I’m still a bit emotional. My mom gave away all 8 kittens that I had last Sunday so now the kitchen is pretty ….quiet :( I miss them. They were so cute …gah. I can still see 3 of them if I want to cuz mom gave them away to my cousin but considering that my cousin is retarded and can’t care shit, I’m expecting the worst. The last time I gave my cats to her for her to take care of while I was in KL, she killed a cat (aibon x.x) and her 4 cute, chubby kittens :( and she let 2 of my cats (Billy and Yuki) ran away :( Grrrr. I hate her.

Anyways, did any of you see Miss Universe yesterday? LOL. Miss USA fell on her ass.. LOL. That’s what you get for looking so cocky and arrogant. Yay for karma.

On Monday I went to see BLADES OF GLORY with H. At first I didn’t want to see it cuz it looks crap and figure skating didn’t seem appealing to me but after watching the trailer and after knowing Will Ferrel and JON HEDER!!! (from Napoleon Dynamite) are in it I decided to give it a try.

The movie was ok and entertaining but not enough to make me laugh like mad, and I only managed to smile. The crowd at the cinema including H were laughing their farking arse off and I was like “………………….” cuz I didn’t find it funny. Maybe because all the jokes in the movie are so cliche and have been overused that I don’t find it funny anymore. H thought I didn’t get the joke but I did, just that I’ve heard them too many times lol I kinda expected them. I think I was the only one in the cinema who wasn’t laughing the whole time haha. But Jon Heder was really cute :D And the last part where both of them had to do the routine together, that was awesome! I love that part :D

You know what I really want to see? SHREK 3! Now THAT’s what I call uber hilarious! I guess I’m into parody movie more. Can’t wait - one more day for premiere of Shrek 3. I’m gonna get ready to die laughing. It’s gonna be awesome!

After the movie H treated me lunch at Pizza Hut. I dunno why but I felt like having heavy food lol. We ordered a regular pizza, parmesan breadstix, 2 chicken soups, chicken meatballs in carbonara sauce for me and chicken meatballs with tomato sauce for him and for desert he had this strawberry puff with ice cream on top. He fed me a couple of spoonful, yummy!!! I didn’t bring my cam so I didn’t take any pictures. Hehe. They forgot our pepsi drink and we didn’t get the drinks till we finished everything, blah.

Then went up the Tesco and I didn’t bring any money so H bought me a pack of snack (cheese ring mmm!!), a bottle of shampoo and a bottle of hair reparing lotion cuz I needed those. Hehe. :)

Tonight I had an allergic reaction to some snack I ate and my lips were swollen as hell :( But it’s ok now though, the swelling has subsided. God I hate that. H text messaged me saying that Lucy wanted to go out for dinner and wanted me to come along but I had huge swollen lips so I couldn’t go :(
Ok I better wrap this up and go to bed. Night.

Ok you know that in my last post I mentioned H annoyed me when he dissed Sanjaya and praised Jordin? Haha guess what happened? He finally watched Sanjaya’s performance on that finale show and sms’ed me saying he understands now why I like Sanjaya so much because he could see that night he was definitely hot and awesome!! HAHA Omg. I was laughing so hard when I read that. See? NEVER DISS MY SANJAYA!

Anyways on Friday H picked me up at almost 1 pm and we want to the bank first.. mom gave me a little bit of money to convert to SL currency and when H saw that, he decided to give me a little bit too! Thank you :) I’m not so flat broke now in-world haha.. but I will be again once I buy the stuff I want to buy x.x

After going to the bank, we went to Jusco to eat lunch. He suggested me McDonalds but I didn’t feel like it so he treated me at the food court.. god that place sucked but there was nowhere else :( Had some chinese food and the juice was wayyyyyyy too sweet. H finished half of it for me, lol. We checked out the cinema and at first he wanted to see Pirates of the Caribbean 3 but I said no.. wanted to go karaoke so I could be hyper because I was VERY VERY, EXTREMELY CRANKY on that day.

So we went to e-box nearby, the last time I went to k-box with Gareth.. the room is smaller compared to k-box.. and we didn’t get any complimentary snacks.. overcharged us with drinks but we got student discount XD Cool.

