Fuck.

I screwed up my economic exam too.. but not as bad as the math one though.. I was up all night.. trying to memorize 216 pages of economic stuff.. ahhhh! I finished the whole book exactly 5 minutes before 9 am (my exam at 9.30 am).. brain overloaded with economic stuff. Since I stayed up all night now I’m a little woozy.. LOL. Couldn’t remember a thing! Last night I was like “inflation..zzz… stagflation… zzz… protectionism zzzz…. demand curve supply tradeunionbarrierblah9w34rwsfsdf;lksdfs,mefsi… zzzZZzzzz“
So I rushed to the college at 9.20 am.. gah.. i was in such a hurry, so sleepy.. so I went to college in like.. my sweatpants and oversized shirt and fuzzy hair cuz I thought it was like math exam where I’d be taking the exam in a small room with like less than 10 people I’ve never met and cared.. turned out they combined many exams and make it in the auditorium..! AHH! I saw Lucy there taking the same exam.. AHHHH.. and I saw her bf Charles too! AHHH! I was like in a total mess .. had the gross zombie look going on! I saw some other familiar faces.. Opened the exam paper and my mind went blank! And my left temple started throbbing.. migraine :( But thank god it wasn’t a painful one. I was reading the question and was like “inflation is … oh shit… scarcity is oh shit… market structures is …oh shit… difference between microeconomics and macroeconomics.. oh i know this!… no wait.. OH SHIT“

I was like.. trying to search for words what to put on the paper. :( Then like by 10.10 am.. one by one started to leave the room.. I was like.. WTF? How could they finish this early?? Charles tapped my table and I smiled at him, LOL.. seriously, on the day I look horrible is the day I meet old friends.. bah.. before 11.30 am .. Lucy left and there was like less than 5 people in the room.. So I left one question and decided to leave before 12 pm.. because we’re not allowed to leave half an hour before the exam finishes. Didn’t want to stay alone.
Blah.

2 done. 1 more to go.

I’m gonna post Tokio Hotel’s video on this page so i can release my tension watching Bill.. screaming.. schreeeeiiiii!

Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

This is gonna be short though. Yesterday as I was blogging my previous post, suddenly the domain server went bezerk.. like it won’t load and stuff.. and just now I got an email from the hosting company saying there was a script in my other domain (which shares space with this domain) that’s being abused… goddamn spam script!!!!!!!! It made my usage overloaded the entire server. 1000+ spam comments.. no wonder my domain won’t load yesterday. I used greymatter for blogging before so there’s no protection for the comment part.. but the guy has disabled the script so I think should be ok. Will take the blog down soon. But look what I found from the old blog - an old picture of me! LOL. The only pic I found.. I lost the rest during the disk format :(

PS: Starbucks coffee is t3h s3x!

Fuck.

Well exam today was seriously fucked up.
Seriously. Half of the questions were on the 4 chapters that I didn’t learn (differentiation, second level derivative, integration and economic applications)…… and some questions were totally blah! Like not something we learned. I have to retake again. This time I’m going to class :( No more self studying because it’s stupid. H invited to have lunch at pizza hut but I declined.. no appetite to eat, LOL. Was too pissed off at the exam but he was nice enough to buy me some super duper delicious yummylicious BBQ chicken wings tonight .. aww :)

Oh well, one exam done, 2 more to go.

*sighs* If only I could kidnap a boy to rape right now.. LOL.. Billy Martin or Bill Kaulitz…………………. *crazy psychotic fan girl mode*

I read that GC rocked at the malaysia’s concert.. and I missed it for nothing! GAH. I hate myself. By the way, the shirt Billy’s wearing in the picture is the new item from his clothing line, LEVEL27 … I so need to get a new hoodie there.. and shirt.. What I like about Billy is that he loves dark arts and ZOMBIES.. oh yeah :D He’s an amazing artist. You can check out his arts here! I still love my Level27 hoodie.. it’s the hoodie that Billy saw, the one that Good Charlotte hugged… and signed! And I’m posting 2 sexy pics of Bill Kaulitz.. ich liebe dich!! *fangirl scream* Ok enough babbling

