I haven’t been blogging for quite a while. I don’t know why. Not that I’ve lost my interest in blogging or anything, just that I don’t feel like doing so – due to depression and lack of time. I don’t have any awesome news to write about anyway. This past few weeks has been completely shit. I remember back in June where I had the tonsil infection, it was HELL.
For 3 weeks I was bedridden, with fevers come and go and the kind that really make your body shiver like you’re in iceland. Then major cough, losing voice and the back of my throat was all white so it was hell trying to cough it all out. My God I thought I was dying. And I thought when that was over, it would be over.. but no.
About 1+ weeks ago, I’ve been coughing so bad I thought I would cough my lungs out. My inside hurts, my chest hurts… no fever, just coughing. But after that, my throat feels weird until now. Feels like there’s something swollen in my gland. Then I had to deal with one kitten dead about a month ago or so, then a short while ago 3 of my kittens fell down the stairs and one right in front of my eyes. It was horrible.
And right now, 2 of them died 2 days ago, not directly due to that fall though. One is malnutrition and the other one…I don’t know. I just found him/her dead in my room. I’ve been so devastated and so depressed. That’s not all.
On Sunday, a tree from my neighbor’s house fell most probably due to lightning strike and dragged my electricity cable down with it. So my house was in pitch black for about 2-3 hours or so. Last week, it has been raining so heavily that my neighborhood flooded, 2 or 3 times.
My iMac has been giving problems for the past month. I think I’ve reformat and reinstalled the operating system more than 20 times. I’ve wasted so much time! So now I have to depend on my laptop. Because my laptop was on Windows 7, it was lagging so bad that I was getting so annoyed. I decided to try reformat and install Windows 8.1 for the first time even though I’ve been against Windows 8.
It was a good decision!
I used to hate Windows 8 so much but I LOVE the updated 8.1. But the best thing is that, now my laptop is no longer laggy like before. I don’t know how long that will last but at the moment, that’s all that matters. I can blog and do work again on my laptop. That’s the only positive thing that has happened to me so far.
That’s all I wanna update. I’ll write more when I have time or when I feel like it. I have so many things I need to do..but so little time. Halloween is coming up!