OH MY GOD. The moment I held the mic I got too crazy.. we thought they don’t have latest songs.. but there are some although k-box has better song selections. What’s cool was that we sang most of songs together as duet or me as backup singer.. with Gareth it wasn’t like that lol. With him we took turns to sing our song which wasn’t so fun.

Songs that we sang that I remember are our song, sexyback by Justin, lol, Nelly Furtado’s Promiscuous, Pussycat Doll’s Don’t Cha and Beep… 5ive… N’sync.. Backstreet Boys.. the love duet Something Stupid by Nicole Kidman and Robbie Williams… erm.. something from Blue.. The Beatles…Spice Girls.. Black Eyed Peas, Fergie, S Club 7, and of course we went crazy with Bon Jovi’s You Give Love a bad name (because Blake performed that song on the finale)…Lindsay Lohan… I forgot what else lol.. Then H sang the chinese song that was his song 2 years ago and I sang a funny malay song.

I had the best time ever.

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Argh. I was super cranky yesterday. I fell asleep at almost 5.30 AM.. chatted with someone.. there’s one good thing about yahoo mail.. you can chat with people as you open your mailbox and read email, no need to load yahoo messenger anymore! One bad thing is that I always forget that and don’t put my status as offline so people can see me online. Hehe. It’s all good.

So I keep waking up at like 9 am.. 10 am.. 12 pm.. 1 pm… I woke up, downloaded SL and got an sms from H and frigging hell, he told me who won American Idol~! Argh. He spoiled it for me. So no more surprise for me when watching the show :( I was seriously hoping Blake Lewis wins cuz I support Blake…GO BLAAAKE~!! But yeah.. vocal-wise, Jordin Sparks wins. So that wasn’t a surprise there. But I was soooooo happy to see Sanjaya Malakar performing ‘You really got me‘ (was it by Van Halen or Kinks?) SANJAYA *mad fangirl scream*… but yeah.. I’m a huge fan of Sanjaya. Damn that smile. But yeah H later sms me and was dissing Sanjaya and praising Jordin. Ok. I HATE when people diss Sanjaya. Enough already. If he can’t sing so what? Don’t fucking compare Sanjaya with Jordin. Ok? Ok. Antonella was worst. And so was Haley. Nonetheless, I still love Jordin but that put me in a bad mood again for the rest of the night :(

My phone is another thing. It’s so stupid I feel like smashing it. I cleaned some of old messages and new messages appeared.. even from back in January. WTF? It was hiding all these time??

Ok I better go to sleep now. I’ll leave you with a picture of Sanjaya from last night’s finale performance ;) *mad fangirl scream and faints* Sanjaya reminds me of Michael Jackson, hehe.

*credit to whoever made the siggy.

I need to upgrade my wordpress. Need to do that sometime this week.

Anyways… I want to blog about my lunch.. on Monday, I promised H we’d go for lunch (thanks for the lunch H) so he picked me up at 1 pm and we went to Secret Recipe near Jusco (but not the one IN Jusco).. he wanted to go to the one at Syuen Hotel but seriously didn’t feel like being anywhere near jam packed streets.

Everyone knows Secret Recipe has the best cheese cakes ever :P (apart from Starbucks) but of course, expensive food SHOULD be good or else why are they so damn expensive?? LOL. But I didn’t have any cheese cakes :( Didn’t feel like it. But here’s what I had:

First, the heavenly yummylicious brownie with ice cream and chocolate sauce… HEAVENNNNN. So damn yummy! But unfortunately I only finished half! Argh. Stupid stomach couldn’t eat it all :( Such a waste :(

Then the main stuff - the uber delicious CHICKEN CORDON BLEU.. chicken meat with (melted) cheese inside that oozes out as you cut the chicken… french fries, salad, onions, tomato and cucumber. It’s my favorite food when I go to Secret recipe apart from spaghetti and lasagna. Writing this at the moment makes me soooo hungry… unfortunately I didn’t finish that chicken either! Gragh. I hate you stomach.

Here’s what H had:

Cheese choc!… mmmmm cheese cake. Yummy. He did ‘feed’ me the whipped cream… *drools* looooove it.

