer would talk his racing hobby… and other ‘advices’… sure they’re useful but damn.. it was a hella boring class… we did nothing.. learned nothing.. everything that we did, we learned ourselves. Except maybe for Jackie, he was shown a little bit of editing..but every week class was pointless. I had absolutely no fucking idea how to do the workbook, script, even the damn storyboard. So now I’m finally enjoying my subjects.. hehe.. anyways, we have to do movie trailer recut …like a spoof for movie… I saw some in youtube, omg, they’re hilarious. Yay, finally movie editing. Fun!

I have to write on my ‘fave’ director.. when Mr Eddie (if you’re reading this, hi sir :P) asked me, I couldn’t think of anyone O.o Wtf. I have a favorite one but no names came into mind.. lol.. my favorite director would be…dundundun… GEORGE A. ROMERO! He’s like the godfather of zombie films, lol. Another is Lucio Fulci.. the godfather of gore. But I think I’ve only seen one of his zombie movies - City of the Living Dead. It was so fucked up. But the gore? AWESOME. Stupid story but great gore. I can never forget the image of the head being drilled. Totally classic.

But I also LOVE Sam Raimi. Of course, it’s because of the Evil Dead trilogies. One of my all time fave horror movies. The next in the list is Peter Jackson…of course, it’s because of Dead Alive aka Braindead (you think I’d say LOTR, hah!) … and next one is Wes Craven..because of the legendary Freddy Krueger from Nightmare on Elm Street. Yes, all of them are horror movie directors.. because I’m such a horror movie freak. LOL. I have no idea who to write on.

Ok, after class, I stayed a bit to help Mr Eddie pack stuff up and we talked about this blog, blogging in general and ‘blog censorship’…. that got me thinking - Do I censor my blog posts? Hmm. The answer is yes and no. I’ve been into blogging since 2001. All those times, I say what I like, what I want. Eventually, the posts returned back to haunt me. People throwing my ‘old words and phrases’ back to my fucking face. :( Also I realized, I used blog as my place to release anger and frustration..and being emo and suicidal. When blogging was popular back then between my friends, everyone I knew was all oh-so-emo. It made me sick. Annoyed the fuck out of me. Then I told to myself, I still wanna keep a diary of my life, but just cut the emo stuff to a minimum. Nobody likes whiny people. To those I don’t care about, I don’t give a fucking damn about you so if I say shit about you, I mean all of it so go fuck yourself and die :-) Yes, this applies to the two people that I hate the most. Jeya & Sey Tyng who ruined my college life. I’ll see you two in hell :-) Seriously, If I have the chance, I’ll blow both of your fucking brains to bits, and spit on your bloody corpse and piss on your grave. If I censor stuff (90% being my relationship with my ex, 5% close friend, 5% on other stuff that could possibly get me sued), there’s a reason behind it. I don’t want to hurt the feelings of people I care about.

I still have a very twisted, morbid mind :-)

Like I always say to everyone.. I’m extremely nice girl, but once you fuck with me, I’ll make sure your life would be a living hell. ^___^

Sorry for being weird. I’m watching Eraserhead with my kitty.. so I’m in a weird mood O.o;;;;

EDIT// Done watching Eraserhead. All I could is …WOW…. just….wow… disturbing and fucking weird on so many levels. But I loved it. The symbolism, the meaning behind everything (read about them)…but the movie is just ….disturbing… oh how avant-garde. But man, the mutant baby is so ugly, if it grows up it needs some serious surgery by some cosmetic dentist in Jersey, haha. Somehow I feel sorry for it though :(