Remembering #MH17

August 22, 2014 at 9:46 AM

Today is the day of mourning. Currently it’s about 9:30 am and the whole of Malaysia is waiting for the arrival of the flight bringing home 20 remains of the victims from flight #MH17 from Ukraine. It’s scheduled to arrive in about 15-30 minutes and the plane is already somewhere in Malaysia. They’ve finally reached home :’) The remaining is scheduled to be brought home on Sunday.

MH17 Malaysia Berkabung Mourning

The tragedy has affected me badly, as bad as the families. I always do get affected when a plane crash happen and it intensifies this time due to it being Malaysia Airlines. At least with #MH370, it disappeared but you can’t escape seeing the horror of #MH17.

I can’t imagine what the families are going through right now. My deepest and heartfelt condolences to the affected families.

I haven’t slept since yesterday and I don’t want to sleep and miss the ceremony. My migraine is pounding like mad in my head right now telling me I should go to bed.

Anyways, my internet account was disconnected last Monday (4 days ago) and finally I got it reconnected last night just in time to watch the ceremony today. Phew. They said they would disconnect it last week on Tuesday if I didn’t pay fricken RM356 overdue charge but luckily they delayed until the end of the week. Thank you.

Let the mourning start.

Welcome home, #MH17

10 Year Old Zoe Plays Hail To The King By Avenged Sevenfold

August 16, 2014 at 8:47 PM

First of all, sorry I haven’t posted anything again after a while. I’ve been busy but I’ll do a summary post after this.

Lately I’ve been addicted and wasting time with ‘Guitar Flash’, a game on facebook. It’s something like Guitar Hero but a shittier version. Here’s an example of  game play:

It’s the song ‘Hail to the King’ by Avenged Sevenfold. I discovered that song through that game and instantly fell in love with. I wanted to post the official video and lyrics of that song until I found a video of Zoe, a 10 year old guitarist who played this song on Youtube:

That’s just so amazing @_@
You can get guitars and other music equipments at musician’s friend. I’ve always wanted to learn to play guitar, and I regret I never did. Seeing a 10 year old play a song I like is depressing. There are some of other videos of her playing guitar when she was as young as 6 years old. When I was 6, I was slacking off and hating school. That’s all I did.

I only learned piano, but the bitch I had as a teacher made me traumatized by it.

Unexpected Hiatus!

July 23, 2014 at 2:20 AM

I didn’t update since May, yikes! I’m sorry. I’ve been so lazy and so busy and for most of June, I’ve been sick. I ought to write about that when I’m not lazy. Ramadan is almost over so this week is gonna be my busiest week so bear with me.



The weather’s been hot this year. And since a few days ago, I think the haze is back. My throat is hurting so bad. Last month I had strep throat virus and somehow my throat has been swollen for a while now. I noticed there’s a lump in there that I should get it checked soon. So now it’s hurting again because I smelled smoke from bazaar ramadhan and the haze is probably making it worse. I wish it would rain, please rain… I need rain! Not the super heavy kind that leads to flash flood in my neighborhood. The hot weather is making my body so tired. I need to wear a mask outside now, I think. I need to buy a new cap. I should look for the cheap kind of hats, the hats at wholesale kind.

World Cup is over – GERMANY WON! Pretty bummed that Brazil was humiliated in the worst world cup semi-final match ever in the history of world cup. I was hoping they would own that cup like they did in 2002. Oh well. I’m not longer a Brazil supporter but am now a Germany supporter!

I’m not trying to blog more often at my other blog –
Do visit!

Well that’s all for now. I’m feeling sleepy again. That’s all I’ve been doing – sleep. I get tired so easily. I refuse to believe I’m getting old, urgh. I just need to buy some vitamins to get my metabolism rate up again. I need to start exercising to get the energy. I’m working on that.

Happy Mother’s Day 2014!

May 11, 2014 at 2:43 PM

happy mother's day 2014


I think this would be the first mother’s day in years that I couldn’t take my mom out to celebrate due to a few personal reasons. Despite daily arguments and disagreements in just about everything that I believe in, I still love her. I know how hard her life has been raising me as a single mother. I also know how much of a burden I have been to her. I’m trying hard and the best that I could to change that so she could enjoy her life and not having to worry about shit I’ve done or haven’t done.

My life has been extremely hard lately. I fucked up, yes. I’ve also been trying so hard not to let my depression get the best of me and make me do something that I would regret, or won’t even get the chance to regret, if you get my drift. I’ve barely updated this blog lately because I don’t have any interesting things to write about my life anymore. Whatever interesting thing that I wanna blog about, that does not involve my personal life, will be at my new domain:

Anyways. I’m gonna spend today reading a book, watch a movie on netflix and do some blog posts later if I have the mood. I’ve been having migraine since yesterday and allergies since a few days ago. Not a pleasant feeling.

Mother’s Day 2014 Is Coming Up…

May 3, 2014 at 11:45 AM

Mother’s Day 2014 is coming up next week…wow.. time sure flies. This ring is SO GORGEOUS!

mother's day ring

It’s a personalized mothers rings which is perfect for mother’s day. Since it’s personalized, you can engrave names on it.. and the ring above can have up to 4 names so you can engrave the father, mother and 2 kid’s names. Or if you have 3 kids, you can just have them and the mother’s name.. or 4 kid’s names if you have 4 kids. Wouldn’t that be lovely to get for mother’s day? Ahhh it’s so gorgeous! There are a lot of other gorgeous rings that I like from that website like this one:


That’s so gorgeous! 2 names can be engraved there.. and it has one stone and my birthstone which is Amethyst looks perfect on there. I wish I was married with kids so I can hint this to my husband to get for me for mother’s day next week :(