He had a heavy breakfast he said so he only had this chicken curry puff… ANOTHER YUMMYLICIOUS FOOD. Arghhh.. he ‘fed’ me a few spoonful of the filling and arghhhh … yummy chicken curry…

Then of course we both had this -

OREO MILKSHAKE! I gave my oreo to H cuz again, my stupid stomach didn’t feel like it.. and again I only finished half the glass… ARRRGH curse you stomach LOL. But it was too heavy… too much blended oreo and milk or whatever… made me sick :(

Here are some of cakes and cheese cakes available.. yummy looking aren’t they? :P

There was this family - chinese guy and what seemed to be an indonesia lady and their kid - about 2 yrs old or so.. omg that kid was sooooooooooooooooo cute!!!! She (or he? o.O) was like giggling, smiling and waving at us… omg so cute. Want one my own little bundle of joy LOL.

So after that we went durian (you know, the fruit :P) hunting at Kg Simee.. gah. Not durian season yet! So we couldn’t find any :( Pfffft. I love durians. I know most of you couldn’t even stand the smell but seriously, give it a taste and you’ll love it!

Then after that I bought my dvd (mentioned in previous blog), stopped at 7-eleven for water and went back home. He wanted to play Dota (the warcraft game) but thank god he listened to me when I said I don’t want to. I don’t like cybercafes. I prefer my own home, my computer and my own SL :D

Unfortunately later that day, my super psycho cat Mika scratched me so I had a very bloody palm and fingers which now has turned into very red wounds. At least I can bend my thumb now… no wait, I can’t cuz the band aid is still wrapped around it.. hmmm

It’s almost 6 am and I’m still awake, LOL.

I want to blog about my lunch with H but I’d have to do it later today… I still haven’t downloaded pictures from my digital cam. We went for lunch at SECRET RECIPE yesterday and after that we went durian hunting (durians not in season yet tho blah) and then I asked him to go to a store that sells pirated cds and dvds cuz I desperately in need of new horror movie. I found PLANE DEAD aka FLIGHT OF LIVING DEAD (YAY ZOMBIE!!!).

First of all, I think no other can beat the greatness of the legendary GEORGE A. ROMERO. But then again, I’m a HUGE zombie fan and I’ll watch any zombie movies. I’ve watched quite a lot of zombie movies, most are crap but there are some good ones. What I like in a zombie movie is the level of gore. I want people kicking the zombie’s ass, a total zombie action with blood splattered on the wall and floor.. brains on the floor.. guts flying… limbs all around… I want a COMPLETE MESS. So far… even Romero couldn’t beat DEAD ALIVE/BRAIN DEAD’s goriness :D

Now back to the movie. I read reviews that many compare it to SNAKES ON A PLANE. I haven’t seen that one but hmmm.. oh well. One thing is not that appealing to me is the location.. a plane. Plane is not THAT big so you have less space to run and stuff. I like a big, empty area… even though you’re trapped. Ok so it’s the usual shit… there’s a virus thingy from this woman for experiment.. the plane had a turbulence and she woke up… the guard freaked out, shot her and she wakes up as a zombie. What I like is that they actually explains about the virus… why it’s for and stuff instead of just “oh, it’s government stuff” and that’s it.

Then of course, zombie got out… starts going for human flesh then one by one turns into zombie and WHAM BAM. Zombie kickass time. The level of gore… is so much better than 28 Weeks later because I could actually satisfy myself watching zombie actions… blood, guts, limbs.. etc The only thing is that everything is too predictable .. maybe I’ve watched too much zombie movies that everything can be predicted lol.

I like the ending… of course you gotta need a twist and there’s a little twist (still predictable ending), lol. But considering this was a limited budget movie, it was actually pretty damn good! You don’t get very, very, very annoying actors that can’t act at all… effects were good even though some parts you can tell if was CGI, hot babes (Kristen Kerr is pretty!) and good zombie actions. Not much of comedy in the movie but Frank (played by Kevin J O’Connor) was quite amusing! 9/10! And yay the RM7 was worth it XD Based on the crappy pirated dvd cover, I thought it was some really crappy low budget movie! Like ZOMBIE HONEYMOON. God. That sucked beyond imagination.

