Wisdom Tooth Sucks

May 27, 2015 at 6:04 AM

It’s 5 am and I’m in SO.MUCH.PAIN.

I thought I would never have to deal with my wisdom tooth. When I was in college, my dentist told me that my bottom wisdom teeth are impacted, and also touching my nerves. She suggested that if they don’t bother me, then it’s recommended to leave them alone. If I wanted to take them out, I needed to see professional, which would mean private dentist, which would mean – EXPENSIVE COST.

She told me roughly a tooth extraction would cost about RM1.5-2k. Hell, of course, I didn’t have that much. So, decided to leave them alone.

Now it’s fricken causing me so much pain because half of it somehow broke recently, there’s a huge gaping hole exposing the nerves. This past couple of days I could barely eat, drink, gargle and today I can’t even talk properly nor sleep. Even breathing through my mouth hurts so goddamn much. The pain has spread from my bottom right jaw to my ear down to my neck. Earlier today, something was swollen inside my throat as well. Gah! This is pure torture!

Kill me. Kill me now.

Busy Bee

May 14, 2015 at 7:03 AM

Wow, it’s been a while since I last updated. I’m beginning to neglect this blog (and others as well). The thing is, I’ve been busy with a few projects that I barely had any time to blog. Been working on my new website, my writing and well… been wasting time too, with sleeping and watching youtube or Netflix. I just spent the whole night playing Bingo, wtf.

Now I want to talk about guitar. How awesome is the guitar in this video?

It’s so beautiful.

You can check out or buy the guitar at musician’s friend but I don’t think they can ship internationally, at least not to Malaysia. You might be able to find it at a guitar shop in Malaysia I guess.

I seriously want to learn how to play electric guitar :( I wish I did when I was younger!


March 27, 2015 at 12:25 AM

depressed girlI’m heartbroken. I’ve experienced yet another unexpected death of my cat.

I had this orange tabby cat that appeared at my house out of nowhere 4+ months ago. He was very sick, wounded and had terrible mange that covered his whole body. He also had high fever. I couldn’t just let him die so I took him to the vet since his mange was also infecting my other outdoor cats. This was about 2+ months ago. His mange was so terrible that the veterinarian and her assistants reacted to it. They were shocked.

But a week after he got his shot, his mange was completely gone. I could finally see his big, round eyes and he turned into hyperactive yet superhungry kitty. He was hungry all the time! He’s very clingy and loving kitty, and follows you around.

Yesterday, something horrible happened. At about 3 am, I heard a lot of dogs barking outside. Sometimes a group of stray dog would cross the street and come to my neighborhood, and usually they would make a lot of noises when they see my neighbor’s dog. I thought it was that until I heard a cat screaming. I ran down, saw the dogs ran away and then my heart just broke.

Rain, Rain, Where Are You?

March 15, 2015 at 4:13 PM

summer-heatIt’s unbelievable how ridiculously hot the weather is right now. Seriously. It’s a different kind of heat that I’ve never felt before. It’s also making me feel very dehydrated and I’m not the kind that can drink too much. The result from the heat is giving me migraine. I’ve been sleeping most of the day due to extreme fatigue so I do my online work at night. Even my cats are sick due to the extreme hot weather. My poor kitties. I wish it would rain right now, all day long. Not the heavy kind though, otherwise my neighborhood will be flooded.

I found a magnetic bracelet here and from my understanding, they can give you health benefits. How true is this?

As usual, my financial problem is at its worst right now. I’m trying a few new projects which I hope that could get me out of this funk. Hopefully one day all my financial problems will be gone. It sucks that in 15 days GST will be implemented. Price of goods are already increased, so imagine next month. Life is crazy right now. So I really hope whatever I’m working on right now will be worth it… soon.

Anyways, that’s my update. My life hasn’t been interesting so there isn’t much I can talk about. When you’re tight on money, your life becomes extremely dull. For general updates though, I’m posting it at Totally Awesome [net]. I’m gonna focus on that domain from now on.

Random Update – Weather is Hot, Happy Birthday To Me!

March 2, 2015 at 1:03 AM

My God. The weather has been crazy. Back in December, it was the rainy season. Some parts of Malaysia were badly flooded, and many people lost their home and precious properties and some even lost family members. But now? The weather’s been so ridiculously hot that spending a short while outside could risk yourself of getting heat stroke.

For the whole week I’ve been getting spinning headache. That’s not counting last week, starting Thursday that I had a serious stomach cramp that lasted 4 days and rendered me completely useless because I couldn’t even do anything. Couldn’t even walk. My relatives from KL on the very same day I got the cramp, so I couldn’t go out to have dinner with them which kind of bummed me out. I also spent the night alone that night while I was in so much pain.

But yeah, after the stomach cramp was gone, I suddenly got a spinning headache for the whole week and today, I had a really painful migraine. It’s probably due to the fact that I’ve been going out everyday and exposed myself to the scorching hot sun, especially last Friday when I had to take Abang, my cat, to the government vet because he couldn’t urinate. High possibility due to kidney stone (3rd cat in my family after my cat Monyet and BamBam). I had to wait like 2 hours outside while the doc treated Abang.