Unexpected Hiatus!

July 23, 2014 at 2:20 AM

I didn’t update since May, yikes! I’m sorry. I’ve been so lazy and so busy and for most of June, I’ve been sick. I ought to write about that when I’m not lazy. Ramadan is almost over so this week is gonna be my busiest week so bear with me.



The weather’s been hot this year. And since a few days ago, I think the haze is back. My throat is hurting so bad. Last month I had strep throat virus and somehow my throat has been swollen for a while now. I noticed there’s a lump in there that I should get it checked soon. So now it’s hurting again because I smelled smoke from bazaar ramadhan and the haze is probably making it worse. I wish it would rain, please rain… I need rain! Not the super heavy kind that leads to flash flood in my neighborhood. The hot weather is making my body so tired. I need to wear a mask outside now, I think. I need to buy a new cap. I should look for the cheap kind of hats, the hats at wholesale kind.

World Cup is over – GERMANY WON! Pretty bummed that Brazil was humiliated in the worst world cup semi-final match ever in the history of world cup. I was hoping they would own that cup like they did in 2002. Oh well. I’m not longer a Brazil supporter but am now a Germany supporter!

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Well that’s all for now. I’m feeling sleepy again. That’s all I’ve been doing – sleep. I get tired so easily. I refuse to believe I’m getting old, urgh. I just need to buy some vitamins to get my metabolism rate up again. I need to start exercising to get the energy. I’m working on that.

Happy Mother’s Day 2014!

May 11, 2014 at 2:43 PM

happy mother's day 2014


I think this would be the first mother’s day in years that I couldn’t take my mom out to celebrate due to a few personal reasons. Despite daily arguments and disagreements in just about everything that I believe in, I still love her. I know how hard her life has been raising me as a single mother. I also know how much of a burden I have been to her. I’m trying hard and the best that I could to change that so she could enjoy her life and not having to worry about shit I’ve done or haven’t done.

My life has been extremely hard lately. I fucked up, yes. I’ve also been trying so hard not to let my depression get the best of me and make me do something that I would regret, or won’t even get the chance to regret, if you get my drift. I’ve barely updated this blog lately because I don’t have any interesting things to write about my life anymore. Whatever interesting thing that I wanna blog about, that does not involve my personal life, will be at my new domain:


Anyways. I’m gonna spend today reading a book, watch a movie on netflix and do some blog posts later if I have the mood. I’ve been having migraine since yesterday and allergies since a few days ago. Not a pleasant feeling.

Mother’s Day 2014 Is Coming Up…

May 3, 2014 at 11:45 AM

Mother’s Day 2014 is coming up next week…wow.. time sure flies. This ring is SO GORGEOUS!

mother's day ring

It’s a personalized mothers rings which is perfect for mother’s day. Since it’s personalized, you can engrave names on it.. and the ring above can have up to 4 names so you can engrave the father, mother and 2 kid’s names. Or if you have 3 kids, you can just have them and the mother’s name.. or 4 kid’s names if you have 4 kids. Wouldn’t that be lovely to get for mother’s day? Ahhh it’s so gorgeous! There are a lot of other gorgeous rings that I like from that website like this one:


That’s so gorgeous! 2 names can be engraved there.. and it has one stone and my birthstone which is Amethyst looks perfect on there. I wish I was married with kids so I can hint this to my husband to get for me for mother’s day next week :(

Because Everything Is Online Now…

May 3, 2014 at 11:15 AM

It’s so frustrating living in Malaysia sometimes… I mean, sure, compared to last time, you can get more stuff delivered to you from online now. And coupon and deal sites such as groupon makes it even easier to browse really cheap deals (but sometimes take ages to ship) sent to you. But that just applies for household items, clothes, food, etc. But not stuff that are not common.. like Full extension drawer slides which is something totally random to me but hey, when you need drawer slides, it’s just a mouse click away.


Why can’t Malaysia’s business be like that? My city has improved slightly when it comes to food delivery but just slightly.. with the help of food panda. At least recently they’ve added more stuff compared to last time when I could just order Papa John’s.. now I can order starbucks, kenny rogers and latest addition sushi king delivered to my house. I’m waiting for chatime and I’ll be very happy. You know, in case one day I’m thirsty, can’t go out so I can get my drinks delivered to me. They have alternatives though which is Tea Secret so at least there’s something.

Imagine having this burger delivered to you:

burger bakar abang burn

Pic from Burger Bakar Abang Burn

Burger Bakar Abang Burn, please come to Ipoh! :(

Foam Mattress Stuff

May 3, 2014 at 10:58 AM

Foam mattress… I’ve never thought about foam mattress..

I always feel like I need something to add more support to my bed. Buying another good quality mattress would be expensive wouldn’t it? But looking at foam mattresses here, they’re not that badly priced. I could probably get in Malaysia a lot cheaper like those really bad quality ones, then put it underneath my current mattress.. right?


I really need to clean my room, fix some stuff, fix the aircond and sleep in my room again. I miss it. Now I’m sleeping in my mom’s room and I’m annoyed, and I know she’s annoyed as well.. and I usually lie face down so that isn’t good for my posture and back and bones, right?