Ok so on Friday, I decided to watch a movie with Sharina. H suddenly said he’s free so he requested to tag along with us girls.. hehe.. First we decided to watch Spiderman 3 again but the night before, me and Sharina discussed again and she told me 28 Weeks Later is out. YAYYY. It’s a sequel to 28 Days Later. I loved the first one - it’s a zombies movie!! So we decided to watch that instead. I thought the movie was at 1 pm, then turned out it’s actually at 12:10 pm. Picked Sharina up, went to meet H then bought the ticket (thanks H for the ticket!) .. and went to watch the movie. After the movie we went to eat lunch because we were freezing cold (again thanks H for the lunch! LOL) then he left while me and Sharina went shopping. Just bought snacks and drinks before we went back home. At 7 pm I watched GOOD CHARLOTTE on tv , you know, the one where they performed in Malaysia that I friggin missed… it was AWESOME. Omg Billy’s so hot. So damn sexy. But it was like 1 hour so I bet they cut most of the good stuff or put it in 2 parts. DAMNIT.

Now onto my movie review - 28 Weeks Later.

First of all it’s a ZOMBIE movie. YAY! I love zombies. Can’t you tell? LOL. So basically in the first part, whole Britain was infested by some kind of virus and everyone turns into this raging undead searching for human flesh. Now in the sequel, movie starts off with a group of survivors living in the basement… you know… it was really slow.. just talk talk talk… then suddenly… WHAM BAM!!!!!!! OMG. We were at the middle seat, the sound was so loud it nearly made my heart jump out of my chest! It shocked the bejeebus about of me. LOL. Totally didn’t expect that.

Ok. So then they showed that Britain is clean. The virus is no more. So people started immigrating back to Britain. They have this special zone developed for the new people… while some other part is still not considered safe. The main character is this cute boy named Andy and really pretty girl named Tammy… then they saw their mom still alive.. who’s infected, then infected the dad then WHAM BAM!! Spread of virus again…. the fun begins.

OK. What I love is all the blood spraying, guts flying and limbs busted. What I don’t love is IT’S NOT ENOUGH. The gore is not enough for me. It’s probably too disgusting for most people but for hardcore horror movie addict like me - NOT ENOUGH. MORE MORE MORE! MORE BLOOD, MORE GUTS MORE GORE. lol. The best part is when huge group of zombies being massacred by the helicopter. Total bloody mess. But I can understand. The sequel is more towards the survivors than people being infected so the zombies aren’t focused on much.

The zombies - too fast and too crazy man. LOL. They’re like friggin mad. I like slow zombies which is more scarier but that’s different. Those would be the undead raised from the ground but this is the infected with virus kind of zombies. But seriously, I didn’t enjoy much of zombie slaying… the camera was crazy too and very shaky.

But the movie was awesome. Love the theme music too, it’s creepy. It’s scary because it makes you feel like what if you’re trapped and you have nowhere to run …and the only option is to die :( In the cinema there was this old chinese guy talking on the phone OUT LOUD. TWICE. Oh god. So annoying. Then suddenly H answered the phone O.O; He, too, was talking out loud and I was like WTF??? You’re watching a movie, stop answering the phone!

So getting the movie on DVD. The ending suggests continuity - 28 months later perhaps? Hehe. I really hope so!

Hehe thanks for the comments on the previous post! :) Love you both! *hugggsss*

I’m not in a bad mood anymore. Yesterday I felt like half of the weight of problems I’ve been carrying seemed to disappear. I hope nothing happens to screw it up.

Yesterday I went to Kuala Lumpur (it was a day trip). With all the ‘drama’ that night I couldn’t sleep.. so I was browsing the websites for the two colleges that I wanted to go - Sunway University College and Segi College. Segi’s new campus at Kota Damansara has been opened so I was excited and woke up mom to tell her about it and we kinda chatted until 5 am! LOL. So the whole morning mom blamed me for her headache XD Oops. I only had half an hour sleep and I slept in the wrong position so I hurt my ribcage area.. feels like I had knives in there @_@ Ouch.