I decided not to go to Good Charlotte’s concert last yesterday. I hate myself. I hate the fucking college and exams. :( Today’s Math exam.. and I currently have forgotten everything that I’ve learned. ARRRRGh. What am I doing blogging now? I dunno. I need a break. My brain has been tortured enough.
Happy Belated Columbine Anniversary. 4/20

So yesterday I went to study with Sharina at the library… nothing exciting happened. Later we went to McDonalds for a short while.. but my ex (I’ll just refer to him as H from now on cuz I’m not sure if he allows me to put his name here? lol).. so H text messaged me while I was studying and I said I’m hungry so he dropped off McDonalds meal on the garden table :) Yay. I ended up staying up all night again.. sorta studying while er.. being on SL. lol.

Oh ya, H asked me to go to secretaries nite dinner that the secretary club at my college is having early next month.. H is willing to sponsor me.. ;) Yay. He said they have outdone my secretary club before because they are having it at the Syuen Hotel, which is quite expensive.. wow. Ours before was at Hillcity Hotel.. which is small and a bit sucky.. and I was the EMCEE with H.. ahhhh. I remember how stressed I got. Oh and also, H said he’s gonna sponsor my hair rebonding.. which means my hair won’t be fuzzy anymore! Woot woot. I seriously need a trim or haircut.. I’m just not sure if I wanna go for the emo style, cute-girl-next-door style or just plain normal. Hmmm.

I’m so totally in love with Jared Leto in THE KILL video (by 30 seconds from mars)
Goddamn hot emo look.
Goddamn hot guys with eyeliner.
Goddammit.

Actually I didn’t know it was Jared Leto until I heard it in the radio yesterday.. no wonder he looked familiar. I loved him in.. urban legends I think. I forgot what other movies I’ve seen him in.

I forgot what other stuff I wanna blog about. Yeah. so I’ll go back studying now. Wish me luck. I seriously think I’m gonna fail tomorrow. Hopefully my econ and accounting will be fine. Blah.

HELL YEAH!

I woke up and mom told me I have some letters outside (and they’re wet :( ) which seems like cards.. so I was like huh? cards? So I went outside to check and noticed they’re from MTV.. so I carefully opened it and guess what? They’re GOOD CHARLOTTE TICKETS! :D Since the concert is by invitation only so I’m happy.. funny thing is I entered the contest 3 times so I have like 15 passes now… LOL… I’m gonna try to go but if I can’t then hmmm. I’ll just frame up the tickets :P Those tickets made my day! But still, lucky to those who can get VIP tickets and Meet and Greet passes.

My Second Life character has a blog now: Totally Adrianna!

I’m so tired :(
So yesterday, I woke up, had breakfast and Sharina called at 12 pm or something saying her job interview is over and asked me if I wanted to study and I said ok.. lol, but I didn’t get ready until like 3 pm.. so picked her up, and studied at the mall. Too much numbers. Argh. The hotdog stall, 1901 has been opened there! YAY YAY YAY. Omg. LOL. I love that stall in Kuala Lumpur. Finally they opened it in Ipoh. so Anyways, after 2 hours we decided to call it a day and went to MPH Bookstore to find math book but there wasn’t any. As usual, we ended up looking at the recipe book section, oogling at yummy chocolate pictures :D Then the language section, LOL. I bought a basic Japanese grammar book because it seems useful :P

Then I bought Oreo McFlurry at McDonalds.. and we went shopping a little bit, lol. We then moved to Tesco and lmao… I was waiting for this dude to load his stuff into his car so I gave the signal for the parking spot and waited.. then this car passed by and went straight into the empty parking spot in front of us! Omg I felt so stupid because there was a parking spot and we didn’t see it! It was embarassing…. we were laughing so hard… then came another car and went into another parking spot opposite of the other car just now.. omg.. I’ve never felt so stupid in my life lmao. We were laughing so hard till we hard tears in our eyes :(

Ok the rest of this blog is gonna be about my MORBID OBSESSION.. please don’t continue reading if you’re gonna get offended.

