Remembering #MH17

August 22, 2014 at 9:46 AM

Today is the day of mourning. Currently it’s about 9:30 am and the whole of Malaysia is waiting for the arrival of the flight bringing home 20 remains of the victims from flight #MH17 from Ukraine. It’s scheduled to arrive in about 15-30 minutes and the plane is already somewhere in Malaysia. They’ve finally reached home :’) The remaining is scheduled to be brought home on Sunday.

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The tragedy has affected me badly, as bad as the families. I always do get affected when a plane crash happen and it intensifies this time due to it being Malaysia Airlines. At least with #MH370, it disappeared but you can’t escape seeing the horror of #MH17.

I can’t imagine what the families are going through right now. My deepest and heartfelt condolences to the affected families.

I haven’t slept since yesterday and I don’t want to sleep and miss the ceremony. My migraine is pounding like mad in my head right now telling me I should go to bed.

Anyways, my internet account was disconnected last Monday (4 days ago) and finally I got it reconnected last night just in time to watch the ceremony today. Phew. They said they would disconnect it last week on Tuesday if I didn’t pay fricken RM356 overdue charge but luckily they delayed until the end of the week. Thank you.

Let the mourning start.

 AL-FATIHAH & SALAM TAKZIAH
Welcome home, #MH17

10 Year Old Zoe Plays Hail To The King By Avenged Sevenfold

August 16, 2014 at 8:47 PM

First of all, sorry I haven’t posted anything again after a while. I’ve been busy but I’ll do a summary post after this.

Lately I’ve been addicted and wasting time with ‘Guitar Flash’, a game on facebook. It’s something like Guitar Hero but a shittier version. Here’s an example of  game play:

It’s the song ‘Hail to the King’ by Avenged Sevenfold. I discovered that song through that game and instantly fell in love with. I wanted to post the official video and lyrics of that song until I found a video of Zoe, a 10 year old guitarist who played this song on Youtube:

That’s just so amazing @_@
You can get guitars and other music equipments at musician’s friend. I’ve always wanted to learn to play guitar, and I regret I never did. Seeing a 10 year old play a song I like is depressing. There are some of other videos of her playing guitar when she was as young as 6 years old. When I was 6, I was slacking off and hating school. That’s all I did.

I only learned piano, but the bitch I had as a teacher made me traumatized by it.

Unexpected Hiatus!

July 23, 2014 at 2:20 AM

I didn’t update since May, yikes! I’m sorry. I’ve been so lazy and so busy and for most of June, I’ve been sick. I ought to write about that when I’m not lazy. Ramadan is almost over so this week is gonna be my busiest week so bear with me.

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SALAM RAMADAN!

The weather’s been hot this year. And since a few days ago, I think the haze is back. My throat is hurting so bad. Last month I had strep throat virus and somehow my throat has been swollen for a while now. I noticed there’s a lump in there that I should get it checked soon. So now it’s hurting again because I smelled smoke from bazaar ramadhan and the haze is probably making it worse. I wish it would rain, please rain… I need rain! Not the super heavy kind that leads to flash flood in my neighborhood. The hot weather is making my body so tired. I need to wear a mask outside now, I think. I need to buy a new cap. I should look for the cheap kind of hats, the hats at wholesale kind.

World Cup is over – GERMANY WON! Pretty bummed that Brazil was humiliated in the worst world cup semi-final match ever in the history of world cup. I was hoping they would own that cup like they did in 2002. Oh well. I’m not longer a Brazil supporter but am now a Germany supporter!

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Well that’s all for now. I’m feeling sleepy again. That’s all I’ve been doing – sleep. I get tired so easily. I refuse to believe I’m getting old, urgh. I just need to buy some vitamins to get my metabolism rate up again. I need to start exercising to get the energy. I’m working on that.

Happy Mother’s Day 2014!

May 11, 2014 at 2:43 PM
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HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY

I think this would be the first mother’s day in years that I couldn’t take my mom out to celebrate due to a few personal reasons. Despite daily arguments and disagreements in just about everything that I believe in, I still love her. I know how hard her life has been raising me as a single mother. I also know how much of a burden I have been to her. I’m trying hard and the best that I could to change that so she could enjoy her life and not having to worry about shit I’ve done or haven’t done.

My life has been extremely hard lately. I fucked up, yes. I’ve also been trying so hard not to let my depression get the best of me and make me do something that I would regret, or won’t even get the chance to regret, if you get my drift. I’ve barely updated this blog lately because I don’t have any interesting things to write about my life anymore. Whatever interesting thing that I wanna blog about, that does not involve my personal life, will be at my new domain:

TOTALLY-AWESOME.net

Anyways. I’m gonna spend today reading a book, watch a movie on netflix and do some blog posts later if I have the mood. I’ve been having migraine since yesterday and allergies since a few days ago. Not a pleasant feeling.

Mother’s Day 2014 Is Coming Up…

May 3, 2014 at 11:45 AM

Mother’s Day 2014 is coming up next week…wow.. time sure flies. This ring is SO GORGEOUS!

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It’s a personalized mothers rings which is perfect for mother’s day. Since it’s personalized, you can engrave names on it.. and the ring above can have up to 4 names so you can engrave the father, mother and 2 kid’s names. Or if you have 3 kids, you can just have them and the mother’s name.. or 4 kid’s names if you have 4 kids. Wouldn’t that be lovely to get for mother’s day? Ahhh it’s so gorgeous! There are a lot of other gorgeous rings that I like from that website like this one:

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That’s so gorgeous! 2 names can be engraved there.. and it has one stone and my birthstone which is Amethyst looks perfect on there. I wish I was married with kids so I can hint this to my husband to get for me for mother’s day next week :(