We left at 8:30 am LOL. But I went to McDonald’s drivethrough to get breakfast and woot woot, the coffee kept me awake. We reached around 11:30 am.. I was supposed to see my doctor at 10:30 am.. lol. So we went straight to Gleneagles Intan hospital and I waited….I waited… I waited… I was so sleepy :( There was this old guy who fell asleep and he was snoring REAL LOUD! Omg. LOL. At the same time H messaged me and we talked it out on what happened the other night so that lifted my mood :)

After seeing the doc, we went back to Damansara back to my apartment so mom could settle some bills, then we headed out to find Segi college’s new campus at Kota Damansara. The thing was, I didn’t know how to go, LOL. I remember seeing a new building when my uncle took us to Kota Damansara before but I wasn’t sure..so we were like cruising and cruising… nearly got lost.. bla bla… then BAM!

OH MY FRIGGING LORD.

I saw the college and goddamn it was HUUUUUUUUUUGGEE.

Because I’ve been in a stupid SMALL college for years and then suddenly I’m going to a HUGGGE college that’s like 10 times bigger than my old one was something um shocking for me. It’s located next to a smart school - Sri KDU.. and even that private school looks 20 times better than normal high schools in Malaysia. Must be for rich smart students. DAMN YOU LUCKY BITCHES. lol.

Anyways.. so we went in.. the guard took my id at the gate .. geez what for? Not like i’m gonna rob the place o.O; LOL.. then had to walk up the big stairs to go to the room.. the campus is not fully finished yet and not officially opened yet. I can see dust, construction smells, construction noises, paint smell etc etc but the place looks awesomely great. Is that a college or hotel? o.O;;;; Even Sunway Uni college and LimKokWing Uni College and Help Uni College - 3 top private uni in Malaysia don’t look that good O.o;; So we sat at the lobby which kinda look like a hotel lobby lol and mom was like gawking at the place.. then talked to this counselor and he’s nice.

What I like about SEGi col is that they have almost 50% discount for malay students so YAY!!! Non-malay students fees is around Rm30,000+ while I have to pay only RM15,500 ;) and another good thing is that they said mom don’t have to pay if I apply PTPTN loan :D So mom’s extremely happy to hear that. I wanted to take Diploma in Performing Arts (Theatre) but ummm. It’s not that appealing anymore. So I’m going for Diploma in Video & Animation since you know I LOVE videos and stuff :) College will start in July so I have 1 1/2 months to enjoy XD Also, this college is so much closer to my place so no more city traffic jams! God I was so worried I would have to go to Sunway for their campus. That’s waaaay too far and too much traffic. No tolls either for a change :D Unlike my Japanese school..RM 2.50 toll everyday XD I’m crossing my fingers nothing will screw up this time that prevents me from going there. An please… no drama :( But it most likely will happen.

So after that we stopped at IKEA and I treated mom late lunch/early dinner there for my late mother’s day present, LOL. I don’t give her gifts since the last time I did, when she pissed me off I smashed those gifts, oops. So I just treat her food XD Then we went back to my apartment, got on SL and got too hyper then drove back home at 10 pm.. reached back home 12 am, watched a little bit of American Idol and fell asleep @_@.

So that was my day!

If you read it all, a cookie for you :P

Wow the past few days has been… wow.
Depressing post, you’ve been warned.

I’ve been in a seriously bad mood. Maybe I’m PMS’ing but urgh. I hate it. Been having stomach pain too for a few days which is double bad. My mom keeps bitching at me about my ‘addiction’ to SL.. and H had a problem with it too. Oi. If real life isn’t about pushing me to the edge, I wouldn’t be too ‘addicted’. I’m so much happier ‘living’ in SL than in real life. Blah. Yeah so what if it’s just a ‘game’..so what if it’s just a ‘virtual world’? If people don’t give me shit in real life I wouldn’t be depressed all the time and wouldn’t turn into second life to keep me happy.

My mom has been seriously testing my patience since couple of days ago. Seems like she likes to provoke me more and more. What’s worst is that she’s starting to call me bad names… implying stuff then later denies it which piss me off even more. She purposely say stuff to piss me off like she’s trying to pick a fight with me…then when I exploded she plays the blame game and of course denying everything. I don’t want to say what else we fight about because I don’t know who reads this blog but jeebus cripes, i’m so sick of this.