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When I got on SL, Cy IM’d me and was like “So you found a new love?” and I was like what?? Then he told me he was talking about the school shooting.. ahhhh! I’ve been studying the whole day so I didn’t know much.. he told me it was an asian kid.. haha was hoping a cute japanese guy :P Then he showed me the pic and I was disappointed.. ruined my morbid fantasy :(

Anyways, I was shocked to hear he outdone Eric and Dylan… I think 33 dead including himself? That’s the deadliest massacre ever.. ! My condolences to the family :( I read he was just a weird kid… I wonder if he did it out of anger solely? And I wonder if he did it to outdone E&D? I mean come on, most school shooters these days just wanna share ‘popularity’ of E&D as a copycat.. sheesh. That’s so fucked up. And since this Friday is the Columbine anniversary so I really wonder, lol. This guy Cho didn’t leave lots of clues behind so it’s no fun. Maybe he’s just fucked up in the head. Oh well.. Eric & Dylan are still in my school shooting fantasy…

You Americans should really be more strict on guns control… but then again, Malaysians can’t have guns.. kids improvised by using knives, acid from the chem lab or beating the shit out of them till they die. Seriously. :( That school shooter should just come to my college and shoot everyone.. because seriously, they need to die. Innocent people at other places like in Virginia Tech don’t.. but people at my college really needs to fucking die for the way they treat people. No joke. And I’m not alone in this. I could easily recruit my own ’soldiers’ to help me out :P

I still can’t make decision whether I want to go to Sunway University College or Segi College. Gah. Since both offers the course I want, now the only way to help me decide where to go is the environment.. if the studying environment is good and looks cozy, that’s where I’ll go. I saw my friend’s pictures now that they’re in Japan.. so jealous :( They took pretty pictures and they announced their new address and phone number.. seriously jealous that they could be there to study. lol. And seriously jealous that my aunt is going to Japan tomorrow o.O;

I’m gonna make a blog for my character in Second Life.. not sure when I’ll get it done though lol, hopefully by tonight or tomorrow.. since I’m gonna be quite busy today. I’ve setup the subdomain and installed wordpress, just need to edit template and make some graphics. Argh exams next week. I’m arghhhh *pulls hair* And good charlotte concert this Saturday :( Pfft. I wish I could go.. and rape Billy..

… I wanted to blog about something else too but I forgot what, LOL. Oh well.

I thought I’d post a few pics of some of my friends from my Japanese school (帝京マレーシア日本語学院) during the bon odori cuz I dunno.. I miss them, they were fun to hangout with even though I wasn’t so close to them. I loved bon odori because that was the night we became temporary celebrities to people, haha. Can you guess which one is me in the pic? hehe. Yes, the ugly one.

*yawns*

I’m still sleepy for some reasons. lol. I stayed up for two days :( Can’t remember much tho.. But I think I ended up dancing alone in my house, LOL. MTV was showing good music videos too so yeah, ended up dancing!

Me and my ex boyfriend - still… awkward. A little bit. What awkward is that when he messages me he acts like he used to when we were best friends. So this past 2 months that I’ve been pissed off at him seems like… didn’t happen.. like the 2 months disappeared or something cuz seriously, the idea of talking to him again never crossed my mind. I shouldn’t say more cuz this is public blog :P People might use my words against me like it did before pffft.

American Idol - SANJAYA YAY. Finally Haley is out!

This is gonna be a long blog.

My bookstore member card came in the mail today, woot.

Yesterday I went to study with Sharina. Took mom a while to cook lunch and stuff so ended up going to study at 1 pm, lol. We went to this other public library that we’ve never been to before and we felt really awkward there… so we decided not to get out of the car. I suggested studying at the mall, LOL… so we went to Jusco’s food court and studied there. YES. Food court. Surrounded with delicious food. Bah in Kuala Lumpur, there’s cafe in the bookstores.. like MPH, Kinokuniya and Borders so you can study there but Ipoh sucks donkey’s ass! There was this cleaner indian guy who was like trashing plates in the trolley thing.. he was so noisy. I think he hates his job lol. He came to our table to pick up my bowl (had fruit jelly cocktail, yummy!) and saw our thick math notes on the table. He stood next to our table, looking at our notes and stuff for 5 minutes and I’m like o.O;;; wtf? LOL. Had migraine attack again, as usual. I think I can’t look at math anymore.. Then we went shopping for a while before I sent her home, rushed back home to pick up mom and sent her to buy cat foods.. Then got on second life as usual. Hehe.