God, there’s too much drama in my life. Ever since I was 13, there has been too much drama, too much shit … I don’t want to go back to being the friggin depressed girl who cuts herself and attempts suicide. I’ve worked so hard to hide my emotion so just leave me alone x.x Stop provoking me and testing out my patience limits.

Heh, you don’t see this type of post from me a lot.. I must really be PMS’ing or having one of those unexpected mood swings. I wanna go back to college but I seriously hate to think it’ll turn into another ‘Olympia’…… oh god, extreme drama and crap. Extreme racism. Extreme politics. Oh god. Why the fuck did I even go to that place.

Special thanks to Aaron aka Elvis for being such a sweetie to me tonight. Thanks a bunch hun :)

I need to go to bed now. Argh driving to KL tomorrow at 7am.. Goodnight. Sorry for the depressing post but I needed to let some things out. I’ll just keep the rest to myself XD I know nobody likes a whiner.

PS: I saw the last part of Good Charlotte in Malaysia concert on MTV. Shit. I missed it because of the stupid exam that I couldn’t even do? God. I could’ve just gone there, snuck myself into their van, then rape Billy. Seriously. He was even hotter now then when I saw him personally in Singapore :( Urge. To. Rape. Billy. Arising. You know what mom said? She said I SHOULD HAVE GONE THERE. Wtf? She was the one who said no in the first place. Typical of her. Always changing words later on. BLAH.

Blog PART 2. Okay.. after I went swimming my hair got all frizzy and uncontrollable.. seriously! Must be the chlorine.. I couldn’t control it anymore LOL.. so on Wednesday I went for hair rebonding! Again, thanks H for RM250 for the hair rebonding :)

OMG see the hair? OMG. See what the swimming did to it? OMG. So anyways.. usually I’d go to HAIR PORT for rebonding and they’re very well known for that.. been doing so for the past few years…BUT this time I decided to go to PHILIPPE SUM… they’re well known too so yeah since it has been opened here decided to try it…

Now you see.. I’m used to getting my hair done by GIRLS at hair port but at philippe sum, it’s all guys there! O.O There was this guy who was sitting at the corner, with sunglasses on.. not talking or moving and it was so mysteriously sexy, LOL. So I got this guy to do my hair… OH MY GOODNESS. He was sooooooooooooo friggin cute!! I was like grinning and smiling the whole time!

Haha I was sooooooooo happy!! LOLOLOL. I’d jump him right that second if only it wasn’t a public place, LOL. You know who he reminds me of? YAMASHITA SHOON of YA-YA-YAH… (except he’s skinnier than Shoon)

Seriously. The first time I saw him I was like “Holy shit, it’s Shoon’s clone!”… and I was soooo fortunate to have him doing my hair until the end :D But poor him.. he must be one patient guy to do my hair alone.. he was very soft and unfortunately slow (he was so careful).. LOL.. but slower the better.. more time too oogle at him.. we went there at like 3 something PM I think and finished at 8 pm.. H had some church stuff to go to so SORRY for the delay :( Hehe that guy’s name is Louis.. he wasn’t very talkative when H was there but when he washed my hair, he started talking :D :D So happy :D Love the feeling of his hand on the back of my neck ;) LOL ok I’ll stop before I’ll get turned on LOL.

But I think after the 2nd wash stuff, he was rushing stuff. I think he noticed H wanting to go and stuff. Blah. Wish I could have more time with him ;) But at least the last part he smiled at me nyannnn… cho kawaii~!!!!! That’s ok. I’m coming back home to color my hair and LOUIS I WANT YOUUUUU… only you can touch my hair! ~ Ok. erm. Sorry got carried away. H was panicking and he almost wanted to leave me there for 2 hours and I was like WTF.

Anyways….. got back home only to find out MY NET HAS BEEN CUT. Goddamn. I was so friggin pissed off.. but thanks to H for letting me use his net.. it meant a lot :) Since that was a special night for me on SL LOL. :)

Oh and yesterday H came over and watched Norbit with me… didn’t get to see the ending since cd skipped but LOL the movie is so funny! Ok piccies for you… of my new hair :D Sorry if I look like shit.. it was damn hot outside..

Hehe.. Louis said the haircut is pretty .. well of course he would cuz he cut it, LOL but my mom hates it *shrugs* Oh well. Need to color it now!