So today I overslept. Woke up at 12 pm I think :( I had a very strange dream of Eric.. and I was being interviewed for that damn tv show… so weird. LOL. Weirder part is when we started to playfully shoot each other with invisible rifle and machine guns….. *blinks* Now that’d be hot if it was ERIC HARRIS, the columbine shooter.. with Eric, Dylan and me killing people but not with the bald ERIC LEONG! I remember some other dream but forgot the whole story.. damn. At least not my usual nightmare.. Anyways, so decided not to go study today. So I’ve been reading accounting half the day and my MIGRAINE ATTACKED AGAIN! .. Even with the cooling ice pad on my forehead didn’t work. Gah.

American Idol - AHHHH SANJAYA!!! *woots* Omg he was so cute tonight. I love Sanjaya.

Now here’s the surprise part.

Out of the blue…… my ex text messaged me at 10 pm. It shocked the bejeebus out of me. I thought he has moved on. Well he’s sorry, and he wanna be friends again with me… he missed the friendship or something. Gah. It was a very bad breakup. His parents hate me. I was uber pissed at him for everything. I wasn’t sure I could forgive him. So the whole night I was thinking about it… which made my migraine worst and changed my mood x.x But then I decided, based on all the good stuff he did to me, how much he spent on me, how happy he made me before so I decided to give him another chance. It’s gonna be awkward, and it’s gonna take a while to rebuild the friendship again but if he screws it up again, all hell’s gonna break loose. I was upset, I was pissed.. but I’m not that big of a bitch to not forgive him. I’m nice, no?

But I’m still single. Any takers? :P

I want to see this movie - Zombi Kampung Pisang (literal translation: Zombies of Banana Village). It’s something like Shaun of the Dead meets Dead and Breakfast. A funny/stupid zombie movie but since this is the first malaysian zombie movie, I wanna see it! You know how obsessed I am with zombies :D As you can see in the photo, you see white thingy right? That’s what we call pocong.. you see… when a muslim die, we wrap the body in white cloth and bury it… when it turns into living dead, you see the dead body wrapped in the white cloth hopping around.. it’s the ghost that fears me the most. No kidding on this one. The trailer however shows the pocong being pushed down or something, lol.

Here’s the synopsis on ZOMBIE KAMPUNG PISANG:

“The peace and serenity of Kampung Pisang (Banana Village) is shattered one night with the sudden death of Pak Abu, father of the lovely village belles, Maimon and Munah. In the ruckus that follows, more villagers turn up dead, puzzling the villagers. Upon initial investigation, the source of the problem seemed to be Pak Menawer’s restaurant, where anyone who ate at the restaurant during the day would turn up dead. Chaos ensues as no one wants to admit that they’ve been to the shop and the situation worsens with the dead coming back to life in the form of zombies. Locating Pak Menawer is proving to be fruitless and fighting off the zombies is proving to be a chore… and the night is still young! What is to become of Kampung Pisang now? Will local hero Usin be able to save his village and win the heart of Maimon?”

Sounds something like Dead and Breakfast, and I loved Dead and Breakfast. It opens in cinema next Thursday, April 19th… a few days before my exam but who cares, still gonna go see it! Here I give you the poster. Oh ya, this friday is FRIDAY THE 13TH! Yes. If only I could dress up as ghost or JASON VORHEES oh yeah. Hope I won’t have bad lucks on that day LOL.

PS: Tickets to see Good Charlotte aren’t sold anywhere. NOT FAIR. You can only win them. Stupid people winning the meet and greet pass. Gah.